Type POV
I will admit. I am pleased about all things that are happening tonight. It's like I forgot all the things that I have in my mind. I can't believe I can be happier, and most shockingly, it is with the person I hate the most. We had so much fun riding those different rides.
One thing I came to notice about him now is that he is not like what they told everyone about him. Many people say that he the kind of person who only wants to flirt and play around with every person he can, that he is the most arrogant person you will come to know. Many people assume that he is the most arrogant person in the world just because he is the son of the most powerful hotelier in the country.
But no!! As things go by now. I see that he also knows how to play, have fun, and make other people happy, like how he made me happy today. I admit, he is such a gentleman. He takes wonderful care of me for every rides that we go. He made sure that I fastened my seat belt carefully and securely. I also felt him very possessive of me. He doesn't let anyone, as in anyone to touch me. It isn't very obvious, but the way he looks at those people who try to check me out makes me feel like a wild dog currently guards me.
I was bewildered right now. I don't know why he is like this to me. He has never been like this, and from what I've heard about him. He is never like this to anyone too. What he always does is just kiss and be flirty but never this. I can't help but feel confused and problematic right now. How can I continue to do my plan if he is like this?
Puifai, What should I do. I'm confused right now. Please tell me what I should do. I was busy thinking for myself when he suddenly speaks
"Type, are you okay?" He worriedly said
"Ahh yeah, I'm okay. Maybe I'm just tired." I said to him
"Oh, Are you hungry? It's already evening. Do you want to have dinner?" He asked me while widely smiling at me.
Please stop smiling at me like that. You're making me confused.
"Yeah, I would love to. I'm kinda hungry, na " I said to him.
He then got his phone and tried to do something again. I think he is about to call, but I grab the phone from him. He's calling someone again, maybe to search for a fancy restaurant.
"What are you doing?" He confusedly asked me
"I know what you're about to do, Tharn!! I'm telling you now NO!!! I told you already I don't want any fancy things like that restaurant again." I said to him
"How did you know that I would do it, hahaha!" He asked me, sounding so amused. Is there something to be amused with what I said?
"I know you already, Tharn!!" I said to him
"Really?" He is now teasing me,
"Tharn stop!!" I almost yelled to him. He does love teasing me!!
"Okay, okay. I'm sorry, but are you sure. You know I can always." He is saying something again, but I stop him. He doesn't want to lose.
"Okay, if you don't want to and go. Eat by yourself then..." I said to him, then pretended to walk away from him. I will see if this will work.
He immediately goes after me. He went in front and instantly held both of my hands.
"Okay, I'm sorry. Let's do what you want. I will not pursue what I want anymore. Yours will always be my priority. Please don't be angry with me. I don't want to ruin these beautiful moments of us being together. please na na na." He is acting cute again
"Okay, I will forgive you but don't ever do that again. You should already know me now. I don't like these kinds of things. The simple it is, the more I like it. I'm not suited to those kinds of fancy things. You may say that I may, but for me, I'm not!! I'm not used to those things, and I will never be. So please promise me. Please try to do just those simple things for me. I will be happier if you do. Please." I looked him straight in the eye. He smiled at me and answered.
"Yes, I promise." He said to me
I don't know, but there is something in him that I feel like I can trust everything he says to me right now, as in everything. Now I can see what Puifai sees on this man. On why and how did she fall in love with this Tharn Kirigun even though he has this Casanova Image!!
He is a dream boy. It makes me question why doesn't he act like this to everyone. He will always act like he doesn't care about anything and everyone's feeling except for himself. He acts like a child who does not know or notice another thing except for himself. Why do you act that way, Tharn, and so different around me?
Why?? I don't understand. He is making me question everything now.
AND I SO HATE IT.
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We are walking here at the seaside, thankfully the carnival that we are going to is very near the coast. It's renovated to become a bay walk. It's so beautiful here. It's pretty peaceful. Then we saw a simple restaurant beside the bay walk.
I pulled him to go there.
"Come on, let go!! I found someplace where we can eat." I said while I was holding his hand
"Where?" He asked confusedly
I didn't answer him and just kept walking.
"Here." I happily said
"Here? but it's too crowded here." He said. He looks like he can't be in this kind of place. Maybe because he is not used to this. Perhaps I'm selfish about this.
