**Zee's POV**
I don't understand why she is so blind to what's going on, even I can see that Tul is in love with Max. She's being dumb and its showing. Plus, why is she holding onto him so tightly anyway?
It's not like he was head over heels for her but he does love her to an extent.
She needs to wake up...
Thankfully she was leaving the house right when I was coming home to get some clothes before I made my way over to Gun's. She seems to hate it when I don't spend the night at home and I don't know why.
To be honest I don't really know that much about her anymore, she just changed too much since we were little. I love her and id do anything for her but she needs to grow up a little bit.
After I shoved some clothes into my backpack, I made my way down the stairs and said goodbye to our maid before walking out the front door and heading to my car.
Gun: He was sitting in my passenger seat looking all happy and cheerful as he took one of my hands that were gripping the steering wheel and held it tightly in his. "Is everything okay?"
I look over at him and let out a calm breath before turning on the car with my other hand and just nod my head as I drive us out of my driveway.
I don't know why I haven't been able to stay away from him recently. He seems to make me always feel so calm and it's a nice change of pace to everything else in my life.
Zee: "Everything is okay, I was just reminded that my birthday is almost here and it's kind of stressing me out a little bit."
Gun: "I thought you were excited to get your first list? It's usually all you can talk about."
Zee: "I'm a little bit of both, I only just recently realized that after I start to get my lists I'll have to move around all over the world which means that I won't be able to see you as often."
Gun: He looks outside the window with an unreadable expression on his face. "Ahh, so you're afraid of losing your sex buddy. Is that what this is about? Well you don't have to spend all these nights with me to make up for time, I don't plan on sleeping with anyone else. I'll just wait for you to come back and once your satisfied with your revenge for your parents I'll be ready to settle down with you. I know you don't see me that way, I just know that I could make you happy. You don't usually trust people very easily and even if you can't love me back its okay. Being with you is enough for me..."
Did he just confess that he loves me too?
Shit, I guess I wasn't careful enough with hiding my feelings from him.
I keep letting my feelings get the best of me, this is not good...
Zee: My body didn't want to listen to my brain though because the next thing I said I won't ever be able to take back... "I care more than you might think, if you truly still want me once I come back and retire than I will agree to be with you."
Gun: He turned around with a shocked look on his face as his hand squeezed mine. "Did you take your medicine today?"
I chuckle to myself as I take the last left turn before reaching the street that his house was on.
For some reason it didn't bother me when he asked me about my medication. I knew that he truly cared about me and not about what I could do.
I had only lost control once Infront of him and he almost died but he never held it against me and never showed me any look of disgust or fear. He only showed me happiness and affection.
Zee: I removed my hand from his as I rubbed his thigh while turning into his drive way. "You don't have to worry about me Gun, I've been taking my medication. Also if were speaking truths, I don't think I want to pay you when he have sex anymore. It makes me feel guilty, kind of like I'm calling you cheap and your everything but cheap. I... I r-really care about you..."
Gun: He climbs out of my car and grabs our bangs on his way to the front door as I silently follow behind him. "That's okay, I never actually spend your money. It's all in a savings account at "lainly bank", I wanted to give it all back to you once I admitted how I felt about you. We can go and get it tomorrow morning if you'd like."
Why the hell did he do that though?
I gave it to him and expected him to at least use it for something nice for himself.
He deserves only the best of everything...
Zee: I walk in past him and pick him up as I kick the door closed with my foot. I carry him over my shoulder as I make our way to the bedroom. "I don't want the money, you can keep it. Don't fight me on this. If you really don't want to use it then help me look for a house and well use it to pay a good portion of the expenses. If I'm correct there has to be at least 125,000 in that account now."
Gun: Mumbling from over my shoulder. "It's more like 205,000 actually... I slowly paid back the money I owed you for all of my hospital bills you paid after you saved my life. I didn't want to owe you anything so I gradually put the money in the bank account once I got it..."
Feeling a little overwhelmed I plopped him down onto the bed and crawled over him as I looked at his small and adorable facial features that were curved into a small smile at the moment.
Zee: I could feel joy in my heart but I couldn't really understand why. "You keep surprising me and its attractive as hell."
Gun: He giggled cutely as he leaned up and planted a kiss on my cheek. "I didn't want you to think that I was using you for money. You mean more to me than any materialistic thing but there was something I wanted to talk to you about first... I've just been afraid that it's going to make you upset."
This could be anything, there's so many possibility's to what he's going to say and it put a little bit of weight on my heart.
Zee: I rest an elbow on either side of his head as I laid directly on him without squishing him. "What is it? I promise it won't change my mind about wanting to be with you, you know I can't get mad at you."
Gun: He crests my cheek softly as a tear slides out from his left eye. I gently wipe it away with my thumb. "I didn't mean to spy on you but about a month ago I went to a café to order some coffee I heard your conversation with a waitress about how the guy you had your arm draped over was your boyfriend." He closes his eyes as my hand starts to shake out of guilt. "Please Zee... Can you leave him? I want to be your only one..."
He's been holding this in for a month?
Why the hell didn't he say anything earlier?...
Zee: I lean my forehead against his and let out a slow breath. "He means nothing to me Gun, ill end things as soon as I can but I promise that I won't touch him again. I can also promise you that you are the one that I want to spend my life with, I will come back for you. So, please don't give up on me..."
Gun: He kisses me softly before wiping a tear from my cheek that I hadn't realized was there. "I'm not going anywhere. I just want you to myself, I know that's a selfish thing to ask for but I don't want to have any more regrets."
Zee: I deepen our kiss and softly suck on his tongue before pulling back slightly. " I lov..."
*Ring, Ring, Ring.*
I shoot dangers toward the door with my eyes as my phone disturbs my confession.
Zee: I get up from on top of Gun and walk over to my bag. "What the hell is it with people and calling me during all of the wrong timings."
I flip my phone over to see Xing's name flashing on my phone as I let out a sigh of frustration. Why is she calling me so late? I just saw her a few hours ago.
Zee: Except my attitude disappeared once I started to hear her crying on the other side of the phone. "Sis what's wrong?"
Xing: She sniffles a bit before continuing. "Y-you w-were right Zee. You were right about e-everything. T-tul doesn't love me anymore..."
Shit...
I let out a heavy sigh as I went to go sit on the bed as Gun wrapped his legs around my waist and rubbed my back soothingly.
Zee: "I told you that you should have just left him be. I know that he didn't want to hurt you."
Xing: "you were wrong about one thing though..."
Zee: Feeling a little confused. "What was I wrong about?"
Xing: "He didn't wait to tell me, I found Max naked in his bed."
As my brain was processing what she was saying I could feel my body shaking in anger at the implication of what she was saying. That means that Tul cheated on my sister.
I see him as a brother to me and I truly do not want to hurt him but he needs to suffer for what he's done. If he loves Max so much to allow her to suffer like this than I'm going to make it to where they can't be together.
Nobody hurts her and gets away with it.
Not even Tul...
Zee: "No need to cry anymore sis, don't worry I'll take care of everything."
I turned off my phone before she could reply and throw it across the room in anger.
What the fuck were you thinking Tul?
You're going to pay...