A week later. at the bunker. in my room.
I was laying on my bed, watching TMNT when there was a knock on the door.
God, no I am not here
Me "mhm"
The door opened and Sam walked in. A fresh shaven Sammy.
Sam smiled a little "Hey. “
I nodded “hey”
Sam “What you doing?"
Me "watching Teenage Mountain Ninja Turtles."
Sam nodded “how far are you in?”
Me “I’m at the part were the Crank are invading New York”
Sam nodded "cool”
I eyed him “what do you want, Winchester?”
Sam took a deep breath “I thought i would find you in Dean's room"
Me "thought wrong. So you shaved "
Sam nodded and rubbed his jaw "Oh yes, I shaved."
Me "I mean, it's so smooth. It's like a dolphin's belly."
Sam rolled his eyes and sat down on the bed.
I sighed „do you need something else?"
Sam „I wanted to check up on you. You doing okay? I mean, you haven't really come out of your room in almost a week."
Me “Sammy, honey, I haven’t been okay since the day I was born, okay?”
Sam just looked at me amused but the it faded.
I sighed “Cas is you know, showing Jack the ropes and Dark Kaia and her spear are in the wind and we have no clue where Michael is or what he's up to. Your mother left ,thank god or else I would’ve lost my mind. I can't even look at your brother without feeling the need to set him on fire. And not that I'm complaining, but the house is full of people, so."
Sam "So, your plan is to just lay in here watching TMNT? Seriously?"
I shook my head “no, when I am done TMNT I’m gonna start watching Pokémon again. And then Digimon and then ..”
Sam shot me a look.
Me “I mean, don’t even know if I am gonna live that long to complete watching Pokémon but at least I’ll start watching before I make everyone in Purgatory my bitch”
He shook his head amused.
I raised an eyebrow “are you doubting me, Sam?”
Sam shook his head “I would never. Can’t risk you making me your little bitch “
Me “you already are, Sammy”
He chuckled and I sat up.
Sam “are you really okay?”
Me “I am dead inside”
He shot me a look.
I asked amused “what do you want to hear from me, Sammy? You already know the answer”
Sam sighed "Listen, about what happened between you and Dean-"
I shook my head "no, Sam, i don't wanna talk about that, okay?"
Sam "he's not doing better either"
Me “and why exactly isn’t he doing better? Hm? Is he feeling bad I turned out to be the person Mary accuses me to be? Or is he bad because he realizes now the kind of person I am being accused of and he didn’t realize is sooner? “
Sam looked down “he’s always like that when you two are fighting”
I corrected him “you mean, when he starts the arguments “
He shot me a look.
I asked irritated “what? i know I am no saint, Sam. But you cannot tell me that I caused more arguments than Dean”
Sam shrugged, nodding “true. But having a relationship includes arguments”
Me “It also includes trust, but looks like your brother didn’t get that memo”
Sam sighed.
Me “Besides that, Dean and I aren’t even dating”
He looked at me confused.
Me “I am serious. We didn’t talk about relationships at all.”
Sam sighed “Len, it doesn’t matter if you and Dean are dating or not because either way you two are acting like a couple”
I rolled my eyes.
Sam sighed “you really don’t wanna talk about it?”
I looked at my lap.
Sam nodded, got up and walked to the door.
Me ‘ I am happy for him, Sam, for the both of you. I really am”
Sam turned to me.
Me “I know I was careful around Mary but you can’t blame me for that. And yes, I didn’t like her .Something about her just didn’t sit right with me but I loved seeing you and Dean being happy that your mother is back alive. Dad taught me to always be careful around hunters”
Sam “Mary’s family”
Me “she’s also a hunter, Sam. And I am a half demon. I didn’t know if could trust her or not with that secret”
Sam “that’s why Dean got so offended”
I nodded “yes. And you know how allergic I react to being forced to do something”
Sam nodded “yeah, I still have the scares”
I nodded “see”
Sam “but then you told her”
Me “Because your lives were on the line. I didn’t have a choice.”
Sam nodded.
Me “I hate your mother, okay? But I wouldn’t threaten her. And even if, I wouldn’t lie about it.”
Sam nodded “but did you talk to her though”
I nodded ”yes, I did talk to her. But I didn’t threaten her.”
Sam “about who took your memories”
I nodded “yes”
Sam “and who was it?”
I scoffed “are you gonna listen to me? Or are you just gonna ignore what I am saying just like your brother”
Sam “I wouldn’t be asking, Leny”
I took a deep breath “Rowena cursed me, okay? I talked to her and she told me that someone paid her to do that. It was Mary”
Sam froze.
Me “so I went to talk to Mary, I wanted to figure out if she would throw Rowena under the bus. She did. I went back to Rowena who said that Mary offered her a free pass by the British Men of Letters.”
Sam nodded.
Me “Mary felt cornered and told Dean a lie to get the attention away from her “
He nodded.
Me “with no breath did I threaten her, Sam, I swear”
Sam nodded.
Me “are you just nodding or are you also gonna say something?”
Sam “did you tell Dean that?”
I nodded “yes. But knowing your brother that’s not what his brain registered”
Sam sighed and drove a hand through his hair “want me to talk to him”
Me “Talking to Dean when he’s like that is like talking to wall”
Sam looked at me amused.
