Jordy has what some people would call 'Issues.' She isn't the most easiest person to get to know. She doesn't trust anyone except for her grandmother Lynn and she has these panic attacks that she doesn't understand and nightmares that keep her awake at night. Her mom is what you'll call a screw up and her dad left her mom when she was twelve years old and he is oblivious to everything around him. She has a brother but he left her with their screw up of a mom two years ago. Jordy doesn't like change, so when she finds out her mom is moving her and her grandmother from Louisville Kentucky to North Carolina she isn't too thrilled especially since that's where her dad and her brother lives. This is a story about a girl struggling to keep the voices in her head asleep while also struggling to wake up every day when the voices tell her to just end it all. WARNING! May be triggering