WARNING: Dark Red Alert
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ZAIRA GARCIA- DEL VALLE
He nuzzled my neck and wraps his warm arms around me. I am facing his perfectly carved chest and I closed my eyes to feel his warmth. I breathed softly and inhaled his scent. I miss the times we were like this -- the times that I feel so secured in his arms and murmuring into each other's ears.
Yes, I have fallen deep in this affair.
No matter how much I tried to refuse, I was the one who was letting him do what he like. I can't stop to fall for his touches and kisses in my skin and every part of my body. I miss him too, that's all I can say -- feeling guilty was one of the most reasons -- I didn't made my promise come true.
All is unfair for him. I told him that I will never get back to Xander, and I did. I promise him that I will not love Xander and yet, it happened. I even said to him that I'll marry him but it didn't happen, also included that I will be having a new family with him -- even that didn't happen.
I'm just being fair to him right now and if the time comes that it'll be enough for him, I guess we should stop. But, for the meantime, I think I must give him what he deserves. I have to make it up to him by any ways, while Xander is gone.
"Don't think too much," I heard him utter.
I opened my eyes and caressed his back. "I'm afraid of 'what ifs', Austin," I said to him nervously.
"Don't be, Hon. I can rescue you if that happens," he assured me.
Napapikit ako ng mariin at isinubsob ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya. Ito ang napili ko at mukhang wala na akong uurungan pa. I was resisting before, but now I'm on the verge of having an affair with Austin -- my husband's brother. "Please, tell me, that this is not going to reach him."
He kissed my temple and caressed my hair. "It is," he assured me.
Hindi pa rin ako nakakahinga ng maluwag dahil hindi ko alam ang mga posibleng mangyari kung sakaling malaman niya at baka masira pa ang pamilya namin. Sa ngayon, pinabayaan ko muna ang mga gumugulo sa isip ko at pinilit kong klaruhin ang isip ko dahil ayokong mag-alala.
"Promise me, Austin," I pleaded for the last time.
Dumampi ang labi niya sa tuktok ng ilong ko at pinantayan ako. He looked at me and caressed my right cheek. Hindi ko maiwasang mapapaikit dahil sa init ng palad niya na lumandas sa pisngi ko. "Stop worrying, okay?"
I nodded a several times and opened my eyes just to see him smiling -- the smile that said to me that 'it is all well'. I smiled back. "Okay," I responded.
I felt his palm on my naked shoulder and his fingertips traced my clavicle down to my cleavage -- which was pressed because I was lying sideward facing him. He reached the hem of the blanket that is covering it and immediately pulled it down.
My naked breasts were facing him now. "W-what are you doing?"
He looked at the two of them, innocently. "How many times should I tell you that you are magically beautiful?"
Namula ako at tumingin sa ibang direksyon dahil nahihiya ako sa ginagawa niya. Napasinghap ako nang nahawakan niya ang isa ng buo at marahan na inikot-ikot 'yon. "Austin..." I closed my eyes.
"Feel it, Hon," he commanded and I did.
Naramdaman kong gumalaw ang kama kaya dumilat ako. He was now on top of me and I turned to face him. Tumingin muli siya sa baba at nakagat ko pa ang labi ko sa hiya. "Stop staring!" I hissed.
He chuckled. "I can't, I want to smooch these crowns of yours,"
Mas lalo pa akong namula sa sinabi niya, at kung ano ang sinabi niya ay ginagawa na niya ngayon. I arched my back and moan loudly. I could clearly hear him smooches the tip of my breasts and his mouth was very fast changing into the left and into the right side.
Both of his hands work around of it and pinching every side of it. He even slowly traced the tip of my right mound by using his tongue -- that was hot! I exclaimed his name and reached out for his hair and pulled it gently. "Sht, Austin!" I exclaimed.
"You're lactating, fck!" He even said joyfully.
Hindi ko alam, pero, parang narinig ko si Xander na sinabi 'yon. Siguro, ganyan talaga ang magkakapatid. "Aah!" I moaned, loud.
He's driving me crazy by what he is doing to me! I turned my head side by side and even arched my back for more access. Mas lalo pa niyang pinag-igihan kung ano 'man ang ginagawa niya sa dibdib ko at mas lalong lumakas ang mga ungol ko at ang paghapit ng kamay ko sa likod niya.
Ibinagsak ko ang likod ko dahil tumigil siya bigla. Hingal na hingal ako'ng tinitigan siya at gano'n din siya. Halos sabay naming inilalabas ang tuloy-tuloy na paghinga at parehong kinapa-kapa ang pisngi ng bawat isa. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko ngayon -- litong-lito ako.
"How many times you should deny that you don't love me anymore?" tanong niya sa akin kaya medyo nagulat ako.
Umiling ako at kinuha ang batok niya para halikan niya ako. I want him to kiss me -- I don't why I am longing for his kisses and touches. Mabilis kong iginalaw ang labi ko sa kanya at gano'n rin siya. He was like me, we both wanting this kind of moment and both hungry for each others' body contact.
Panting again and he kissed my temple. "Why didn't you chose me?"
