Caitlin Bender's life just took a complete 180. With her not so wonderful yet not quite horrible mother gone who is she supposed to live with? Her absent father? Be adopted? But the real question is, will she be able to handle the change? What will happen if she can't? **Just a quick trigger warning that this story will have and is not limited to having self harm, suicide, rape, drug abuse, and drinking. So please do not read if you think this may trigger you. I am always here to talk, much love.** Also this is not strictly a Pierce The Veil fanfic, other bands will be present! Hope you enjoy!