Moans were muffled beside me as I kept my eyes closed. I was too oblivious what will happen these days. I can't see anything but a person laying beside me, a person on top of her and Nothing but a red stain. I don't think I'll ever forget how I was in the middle of this and how I got myself into this. I have to live like this. No. I need to live like this to survive. Accepting my faith wasn't easy. Some will want to die if they put their selves in my shoes. But I have to. I have to save them.