**Tul's POV**
** A month later**
Tul: I pull Max into the bathroom stall and push him up against the wall. "It's time to feed this week." Without speaking or looking at me, he gently held my neck in one hand as he pressed his lips to my neck and bit down. My voice starts to shake. "Why do you keep shutting me out when we connect, what are you hiding from me?"
Max: After a few minutes he lets me go and wipes his mouth before looking down at the floor and reaches out to open the stall door to leave. "I'm not hiding anything, I just don't feel comfortable with you seeing into my head anymore."
That's bullshit!
Tul: I grab his arm to keep him from leaving as I break down from not being able to handle him acting like this anymore. "You've been like this since you disappeared last month. Did I do something wrong? Why won't you just talk to me?..."
Max: I could see pain on his face but it disappears before too long. "This is not your fault. I- I just think that w-we shouldn't be together anymore. It's slowly eating me alive. I'm not good for you."
What the hell is that even supposed to mean?
Doesn't he know that I'm in this for the long run?
Tul: Without thinking much, I pull him into my arms and pin him against the wall as I rest my head on his shoulder. "Please don't leave me. I love you Max."
Max: His body goes still and he just stares at the door with zero emotion showing. "Don't do this Tul."
Tul: I could feel my body shaking at the thought of not being with him anymore and it made me scared as hell. "P-please... D-don't..."
Max: He angrily pushes me away and that's when the sadness comes back before he turns away from me. "Don't make this any more difficult than it already has to be. Just let me go."
Tul: With his back to me, I pull my blade from my waist line and whisper sadly. "I didn't want to do this Max but you've left me no choice." I took the blade and quickly pushed it into my arm from the inside of my elbow to my wrist. I watched his face change from horror to realization to hunger in the matter of seconds. "I know you hated it when I used your hunger against you the first time because you have less control but I need to know what your hiding from me."
Max: His eyes shifted to the beautiful blue that I have grown to love and his fangs started to show past his lower lip as he takes a step forward like he has no control over his actions. "Tul please if you really love me you need to run. This is dangerous, I really can't hold back this time."
Tul: I shake my head and meet him half way to close the distance between us. "I need to know." With that he roughly grips my arm as my blood smears over his hand and it makes me let out a little whimper from the pressure on my wound. "Let go Max."
Before I knew what was going on he picked me up so that he was holding my thighs as he pushed me against the wall and kissed my throat before the sharp but familiar feeling hit me. God this is the most intimate we've been in a long time. Usually the only part of his body touching me during this is his lips and a hand on my neck or side, but right now I could feel the muscles of his chest pressed against mine and I could feel the softness of his lower stomach against my dick since my legs were wrapped around his waist.
I missed him so much more than I had thought.
I move my arms around his neck to help him support me as I slowly close my eyes and allow my mind to drift with his.
At first I was confused with what I was seeing and then all I could feel was pure anger.
What the fuck did Zee and Xing think they were doing?
Once everything clicked into place, all the memory's, feelings, regret, longing, sadness and love came crashing into my head I truly felt overwhelmed for the first time in a long time.
Tul: Pulling away from him I gasp for air because I think I had forgotten to breath for a second out of shock. "What the fuck Max. Why didn't you tell me?"
Max: He looks at me feeling ashamed. "You know exactly why I didn't tell you, what was I supposed to do? Also what the fuck did you just do." He cuts his thumb on his fang as he drags his thumb over my open wound. "Don't you dare do that again, do you hear me?"
Tul: I look down at the ground guiltily. "I'm sorry, I just wanted to know what was going on, it was eating me alive."
Max: "Satisfied with the reason to why we can't be together?"
Tul: "No, seeing this only makes me want to be with you more. Now we can just be together happily while keeping it a secret. I refuse to leave you Max."
Max: He lets out a frustrating breath. "Tul we can't be together, what if he really does hurt someone?"
I don't care if he hurts me, nothing could hurt more than Max leaving me.
Tul: I place a hand on his cheek and try to give him a reassuring smile. "It won't happen."
Max: With that I close the space between us as I pull him into a gentle kiss. "We shouldn't cross that line again."
Ignoring his words I lock his lips on mine as I suck on his lower lip lovingly and slide my hand under his shirt with my other hand. With that he tightened his grip on my thighs as he finally gave in and kissed me back. We were so caught up in each other that before long I was being pushed against the bathroom wall with my back arched and my pants at my ankles while my face was pushed against the wall.
Max: I could hear him unbuckling his jeans in a hurry as he's sliding a finger in and out of my entrance as I softly moan from his touch. "If you want it that badly than I'm going to fuck you until you regret your decision."
Tul: In a matter of minutes, he slide his fingers out just to be replaced with his thick dick as he roughly pushes into me with the help of his saliva. "A-hhau-hahu-ahh... I-I will never ahh regret this decision."
He could fuck me until I died and I would be happy because it was him.
Dying with him on top of me would be a dream.
By the time he had cum deep in my ass I knew that we were late to our next class but I didn't care. I had to lean against the wall for what felt like forever because he really wasn't kidding, I think he came in me a total of 3 times and I could see the remanence of my cum on the bathroom stall wall.
With wobbly legs I attempted to clean myself up before cleaning the wall and throwing the toilet paper into the toilet. After flushing everything I turned around to look at Max who was in the middle of fixing his pants and shirt.
Max: He looks up at me with a little bit of doubt on his face. "Are you sure about this?"
I've never been more sure about anything in my life, I want to always be his.
Tul: I nod as a tear slides down my face. "I'm sure."
He gives a big relieved smile as he cups my cheeks and plants kisses all over my face and neck. Then he cuts his thumb on his growing fang as he heals the marks on my neck to hide the evidence.
Max: He whispers in my ear all sweetly. "Come on lets go to home now, I want to take you properly before we have to hide from each other again tomorrow. I'm going to miss you."
Tul: I look at him before I break out into a small laugh. "I think its official, you are the true king of mood swings."
As we were about to open the stall door I remembered something important and it made me feel conflicted as fuck.
Tomorrow was Xing and Zee's birthday.
If I didn't attend than they would know something is wrong and everything would go to shit.
Tul: I hold onto the sleeve of his shirt feeling sad again. "Max, there's something I need to tell you."
Max: He holds the door half open as he kisses my forehead once again. "What is it?"
Tul: "Tomorrow is there birthday party, I'm going to have to go if we want to keep up with this act." He lets out a sad sigh as he nods his head and rests it against my shoulder. I rub his head reassuringly. "Don't worry to much."
Max: "Just be careful okay?"
Tul: "I will always come back to you Max."