how it feels to be alive {tom...

Oleh fairiesandfeathers

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It has been 20 years since the Battle of Hogwarts. Lucia is conflicted in her life, and even more so when she... Lebih Banyak

how it feels to be alive
playlist
one: sweat
two: coffee
three: immortal
four: towel
five: lacy
six: alone
seven: war
eight: singing
ten: goosebumps
eleven: confrontation
twelve: movie
thirteen: feelings
fourteen: tension*
fifteen: fling
sixteen: clouds
seventeen: stoned
eighteen: touristy
nineteen: persuasive*
twenty: morality
twenty-one: irrevocably
twenty-two: polyjuice
twenty-three: borgin
twenty-four: damsel
twenty-five: ecstasy
twenty-six: magnolia
twenty-seven: comfort
twenty-eight: emptiness
twenty-nine: aching
thirty: hogwarts
thirty-one: desire*
thirty-two: rosier
thirty-three: joint
thirty-four: first day
thirty-five: victoire
thirty-six: lord
thirty-seven: detention
thirty-eight: fast fingers
thirty-nine: sober
forty: slughorn
forty-one: jealousy
forty-two: emeralds*
forty-three: change
forty-four: light and dark
forty-five: halloween
forty-six: kinky
forty-seven: dirty
forty-eight: hangover
forty-nine: unfixable
fifty: foreign territory
fifty-one: cruelty
fifty-two: déjà vu
fifty-three: reparations
fifty-four: tongue*
fifty-five: nail polish
fifty-six: christmas
fifty-seven: love
fifty-eight: new years karma*
fifty-nine: erratic
sixty: rehab
sixty-one: released
sixty-two: reunited
sixty-three: graduation
sixty-four: expensive wine*
sixty-five: importance of occlumency
sixty-six: the pensieve
epilogue part one: soporific
epilogue part two: voldemort
epilogue part three: alive
thank you & final author's note

nine: wish

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Oleh fairiesandfeathers

WISH

As they continued their walk back to the hotel, Lucia wrapped her arm around Tom's leaning her head on his shoulder.

"Why are you friends with so many muggles?" Tom raised, his curiosity getting the best of him.

"Everything is so much less complicated." She explained, "They just live their lives enjoying every experience, not even realising what they don't have because of their lack of magical blood."

Tom thought about this for a moment, he'd never considered muggles in that kind of light. He'd always pitied them for their ignorance and inability.

"Don't get me wrong, I love Hogwarts, I love my friends there and I love my magic," She defended, "But sometimes it's just nice to have a bit of separation from it, you know? To feel normal for once."

He hummed in thought, "I understand that, I just can't imagine not wanting a life fully enriched with magic in every aspect. Life would be so... boring."

"And you're telling me tonight was boring?" She laughed, knowing he'd enjoyed it. "The most fulfilling and captivating moments of my life haven't involved magic."

He considered this, and she was right. The time he had spent in the future had hardly involved magic, but he already felt more fulfilled than he had in his entire life.

They continued walking in silence, both so entrapped by their own thoughts that neither sought to speak. The soft sound of Lucia's heels on the pavement and the occasional hum of traffic were the only noises surrounding them.

There was a cold breeze that made the leaves on the road roll around like a failed levitation spell. But it was a calm and serene atmosphere, allowing their thoughts to wonder uninterrupted.

"Okay I really need to take these shoes off," Lucia announced, "They are absolutely killing my feet." She laughed, holding Tom's arm for balance as she slipped them off.

They had to walk slightly slower now, due to Lucia trying to avoid the painful pieces of gravel scattered on the pavement. She clutched Tom's arm for balance, feeling the reassuring warmth of his skin under the fabric that confirmed blood flowed through his veins.

"How long will you be staying here?" Lucia finally asked, the question having been bothering her for some time now.

"I'm not sure." Tom answered truthfully, scratching his head, "My plans have... changed. In all honesty I'm not sure I even have a plan anymore."

Lucia nodded in understanding. "Are you still caught up in that immortality shit?"

"Let's not talk about this now, Lucia." He said sternly, knowing their differing opinions would just result in an argument. "Tell me about Hogwarts now, what's it like?"

She sighed at him changing the subject. "It's good. I don't know what else to say. It's such a beautiful school and I love all the people there... it's just... I don't even know."

"No, tell me." He insisted.

"I just feel like the people there don't quite... understand me. As much as they're all very kind, I always feel like a bit of an outsider. Maybe it's the associations I have with muggles, I don't know." She revealed.

"I know how that feels, when no one really understands you. They see the front you put up and believe it without a second glance." Tom responded gently, lacing his fingers in hers.

