I never thought it would be possible for me to be in love with two people at the same time. I mean I've read the concept but have never lived through it. But I am, I admit the truth and I truly despise myself for it. As I lay here in my down spiraling pool of self depreciation I truly do believe I am the worst human ever. I mean its my wedding day and I can't seem to be thinking of someone else. What should I do? Marry Charles and always wonder what if...? My first ever book! I just wanna say to whomever is reading this...thank you so much and I appreciate you taking the time to read my story! Love you so much for that sunshine :)