This is the Diary of me. It shows how my life might look perfect and amazing since i'm a 15 year old lesbian girl. But my life isn't that great whatsoever. I'm an addict which a lot of people know because of my book Heal My Pain |Clustin| because I wrote why I haven't been writing a lot. But in this story you will find out about my life and what it's like living as an addict and yes some of the chapters are posted in the wrong order but it's because I haven't been up to writing in here. But I have been writing in my diary. But if you want to read about my life then please read this story and you'll find out more about me. But basically this book is the diary of an addict and how she ended up this way (In later chapters) Later in the story it turns into a POV of me which I like a lot better and it explains my life a lot better this way instead of a diary form. Let me know if you like diary form or POV form better.