I asked confused “what?”
Sam “you are complaining about Dean being stubborn as hell but you are the same”
I nodded “I know that. Does he complain about me too?”
Sam shook his head “god no”
I raised an eyebrow.
Sam nodded “okay, sometimes”
I nodded, sighing “you know, I am not even mad he chose his mom. I wouldn’t be mad if it were under other circumstances but… It’s about the fact that he actually thinks I don’t grant him that his mother is back. And that he chooses to believe her without even hearing my side of the story”
Sam “he heard you”
Me “but he didn’t listen.”
Sam leaned against the door frame “you two are killing me, do you know that?”
I asked irritated “me? Why me? He’s the one who makes stupid decision”
Sam “and you don’t make stupid decisions?”
Me “name one”
Sam “i can name you 3”
I nodded “go ahead.”
Sam “you and me having sex while he was in Purgatory fighting for his life”
I nodded, shrugging “I am actually glad we can joke about It now”
Sam nodded “yeah, I wouldn’t joke about that around Dean, though”
I nodded.
Sam “2. Taking him back after he left you for your ex even though we all know why”
I nodded “true. And the first one”
Sam “going into a relationship with him in the first place”
I nodded “okay ,yeah, you’re right “
Sam sighed “Len, do you think you can put your differences aside. At least for the case i found?"
Me “weren’t you here when I told you I this close to set your brother on fire?”
Sam shrugged “it was worth a shot”
I sighed “I’d love to do a case with you but…but not with Dean”
Sam nodded “I get it, Len”
I nodded “thanks”
In the bathroom.
I got out of my shower and wrapped a towel around my body.
There was someone standing there by the sink.
I jumped a little “Jack? You kidding me? The hell are you doing here? “
Jack “I was looking for you”
Me ”I was in the shower”
Jack nodded “I know”
Me “Jack, I was naked”
Jack froze confused “yeah, but I looked away”
I shook my head “No, you didn’t”
Jack nodded “I did, Elena, I would never disrespect you like that”
I sighed, smiling “aw, okay, what do you want from me?”
Jack “I was wondering if you would wanna train with me”
Me “combat?”
Jack “with the bo staff.”
I looked down “Jack”
Jack “I know you don’t wanna train after what happened, and I know that that is why you asked Bobby to train me. But Bobby’s not here and I just need to do something. Keep my busy”
I nodded “okay”
His face lit up “Really?”
I nodded “of course”
Jack nodded, smiling. He wasn’t moving though.
Me “Jack”
Jack “yeah”
Me “want me to change in front of you or why are you still standing there?”
Jack started to blush “oh, sorry”
Then he walked away.
I shook my head, amused.
In the training’s hall.
I threw a bo staff over to Jack who caught it “ready?”
He nodded.
Me “okay”
Then we started to fight each other.
Jack had managed to slap my staff out of my hands and it flew across the room.
I growled annoyed and kicked his leg. He fell to his knees.
Then I grabbed his arm and twisted it while pressing him against the ground.
He hissed out “Len”
Suddenly we switched positions on he was on top of me. I used my powers to switch positions again and I was over him with a hand on his throat and my knees pressing into his thighs. There was no chance for him to escape now.
He groaned in pain “Len”
I put some pressure on his throat.
He gasped out “Len, your eyes”
I ignored him.
Suddenly he used his free hand to grab my face and twisted it to the side – to the mirror wall.
My eyes widened when I saw my eyes in the reflection.
They were black. Completely black. Demon black.
I moved off of Jack and sat down on the ground.
Jack moved over to me “Leny, hey, you okay?”
I looked down.
Jack put a hand on my cheek “hey, hey, look at me”
I looked at him and nodded.
Jack nodded “they’re back to normal”
I nodded “okay”
Then I looked at his neck. It’ll bruise.
Me “Jack, I –I am so-“
Jack shook his head “no, no, no, it’s okay. It’s okay. I’ll ask Cass to heal me”
I nodded “I am sorry”
Jack shook his head “don’t be. I wanted you to train with me. I know what could happen and still I did it”
I looked down.
Jack “have you told the brothers yet?”
I sighed “Sam is already overwhelmed with the whole Michael situation”
Jack “what about Dean?”
Me “Dean and I aren’t really on talking – terms at the moment”
He nodded.
Night.
I knocked on Dean's bedroom door.
Dean opened the door and looked at me before walking back into his room.
Me "you have a sec?"
Dean nodded "sure"
Me “you went out on that case with Sam. It’s the first day you have left this room since we had...we our fight.“
Dean shrugged "so?"
Me "stop hiding out in your room"
Dean “like you are any better, Len. You haven’t left your room either”
I rolled my eyes.
Dean shook his head "besides, i am not hiding "
Me " I get why you're doing it, I do but what happened with Michael... You said yes for me, for Jack, for your family. You did the right thing. What happened after, just because Michael was wearing your face doesn't mean any of this is on you. I don't blame you, no one blames you. You've got to try and stop blaming yourself, Dean. Please."
Dean shook his head "I'm never going to get over it, okay? I'm just not. But you're right; I'm not doing anybody any good by just staying cooped up in my room so, whatever you need. I'm there. "
I looked down