Chie’s Note: Hello mga cute! :D Nakakatuwa yung mga comments niyo sa Chapter 24. Hihi. Hindi man ako makareply, binabasa ko naman sila and you guys makes me really HAPPY. :D Um. Malapit na pong matapos ang AKKS. I just want to say a big THANK YOU sa lahat ng nagbasa, sumuporta, naiyak at naaliw sa story na ‘to. Hihi. Sa final chapter na lang full speech ko ne? hihi. Don’t worry, may naka-antabay na kong next story, and I’m hoping na sana tangkilikin niyo yun just like sa AKKS. :3 Hindi ko na kayo paiiyakin, pakikiligin ko naman kayo tulad sa Love Precaution. ^_^ Hihi. O sige, awat muna dun. Let’s hit Chapter 25! Enjoy reading wonderful readers~ ^___________^
P.S: Si Jung Shin sa kanan. He cut his hair. Bagay pa rin naman e. :"> hihi. He has that expression sa isa sa mga scenes dito. Hulaan niyo. :3 ---->> Play the vid if you like, yan pinapakinggan ko habang ginagawa ang UD na 'to. ^^
Chapter 25
~ Yvette’s POV
Hm… B-Bakit ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko?... Pagdilat ko puro puti lang ang nakikita ko. Hala… nasa langit na ba ko?! O_O Hindi pwede! T^T Assuming naman ako na pagnamatay ako tanggapin ako sa langit ng kabod-kabod. Waaah. Pero Lord, sana po pagbuksan po Niyo ako ng Inyong kaharian. *fingers crossed*
Sa pagkaka-alala ko kasama ko si Kuya sa puntod ng mga magulang namin, nakausap ko pa nga si Omma at Appa e. Tapos… Pagkatapos nun… H-Hindi ko na maalala yung mga kasunod na nangyari. Teka nga, nasaan ba ako?
Binaling ko ang tingin ko sa kanan ko, nakita ko si Kuya nakaupo at nakatitig lang sa akin pero mukhang walang buhay yung tingin niya.
“Yong Hwa oppa…” tawag ko sa kanya pero hindi siya umimik, patuloy lang siyang nakatingin sa akin. Mukhang malalim ang iniisip niya ah?...
Pagtaas ko ng kamay ko, naka-suwero pala ako. Hm… Bakit naman kaya? Napatitig ako sa suwero ko na may halong pagtataka at pinipilit kong isipin kung ano ang nangyari. Ano ba yan, ang sakit naman sa ulo mag-isip! >3< Nabagok kaya ako?...
Pagtaas ng tingin ko kay Kuya, nakita ko na lang na may tumulong luha sa mga mata niya. Hala. Bakit umiiyak si Kuya?! May problema kaya siya?...
Ginala ko ulit yung tingin ko sa buong paligid ko at doon ko napagtanto kung nasaan ako. Nasa ospital ako. P-Pero bakit?
Tumingin ako kay Kuya, “O-Oppa, did I collapsed again?” tanong ko at tango lang niya ang natanggap kong sagot.
Shemay namang utak ‘to oo! Naman e. Gumana ka na! T^T Mula sa puntod nila Omma napunta ako dito sa ospital kasi nahimatay na naman ako. Ibig sabihin… Nabaling yung tingin ko kay Kuya, at nagulat ako sa isang bagay na napagtanto kong alam na niya.
Tumingin sa akin si Kuya at lumapit ng pagkakaupo sa akin, hindi pa rin nagbabago yung expression ng mukha niya. Nung malapit na siya sa akin, napansin ko rin na may pagka-mugto ang mata niya…
“Yong Hwa oppa, mianhe…” ang sabi ko habang nakatitig ako sa kanya. Nararamdaman ko na rin na may mga namumuong luha na ako sa mata.
Huminga ng malalim si Kuya at tumango ng nakangiti ng malungkot. Hindi ko na mapigilan ang mga luha ko ng yakapin ako ni Kuya at nagsalita, “You should have told me everything before. Do you expect me not to care about you huh?... I-I am your brother…” tapos nag-sob siya at naramdaman ko ang luha niya na pumatak sa likod ko, “Yvette… Wae? Are you planning not to tell me a single thing about your Leukemia until your last breath?!” medyo napataas yung boses ni Kuya at mas lalo akong naiyak at napakagat sa labi ko.
Umiling ako ng dahan-dahan habang nakayakap pa rin siya sa akin, “A-Aniyo Yong Hwa oppa… I should tell it to you today… B-But it looks like my Leukemia told it to you instead of me” sabi ko sa pagitan ng paghikbi ko.
Mas humigpit ang yakap ni Kuya sa akin, at niyakap ko rin siya. Ang bigat na nga ng pakiramdam ko, ang bigat pa ng atmosphere namin ni Kuya dito. Hayy…
Narinig kong bumukas yung pinto at natingin ako kung sino ang dumating. Sila Jong Hyun, Jung Shin at Min Hyuk na may pare-parehas na expression sa mukha ng nakita nila kaming magkayakap ni Kuya.
Napansin ni Kuya na nakatingin ako sa may pintuan, bumitaw na siya sa pagkakayap sa akin at bumaling sa pinto.
