It sucks feeling this way doesn't it?
The feeling of your mind slowly dying away and melting into insanity, it kills you inside.
You hate it.
You hate being this way.
You despise having to lock yourself in your bathroom to having a screaming crying violent meltdown, parents banging at the door.
Mommy, your baby's crazy.
The overwhelming crippling urges to run away.
They grow stronger everyday.
Grab hold to what you have left. Squeeze it tight.
Because once you lose it, there's no getting it back.
No more second chances this time around.
It sucks to be human doesn't it?
Yes, yes it really does.
Sorry love. But I don't believe you understand.
And you don't think I understand either do you?
Of course I don't.
And neither do you. That's because we must be alone.
Cry
Plead
Beg
Scream
Alone
I lied darling.
Wilcox was right.
You really are all alone.
AN: I'm sorry that this is so depressing, but my day has really not been great at all and I needed to get some feelings out into here. This site has become my outlet in a way, and I'm grateful for that. :)