All my life every decision is made for me. From the cloths I wear, To the friends I make, The food I eat, Time I sleep, Even the way I speak. I never get to choose for myself. I never decide. I was loved, once by my mother. But when my two siblings come to line, I was discarded, forgotten. In desperation to get her love and attention, I let her dictate my life and I never mind. Not until I was trapped made a wrong move.