"I'm going into my last year though, I'll be free in the world in only a year." She said into his shoulder.

They finally arrived back at the hotel and made their way back up to their room.

The two didn't unlink their arms as they leant against the side of the elevator, and Lucia enjoyed the feeling of being so close to him that she could feel the warmth of his presence.

He ran circles with his fingers over her knuckles instinctively as they waited for the familiar ding of the elevator arriving at their floor.

After walking down the hallway, Lucia pulled out the key-card to open the door, and they enjoyed the relief of the warmth of inside the room.

Lucia threw her belongings on top of her trunk and went to the bathroom to change and take her makeup off. As she stared in the mirror she noticed that she didn't look as much of a mess as she usually did coming home from a night out. However, she ran her fingers over her lips, seeing that there was nothing but the enhanced and slightly swollen natural flush left after the heated moment in the park.

Tom undid the buttons of his shirt and slid it down his shoulders, then slid his dress pants off to replace them with the soft sweatpants.

Lucia soon emerged in just a long t-shirt, and upon seeing Tom's lack of shirt smirked as she went to sit on her bed.

His torso was lean and toned, and she had to force herself not to stare too much.

"So, how do you like karaoke now?" Lucia teased, sliding her bare legs under the comforter.

"I didn't hate it as much as I expected to." He chuckled, "But I must say there were other parts of the night I much preferred."

Lucia laughed, "Keep it in your pants, pretty boy. You're not getting me undressed tonight."

"There wouldn't be much I haven't seen before." He snickered.

Lucia gasped and leapt out of bed, a pillow in her grasp as she began hitting him with it.

He grabbed her waist to stop her attack, and she slid her leg over his body, skilfully pinning his arms below her knees.

Her shirt had bunched up high on her thighs as she straddled him, and despite his compromised position, he enjoyed the feeling of her legs around him.

He looked up expectantly, and she leaned down as if she was going to kiss him, running her fingertips on his chest and down to his lower stomach slowly. At the last minute she turned her head to lean into his ear, her lips intoxicatingly brushing his skin ever so slightly as his soft curls tickled her cheeks.

"You wish." She whispered and quickly swung her leg back over to return to her own bed, a satisfied smirk playing on her lips.

His breathing was fast as he attempted to regain his composure. Never was he so unguarded, never was he deceived, and never did he not get what he wanted.

But for some reason, he didn't mind.

***

The chill of night turned into the warmth of morning as the sun broke through the blinds of the hotel room.

Lucia picked up her phone, seeing a couple of messages from her friends from last night. Mel had also sent the group photos through.

She saved the photos and went to her photos app, flicking through them and looking at all their happy faces.

Tom was smiling charmingly, his pearly white teeth lighting up the whole photo. How was he so photogenic?

Lucia kept swiping and came to the photos taken of just the two of them. Their eyes were alight and they couldn't have been closer to each other. She laughed at the one with her lips pressed to his cheek, amused by his shocked expression.

"What are you laughing at?" His voice sounded from the other bed, slightly husky from sleep.

"Just the photos from last night, they're cute as." She walked over and sat on the side of his bed, showing him all the photos taken.

"If you had of shown me those photos a week ago, I would have sworn I was under the imperious curse for them." He laughed at their proximity and affection in the still images.

"Maybe you would be right though." She teased, "Maybe I do have you under my spell."

"Very smart." He rolled his eyes.

She leant back on the headboard next to him, and his bare shoulder brushed her arm gently.

"I need music." She announced, putting a song on her phone and placing it on the bedside table.

She slid back so her head was on the pillow next to him, closing her eyes to enjoy the notes caressing her ears.

"What kind of music is this called?" Tom asked, seeing as it was much less intense than the harsh music she'd played last night.

"I guess indie rock maybe? I don't really define what music I like by genre, more so by if I like the song." She shrugged.

They lay together just listening to music for a bit, still coming fully to their senses after only just waking up.

"You listen to music a lot." He observed, seeing as he'd only ever really listened to music at events, not much in his spare time.

"It keeps my thoughts quiet." She explained, "When you're listening to music you're just engulfed in the sound and lyrics, so you can get out of your own head for a bit."

"I think I need to listen to music more then." He laughed, he always felt like his mind never stopped reeling.

His hand brushed through his hair and he stretched his arms out above him.

Lucia couldn't help but steal a look at his muscles contracting under his skin and admire his beauty. He looked as if he'd been crafted from heaven itself.

He looked to the side and smirked at her reaction, patting her bare thigh gently and leaning down to whisper in her ear.

"You wish." He repeated her words from last night. She rolled her eyes and pushed him off her, cursing him using her own phrase against her.

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