I shake away everything that has happened and make my way into Ash's driveway 'Okay Lemon get just some mind blowing sex and leave.' I press the intercom to notify Ash I'm here, he opens the gate as I'm driving in he walks out of his house shirtless and has the most breath taking smile holy shit just take me in this car.
I roll down my window "Ash can you do me a favor can you open your garage so I can park my car in there please?" I just know Lovella is going to past by here and I really don't want to deal with her excuses at the moment. Ash nods and makes his way in front of my car and enters the password and the garage doors open up.
I park my car inside and open the door as I'm closing the door I look up and see Ash putting the password in to close the door I don't even hesitate I push him against the wall and kiss him with hunger, I can tell he was taken back for a second but immediately kissed me back with the same amount of hunger maybe even more.
I break the kiss to catch my breath and look up at him "Take me right now, I just want to be all yours in this moment please fuck me." Ash happily takes my demand and carries me to his bedroom as we're making our way to his bedroom the make out becomes even more heated before he lays me down on the bed in one move my dress is already on the floor.
Ash pushes me on the bed and starts kissing on my neck and than his damn phone started ringing "Ash don't you fucking dare answer that phone." The phone soon turns off and Ash is slowly kissing down my stomach almost to slow I just need him to fuck me already.
"Ash please stop with the fucking foreplay just fuck me already!." he looks at me and smirks and starts to take his boxers off till his damn phone rings again, I swear I'm going to break his phone into pieces he stops what he's doing and checks his phone "Lemy it's Lovella calling."
My heart automatically stops the high comes crashing down, "Ash, if you must answer please I'm begging you don't let her know I'm here with you." I had enough courage to look at him and his whole face had so much confusion but he nods and answers the phone.
"Hey Lovella what's up?" I obviously don't know what she's saying since he didn't put it on speaker but I know from the look on his face she's panicking, "I'm sorry Lovella, Lemon isn't here she texted me saying she wasn't going to be able to make it to my place that things came up." fuck I adore this man he's the real MVP.
Ash hangs up the phone and comes back to bed he doesn't say anything just pulls me in his arms and kisses my head. I start to run my fingertips down his chest for awhile till he broke the silence. "Lemy, I'm here for you always , you know that right?" I just nod my head snugging into him tighter knowing the tears are coming in.
"Lemon look at me" I take a few moments to get myself together and when I do he pulls me into the straddling position and puts his hand under my chin to look right at him. "I don't know what happen between you guys, but what I do know is the Lemon I've known for years she's a strong extraordinary independent woman who's beautiful on the inside and out. Whenever you're ready to talk about what happened I'm here."
Once he's done I smash my lips on his and he returns the favor, Ash is too good for me I know that but I'm selfish I can't let him go his friendship and love is the only thing I have right now, he is the guy that every girl wants and every mom and dad dreams about for their daughter.
I pull away from the kiss and just take my time appreciating the man in front of me. I've met Ash a few years back I was at a club with Lovella looking for my next pray but I was too drunk to even think or walk right and spilled my drink on some random dude. I didn't even acknowledge him just kept making my way to the bathroom and some guy followed me and tried to rape me but man who I spilled my drink on was Ash, he saved me from some guy trying to take advantage of me beat the shit out of him but being the pathetic girl who drinks her problems away couldn't tell him where I lived at the time and he brought me back to his place making sure I was safe.
I'll always care for this man in front of me, and it scares me knowing I might be in love with him he knows I have sex with different men and only come here for one thing from time to time but he's never treated me like the whore I am. Ash is the one I want but I'm never going to admit to him or out loud. I was so lost thinking about the time I met him that I didn't know I was looking at him the way I was till he said something "Why are you staring at me like that Lemy ?" I couldn't help but just laugh and hit his chest "Why do you always have to ruin a romantic moment?" he just laughs and pulls me down to lay on his chest.
A couple minutes go by and I finally have the courage to tell him what happened between Lovella and I and he couldn't believe it. There's not a whole lot he could've said, I mean I don't even know what the fuck to say. I go by this saying "Everything Happens For A Reason" and I'm slowly coming to terms that Lovella wasn't my friend she just wanted to get close to Antonio.
Soon after I broke the news to what happened with Lovella and I we fell asleep he held me close and the warmth of his body helped me knock out. Couple hours gone by and I woke up looking up at Ash still asleep I slowly make my way out of the bed trying not to wake him. I make my way down the stairs to the patio and open the door to see thousands of stars in the sky, I sit on one of the chairs just thinking about everything that has happened and the choices I made.
This place isn't where I want to be anymore, I'm tired of not being good enough to, always being reminded Antonio will never except me being his daughter, loosing my best friend but most importantly being stupid enough to fall in love with a married man. I'm so lost in my thoughts I don't hear Ash makes his way outside and wraps a blanket on me.
"You're half naked Lemon aren't you cold?" I shake my head and look up at him. "What are you doing up?" Ash comes closer to me to grab my hand places soft kisses on it "Well I shifted my body and I didn't feel you next to me and I got worried and came to look for you." I couldn't help but smile.
I clear my throat, take my hand away from his and automatically look away from him. "Ash I'm leaving." I know I couldn't see his face but I knew his brows were knitted together and when he's confused he starts rubbing his neck "What do you mean by 'I'm leaving' Lemon? Look at me now."
I held in my tears and waited a couple minutes till I knew my voice wouldn't crack and looked straight at him. "You heard me I'm leaving this place, I need a fresh start. The one person who I called my best friend betrayed me and slept with the one man I despise and I was stupid enough to.. nevermind the point is I may be pathetic running away from my problems but this decision feels right, I can't live here anymore." His eyes told a whole story so many different emotions going through them it stayed quiet for a really long time, I got up from the chair placed the blanket on the table and kissed him on the cheek."Goodbye Ash."
I was about to open the sliding door till Ash pushes me on the door and kisses me with so much passion and I couldn't help but do the same knowing it's going to be the last time I feel his lips on mine I'll take it. Ash breaks away from the kiss and locks eyes on me and cups his hand on my cheek and I lean into it.
Ash places soft kisses on my cheeks and slowly places wet kisses on my neck I try to hold my moan in till he bites my ear and starts nibbling on it I couldn't help but moan that's my sweet spot I hear Ash chuckle and places his lips back on my ear and whispers."You're not going anywhere without me, I can't lose you Lemon we'll start fresh together baby girl."