Remus never wanted to become a werewolf; some nights he wished Fenrir Greyback had killed him instead of allowing him to live such a cursed life. However, Dumbledore trusted Remus enough to allow him to attend Hogwarts. He went through the trouble of creating a safe space for him to transform. Remus couldn't let him down. Remus feared the day when he'd lose control in front of his friends. The second year had only just begun and he was already doubting his ability in keeping the secret until graduation. Remus struggled with his sense of self and wondered what life lay before him. For what life could a werewolf have in a world that despises him?