sleep.
it seems like it's only thing that is keeping hongjoong alive and sane right now. when hongjoong cries, he goes to sleep. when he is tired of making music, he goes to sleep. when he just wants to be selfish for a day, he goes to sleep.
and even more so, when he is tired of missing seonghwa everyday, wishing that he would be able to get any sort of reaction or reply from him, he goes to sleep.
because he needs sleep to stay alive and see seonghwa again.
because he needs sleep to miss him again.