no one matters, i don't matter, i don't fucking care what happens in this fucking world because nothing fucking matters. then they look at me. them. it's them. they matter. they're the only thing that fucking matters. i don't really know how i got here, i used to be so... normal. well, i don't know about normal, but it wasn't like this. it wasn't ever supposed to be like this. but it is. and now i'm here, with one thing to live for, and they don't even know. ⚠️TWs⚠️ mentions of EDs mental health problems/behaviour s*icidal thoughts/mentions (not graphic) -mature *explicit language + more*
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