I don't know, but I feel sad. I like it here. but I forgot he is not used to places like this. so I tried to look for another restaurant, but he stopped me
"Okay, if you don't want here. We can still find some other place." I sadly said and started to walk away from this place
"No! I'm sorry, bii, I didn't mean to make you sad. Come on, let eat here." then he pulled me to find our seat. I can't help me to smile a little bit because of his action. My sad face affects him. I didn't mean to make him guilty or something.
We just ordered simple food like steak and a glass of wine. but I notice that he is not drinking at all
"You ordered a whole bottle of wine, but you are not drinking. Do you think I can finish all of this all by myself" I asked him while trying to slice my steak
"I can't drink." He said.
"and why is that. Come on. You can drink. I can't finish this." I said to him. I was about to pour him a glass of wine, but he stopped me
"I really can't, bii. I'm driving, remember. I will not forgive myself if something happens to you just because I've drunk some wine." He said to me while looking at me straight in the eyes.
OMG!! His words!! He's making me feel something again.
Lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub
Gosh! Here goes my heart again!
"Bii? Are you okay?? you're face is becoming red." He worriedly asked me. it made me snap out my thinking
"Ahh, yes!! maybe it's just the wine." I said to him, then drank the whole glass of wine in one go.
Gosh!! Why are you doing to me?
After we ate our dinner, We are now walking side by side here at the seaside. They're not so much of a people now cause most of the restaurants here are now closing. I asked him if he wanted to go home na, but he suggested we walk first before going home, so I obliged.
No one has dared to talk ever since we started walking here. It feels so awkward between us now. I don't want to say something to him, and he seems to be keeping something to himself, judging by his looks now. He looked so nervous.
We were just walking, but I was shocked when he suddenly stopped and faced me, so I did too.
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Tharn POV
I feel so nervous right now. It is my first time doing something like this ever!! I can't believe I will be doing this!! I didn't think I would be able to fall for someone so deep like this, more shockingly that I would have to admit it myself for him to be able to love him fully.
I admit, I now have fallen so deeply in love with Type. I don't think I can ignore it anymore. I was afraid that if I tried to say the opposite, I might lose him, and I could never forgive myself for doing that. I'm still scared, yes!! But I will ignore it now if this decision will result in me being with him happily.
I want to be with him. I don't think I will find someone like him again.
He is the only person who can make me feel more alive.
Make me feel genuinely happy, as in over the moon comfortable.
He made my life more meaningful.
He brings out the best of me.
I'm willing to take a risk now. I'm tired of being afraid and being cautious all the time. So I have made up my mind and try to be brave for what I feel.
I stopped walking, and I faced him. He looked so shocked because of what I had done. He looks puzzled. I can't blame him. I, too, I'm so confused right now.
"Type. You know very well what kind of a person I am. I will not excuse myself from that. But all I can say to you now is that after I met you. You changed me. You made a very different person. With you, I know I can be who I am, without the need of pretending to be the best or to hide who I am to avoid those predicaments of those people around me. With you, I feel so alive. I feel so many emotions that even I had never imagined that I would ever feel my whole damn life. I may not be the best person for you for now. I know that. You have a pure soul Type, but me? I'm dark. I'm full of sorrow and pain while you are full of life. You are happy. I'm sad. We are very different kinds of people. You are the best person I've come to know my whole life. I'm nothing compare to you. I know I made so many, as in so many horrible mistakes, that I can never pay back. I can never change what I did. Even my whole life is not enough to say sorry to those people that I've hurt. I know that I am an awful person. I know you may not believe what I'm saying right now. I'm not asking you to believe me, but I'm telling you this right now. At this moment. please try to trust me when I say."
I breathe deeply. This is it!!
I looked into his eyes before speaking. He seems so confused, and I think he has so many questions. But thankfully, he is just listening to me.
"Please trust me when I say. I love you, Type!! I have fallen deeply in love with you. I love you. I only love you. I surrender now! I know I said I never will, but here I am, admitting my defeat on you! You caught me, bii! You caught my heart already! You are the person who I want to risk my heart on. I want you for myself. I can never imagine myself loving someone else except you. Please believe me, Bii. I do love you. I love you so much that I can't even express how damn much I have been in love with you."
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Finally, I said it.
After a few seconds of me confessing to him, I expected some reaction, like he was mad, happy, or anything.
But I was shocked when he suddenly turned around and ran away from me.
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A/N
Another cliffhanger, guys. I'm sorry, hihi. What do you think will happen next.
I tried to uphold my goal for this story that I will only have around 1K - 1.5K words for every chapter, but here I am again, having this chapter more than 2K, hahaha
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