"Yeonjun has lost a lot of weight."-Stray Kids' Changbin. "Soobin oppa, you've slimmed down well"-Fan at showcase. "Yeonjun-ssi, your body proportions are insane!" -MC. "Soobin from TXT amazes the internet with his tiny waist. He could join the small waist club with Daehwi."-Article. "Yeonjun oppa, you look so handsome now without all that baby fat."-Fan at fan signing event. "All of you look great! Especially Soobin. Wow."-Host. "Yeonjun-ah, you've lost so much weight since Trainee. Woah. I need to learn from you hah."-Staff member. "Soobinie, those pants don't fit you anymore. You've lost weight, huh?"-Choi Yeonjun. "Hyung, you should eat comfortably now. You've lost a lot of weight in just a year."-Choi Soobin. But none of those words matter. Because to each statement, Yeonjun's mind tells him: "Five more pounds." And to each compliment, Soobin just feels more pressure to stay perfect. ☠︎︎ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ☠︎︎: eating disorders in heavy details, smut, panic attacks, possible self harm, the gays are here, homophobia, slow burn, SENSITIVE CONTENT. (Disclaimer: some of those statements are real, some have been altered slightly, and some are based off comments towards Soobin and Yeonjun, or made up entirely). 🏅#2- bodydismorphia 🏅#55- mental disorders
6 parts