"You can't remember something you don't have memories of." When I died I felt nothing. All my senses vanished in an instant, suddenly transporting me into a universe of no sight nor sound, where all that existed were my thoughts and emotions. I was completely unaware of being moved to a hospital with the finest doctors available. Unaware of the headlines that spread across the world like wild fire about me. What happened to me? I thought I was dead, gone, over, so why does that feel like my hand is touching a metal railing? How am I to get used to this again?