Julia: hey sen :)
Senna: hey!
Julia: do u have time?
Senna: yeah
Senna: i'm doing homework but that can wait
Julia: good :) i kinda have to tell you something
Senna: oh god
Senna: you can't be pregnant please don't be pregnant
Senna: i'm gonna scream if you are.
Julia: i'm not don't worry hahaha
Senna: oh good
Julia: but
Julia: dom and i are gonna move
Senna: oh? where to?
Julia: before i tell you i wanna tell the reason. i told you about benjamin right? and what he did to me?
Senna: yes..
Julia: i ran into him yesterday night when i was at dom's show. he didn't do anything to me but it scared me and dom a lot
Senna: fuckkk are you serious?
Julia: yeah :/
Senna: are you ok?
Julia: i am. but dom told me we can't live like this anymore because it's too dangerous. and he's right. because i'll never feel safe here anymore and dom will forever have to be with me
Senna: so you decided that moving will be better
Julia: exactly
Senna: but where to? to london?
Julia: no.. to america
Senna: oh
Senna: wow
Julia: yeah i know it's pretty far away. but dom knows people there and it's good for his career and we'll be sure we're 100% safe
Senna: but it's so so far away :(
Senna: london would've worked too, right? or somewhere else in england or even in europe?
Julia: yes. but there are so many reasons why america is the best option for both of us
Senna: but i don't get it
Senna: you promised you would see me again soon
Senna: and you promised sofia you'd see her again soon
Senna: now i won't see you for months or years
Julia: i know baby :(
Senna: i was so excited to see you again
Julia: i know. me too :(
Julia: i'll try my best to figure out a way to see you before i leave. i promise.
Senna: but how? and what about sofia? she's been asking about you every day. literally every day
Julia: idk baby :/
Julia: i know it's shitty. i think it's shitty too
Senna: but why not just in europe? why fucking america? time zones will be different so we can't text in the morning and if something happens to you or me we're so far away
Julia: we can figure out how to still text every day. we can also facetime whenever you're home alone. and i promise if something happens to you i'll be back immediately
Senna: but you won't be in town
Julia: no. but it won't be as bad as you think it will be
Senna: :(
Senna: how long will you be living there?
Julia: i don't know. maybe for just a few months until we find another option. we're still looking for ways to get benjamin arrested again but there's too little evidence so for now we're helpless
Senna: so you can also be in america for years?
Julia: i don't know sen
Senna: you're giving mom what she wanted
Julia: what do you mean?
Senna: she predicted that you were gonna give up your job for dom. and you said you wouldn't. but that's exactly what you're doing now
Senna: i had hope that mom would take you back home soon but if she hears about this she'll be so mad
Julia: mom predicted i'd give up my job to go on tour with dom. this is not the same. i'll search for another job in america and make sure life is as stable as it is here
Senna: still
Julia: i know you're upset but it's for our safety. if i could choose i'd live with you in a heartbeat. i just can't
Senna: i just had hope and it all shattered now
Julia: i'm so so sorry
Senna: but how can you leave sofia? you said you were gonna be the best big sister for her but you're not gonna see her grow up if you'll be in america for years
Julia: i find it hard too, believe me. i miss you and sofia so so much but i just don't know what to do. i don't want to risk anything
Senna: will you be at my graduation
Julia: baby please don't think so far ahead. i'll make sure i'll be at every special event possible. i promise
Senna: and i was gonna introduce you to my girlfriend. but you probably will never see her
Julia: if i find a way to see you and sofia before i go, take your girlfriend with you, okay? i'd love to meet her
Julia: i promise it's gonna be fine
Julia: i'm upset too but it will be easier than you think
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Julia: i texted senna and she's so upset it breaks my heart
Dom: oh really?
Julia: yeah..
Dom: do you still wanna go? i'm at the meeting right now but i can still tell them we're not going
Julia: i just don't know what to do otherwise
Julia: and america sounds good
Dom: right :(
Dom: fuck i feel sorry for you and senna
Julia: me too. i just want to see her at least one more time before we leave just to let her know it's gonna be okay but i just don't know how
Dom: ugh it all fucking sucks
Julia: yea
Dom: wait what if..
Dom: a few days ago you told me you got in contact with your dad again, right?
Julia: yes haha because he saw me in an article
Dom: yes
Dom: what if you tell your dad about it so he can ask your mom if senna can come over? and he doesn't tell her you are coming too
Julia: hmm
Julia: yeah i could do that
Julia: but what about sofia? wanna see her too :(
Dom: uhh
Dom: can't she come along?
Julia: idk if my mom allows my dad to see her step child
Julia: they never met
Dom: ugh
Dom: and what if senna tries to convince your mom that she wants sofia to come with her?
Julia: my mom is gonna tell senna that it's gonna confuse sofia because she doesn't know the relation to my dad
Dom: fair enough
Dom: and sofia and senna are never home alone?
Julia: never together. my mom thinks senna is too young to babysit sofia lmao
Dom: ..oh
Julia: yeah idk why
Dom: try to talk to senna about your dad yeah? maybe she comes up with something else
Julia: okay :(
Julia: i love you
Dom: i love you
Dom: i'll be home in an hour or so
Julia: okay <3
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