"Now Madison I'm glad that you are here to better yourself"
"Thank you" Madison answers
"Victor has let me know that he won't be able to make a couple of sessions due to him leaving the city."
"Doctor Green I already know. No need to cover it up" she announces holding her hand up
"I talked with Victor and he has a lot to speak to you about. He is way stronger than you think"
" Madison I saw you for two sessions. Each time you blew up on him and were very angry at him."
"And I had my reasons Doctor Green. You seem to always take his side and never saw the wrong on his side. I tried so much to be the woman that Victor wants but It never shows. He wants me to move back here. I have a life in New York. I would like to pursue my dreams of becoming a photographer and now it's like I have to throw my dreams away. He's rich yes but I want to provide for myself and be a woman of my own. I'm no one's housewife. Our child will be brought in this world in less than a month and we can't seem to get this together"
"Madison I know you're trying but he's trying also. He's been so patient with you"
"How do you know so much more stuff than I do? Victor doesn't talk to me about how he feels besides him wanting to get back together."
"You do see how this looks bad on my side?" Madison asks shaking her head
"I'm just tired of doing this. I just wish I wasn't pregnant"
"Why is that?" Doctor Green asks
" I would be able to brush this under the rug and get over with my life."
"Why do you think that's okay?"
"Don't I deserve to be happy?" Madison disputed
"Yes you do but sweeping stuff under the rug won't heal you. You're just putting those emotions on pause. Then on your time with peace, it comes tumbling out"
Madison lets out a breath before speaking.
"What do you suggest I do Doctor Green?"
"Stop running" "face the issues like the grown woman you are. If you wanna scream then scream. If you want to fight then fight. Just stop holding it in"
"What about Victor?"
"You and Victor need time to fix yourselves."
"I wouldn't be able to visit him?"
"In two weeks you'll be able to see him."
"So tell me a little more about you. Let us focus only on you"
"Where should I start?"
"Tell me what makes Madison Harp, Madison Harp?"
Madison clears her throat before speaking.
"I don't know how to answer that question"
"Tell me what do you like."
"I like being alone but feeling like I have someone"
"You and Victor seem not to have many things in common" Doctor Green says
" What can I say. Opposite attracts"
Madison fidgets with her fingers before speaking.
"I love being around optimistic energy"
"Have you ever tried doing yoga or something to help you?"
"With what?" Madison asks
"Your anger"
"Doctor Green I don't have anger issues. It's just coincidentally I argued twice in this office"
"A lot of people say they don't have anger issues and the-
"Well, I'm not everyone else." Madison interrupts giving her a hint of sass
"Let us work on some deep breaths. Counting from twenty going down to zero" Doctor Green says while writing notes on her chart
"Sure I guess."
"Each time you get to an even number you breathe out. Count slowly so you can feel the negativity leaving your body"
Vito pov
"You new here?" A female asks me licking her lips at me
"Yes"
"You look super familiar and fine" she whispers
I watch as she scoots her chair moreover to me and presses her hand on my thigh.
"My name is MeMe."
"Hello Meme"
I grab her hand and place it back on the wooden table in front of us.
"Can I show you a trick?"
"It depends...what is it?"I ask
"With my tongue but I'll need your penis to show you"
"I'll pass"
I grab my ginger ale from off the table and stand up from the metal chairs to head back into my room. It's breakfast time and I'm not really in the mood. Last night I could hardly sleep. I miss my daughter, It's hard to sleep when I don't even feel happy. Doctor Green suggested that I find a good book to help me with my time here. Perhaps the book thief? Yeah no the book is too damn big. Maybe some shit that has pictures in it. Reading isn't my thing and being isolated isn't my thing when I'm being forced to do it.
" Knock Knock"
I look up from my bed to see LaLa.
"what are you doing here?" I ask
"Umm I work here"
"Look I don't h-
"It's none of my business. I'm just here to check up on you" she interrupts me
"I'm okay I guess."
"We have a swimming pool out back"
"Oh do yall now"
My eyes scan her from bottom to top. Once they reach her huge breast my piece twitches. What am I supposed to do? I'm a man still. I clear my throat before giving her a small smile.
"How was breakfast this morning?" She asks moving more into the room to have a seat on the desk chair
"I didn't eat it. Somebody named Meme wanted me for breakfast though" I joke earning a cute laugh from her
"Yeah a heads up for Meme she loves men"
"So how have you been?" I ask trying to pry my eyes from her swollen chest
"I've been good, you?" She asks
I look up at her face just in time to catch her biting her lip. I watch her get up from her spot and make her way towards me.
"You can touch them...if you want"
My tongue runs against my bottom lip before I shake my head.
"I'm good, I'll just admire from here" I let out huskily
"You have a girlfriend?" She asks lowly
"No "
"So if I touch you I won't be breaking a happy home up or relationship?" She asks lowly
"Look Lala you sexy as fuck but I can't touch you or allow you to touch me. Dre, that's my nigga and your his little cousin. I was there with him when he used to babysit you."
"Vito we are grown. I am twenty-four. Old enough to know what I want."
"Lala we can't do this"
I watch as she grins before turning around and making her way to the door. I let out a breath I didn't know was being kept inside.
The sound of the door closing gets my attention.
"Lala "
I watch as she takes her top off leaving her breast to be held in a bra.
"Shit"
My piece twitched and ached for some attention.
"Lala I don't have a girl but I'm trying to work out things with the mother of my kid"
"As long as y'all aren't together then I'm fine," she says walking closer to me
"Take my bra off"
"Lala-"
My sentence cuts shorts as she presses her hand against my jeans feeling my hard piece.
"Damn your huge" she chuckles
"Can I just taste that sweet cum?" She purrs
"Lala Dre is my -"
"I.don't.care"
Her fingers begin to grope with my button.
"Yo chill out your fine and all but your not the girl I want"
My hand grabs her hands keeping them still.
"It's just sex, Vito. Nothing more than that. I get you want a family and all but see this has been my fantasy since I was fifteen. All my wet dreams were about you. I'd dream of you sneaking in my room at night just for you to feel all over my breast. Leaving hickeys all over me" she reveals
"Lala I- I don't know what to say."
"Don't say anything. Just relax" she says trying to undo my button
A knock at my door interrupts us causing me to zip my jeans up and for her to put her shirt on quickly
"Come in"
She sits on the desk chair and faces my way. The door opens and Kelly faces shows.
"Good morning" she beams
" Good morning," Lala says catching Kelly by surprise
"Lala," she says bluntly
"Vito we have the pool and other activities for you to join"
"Thanks for telling me. Lala just told me about those"
"Oh did she now? Lala Mr. Charlie is waiting for you. He said you promised him a game of chess"
Lala takes one last look at me before smirking and getting up to head out of my room.
"You don't have to be cooped up in this room you know," Kelly says while shaking her head
"Yes I'm very aware of that"
"I get this is your second day but take the time to know these people. They're great"
She turns around and begins her journey down the hall leaving my door open.I need to get out of here asap