As a person suffering from existential crisis, my curiosity about existence, genealogy, and life uplifted. Curiosity started when I became a social media-addicted type of person. There, I have met intellectuals. It started with my imagination, and having these two words constantly screaming above my head; "what" and "if". Meditation helped me to come up with such wisdom. In this light, I gathered up knowledge about how uncertain we are about everything, and I guess, that is when I realized to never die for your beliefs.