Napalunok ako sa tanong niya. What would I answer? "Austin..." I called him.
Nakita ko na halos magtubig ang mga mata niya. "I gave you everything and I ended up, being broken." Nabasag ang boses niya at napalunok muli ako. "Alam ko sa sarili ko na mas mahal mo ako kaysa sa kanya, Zaira. Ipinaramdam ko naman sa 'yo ng halos anim na taon kung gaano kita kamahal 'di ba? Ginawa ko naman ang lahat para maging masaya ka sa piling ko at para makalimutan mo na siya 'di ba?"
I looked away. May isang butil ng luha ang lumandas sa pisngi ko. Nakaramdam din ako ng tuloy-tuloy na patak ng luha sa mukha ko at alam kong kay Austin 'yon. Tinitigan ko siya at pangalawang beses ko nang makita siyang umiyak -- ang una ay dahil sa saya -- ngayon, dahil sa lungkot at pangunglila.
Mabilis kong pinahid ang mga luha niya at pinalitan ang posisyon namin. Ako na ngayon ang nasa taas niya at kahit gulat na gulat siya ay hindi ko nalang pinansin. "H-hayaan mo 'ko," sambit ko at dahan-dahang kumilos para umupo sa matigas niyang tiyan.
"Zaira..."
Yumuko ako at hinalikan siya ng buong-buo. Naaawa ako -- sa tingin ko, sobrang sama ko sa kanya, at nang dahil sa ginawa ko ay sirang-sira na siya ngayon. Broken pieces that can never be fix again and it hits me even more harder seeing him like this -- in this kind of situation.
Naramdaman ko ang dalawang kamay niya na humahaplos sa bewang ko at marahan na pinisil-pisil 'yon. He groaned as I trailed down my kisses in the right side of his neck and into his sharp Adam's apple to suck it. His breathing became irregular and even faster as I lick the left side of his sweet neck.
I looked at him and he was closing his eyes tight and with his lips slightly parted. I continued my job and does it even more professionally. I stop for a while and he looked at me. "Why?"
"P-please guide me," I requested him.
He didn't say any word but instead, he had his back rested on the headboard with my legs wrapped around his waist. He gripped my waist and traces it with his fingers. Umatras ako ng bahagya nang maramdaman ko ang matigas na sumundot sa likuran ko. "Ugh," he moaned.
I grinned and turned around to face his hardened member. I bent down as I let the tip of my tongue to embrace the tip of his cock. Naramdaman ko ang matipuno niyang dibdib sa likod ko at pinisil-pisil ang dibdib ko. Hindi na ako nagdalawang-isip pa at nilamon ko na ang matigas niyang alaga.
"FUCK!" he cussed, "H-hon, y-you don't have to do that,"
I didn't hear him and stroke my mouth up and down while my two hands were massaging and circling around his member. I can hear him cursed a lot of times and his breathing is as heavy as ever. Nanginginig na rin ang mga tuhod niya.
"Sht, Zaira..."
Tension was building up in his member and I stroked up and down faster as he came in my mouth. Hindi ako nagdalawang-isip na lunukin 'yon at humarap muli sa kanya. Pinunasan niya ang gilid ng bibig ko. "You suck it?"
Nahihiyang tumango ako. "Is it good?"
Umiling-iling siya habang natatawa. "What a talented mouth you have," he praised me.
"Can I do another one?" I asked him.
Tumango nalang siya at hinayaan nalang ako sa susunod kong gagawin. He was smiling from ear to ear as I can feel myself blushing in red. Inangat ko ang bewang ko at inalalayan naman niya ako.
We both groaned in pleasure as I slowly pushed down my core into his hard as a rock member. We remained in that position for a while and looked into each other. We kissed with more intensity and intertwined our fingers. I started moving and he immediately supported my waist.
From moving slow, I started pumping up and down faster. We are both moaning our names loud and clear -- no one can hear us of course. "Ooh... Aahh... Aahh!"
My walls are tightening up and I felt my knees trembling with the swaying of my breasts forms a circling motion to the additional of my moans being loud and my breathing is as heavy as ever.
I bit my lower lip and moved rapidly. "I-I'm near," I informed him.
"M-me too,"
Five last thrusts and I came, while he came at the seventh thrust. I hugged him and let our hot liquids flowed into our body down to the sheets of the bed. We came panting and hugged each other for a while. "Now, rest."
Tumango ako at inalalayan na niya akong humiga. Pero, bago pa ako pumikit ay nakarinig kami ng ring ng cell phone -- it is mine. Agad namang nag-palit si Austin at kinuha nalang ang tawag. "Yes?"
He turned it into a loudspeaker. "Where the hell is my Wife?! And why is her phone with you?!"
Napapikit ako ng mariin. Narinig kong tumawa ng pagak si Austin. "Geez, having sex with your Wife is the most wonderful thing, my brother."
I opened my eyes and the call ended. My jaw dropped on what he said. Lumapit siya sa akin at hinaplos ang pisngi ko. "I..." I struggled. "...I thought, y-you will n-not spill it,"
My tears started rolling down from my eyes. "Well, it is my chance to break my promise to 'ya," he said, evilly.
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