Tumayo si Kuya at yung tatlo agad na lumakad palapit sa akin. Nako naman, kung hindi lang ganito atmosphere dine malamang sa hindi ko na napigilan si fan girl mode na magwala. T^T Naman kasi e. >3<
Si Jong Hyun… Nakakadurog ng puso kong nakikita siyang malungkot na ganito. Waaah. Nami-miss ko na yung paglitaw ng dimples niyang nakaka-high! >3< Pasilip-silip na lang kasi yung maganda niyang dimples e. T^T Napansin ko ring ilag yung tingin niya kay Kuya… Alam na---
(sfx: BOOOGSHH a.k.a suntok)
[CN: Sorry, panget sfx e, pero sana naramdaman niyong suntok yun. xD hihi]
“Oppa!” nanlaki yung mata ko sa sobrang pagkabigla ng nakita kong bigla na lang sinuntok ni Kuya si Jong Hyun, sila Jung Shin at Min Hyuk naman agad pumagitna sa kanilang dalawa. Aigooo… T^T
“Hyung! What’s your problem?!” tanong ni Min Hyuk habang hawak niya sa balikat si Kuya, pinipigil na sugurin si Jong Hyun at si Jung Shin nasa tabi ni Jong Hyun.
Nag-smirk si Kuya, “My problem?! Him!” at sabay turo kay Jong Hyun, yung boses niya rin galit. Nakita ko na lang na nakayuko si Jong Hyun.
Nag-bow ng 90 degrees sa harap ni Kuya si Jong Hyun, “Mianhe, Hyung” at ramdam ko sa boses niya ang sinseridad at guiltiness. Waaah. Ako dapat ang guilty sa mga nangyayari ngayon! Hindi si Jong Hyun! T^T
“Mianhe?!” singhal ni Kuya at galit pa rin siya, “I trust you, Jong Hyun… You---“
Tumayo ako at humarap sa kanya, “Hajima, Oppa!” titig na titig ako sa mata niya na nagliliyab pa rin sa galit. Wala akong pakialam kahit natanggal yung suwero ko, ayokong nakikitang inaaway at sinasaktan ni Kuya si Jong Hyun dahil sa akin… Dahil sa isang rason na hindi malinaw kay Kuya na ako ang may kagagawan.
Nanlaki yung mata niya at inalalayan ako, “Y-Yah… Yvette, go back on the bed…” mula sa nagagalit na si Kuya naging malumanay yung boses niya.
Umiling ako at nararamdaman ko rin ang mga luha ko na namumuo, “Oppa, Jong Hyun oppa doesn’t have a fault here… It’s my entire fault! I begged him from the start not to say my condition to you…” at pinunasan ko yung mga luha kong pumatak na, si Kuya naman nakatitig lang sa akin, “O-Oppa… I-I don’t want you to have a burden because of me… I’m sorry… I’m really sorry…” ang nasabi ko sa pagitan ng paghikbi ko at napaluhod na lang ako, nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko. “Don’t blame Jong Hyun oppa… I will be hurt if you hurt him… Jebal… Don’t blame him…” at patuloy ako sa paghikbi sa may paanan ni Kuya.
Agad namang pumunta sa tabi ko si Jung Shin, “You should rest, Yvette” at inalalayan niya ko na tumayo sana pero huminto siya ng lumuhod na rin si Kuya sa harap ko.
Tumitig siya sa mata ko, hindi pa rin nagbabago yung malungkot niyang tingin. Hinawakan niya ko sa pisngi, “I’m sorry, Yvette… I just can’t control my emotions right now…” at huminga siya ng malalim at niyakap ako.
Tumayo siya at lumapit kay Jong Hyun at inakbayan, “Mianhe, Jong Hyun…”
Tumango naman si Jong Hyun at tinap yung likod ni Kuya, “Arasseo, Hyung. I understand how you feel”
Inalalayan naman ako ni Jung Shin na humiga sa kama at si Min Hyuk inayos yung pagkakakabit ng suwero sa akin. OH FAITH! >///< Gusto ko mang kiligin at this moment, pero no room for kilig ang atmosphere dito. T^T
Ng makahiga na ako ng maayos sa kama, umupo sa may couch sila Min Hyuk at Jung Shin, si Jong Hyun my loves na ang lumapit sa akin. Umupo siya sa may silya at natitigan ko ang gwapo niyang mukha.
“Oppa! You have a wound…” sabi ko at sabay upo para tingnan yung sugat niya sa may labi, resulta ng pagsuntok ni Kuya sa kanya. Aigooo… T^T
“Yah, don’t move abruptly like that…” sabi niya at hinawakan yung kamay ko na nasa labi niya. >///< Ang soft soft talaga ng lips ni Burning Jong my loves. Hihi.
Hindi ko pinansin yung sinabi niya, “Aigoo… We should treat this” sabi ko at ngumiti si Jong Hyun. “Yah, why are you smiling oppa?” tanong ko.
“Your kiss can heal my wound” sabi niya ng naka-ngiti at ayun yung dimples niyang mahal na mahal ko. >///<
>///< “J-Jinjja… Oppa…” sabi ko na lang kasi kinikilig ako ng bongga, hindi lang halata noh! Pero ramdam ko nakikita ni Jong Hyun oppa yung pagkapula ng pisngi ko. >///<
Ngumiti siya ulit sa akin, “Ara. I’ll ask a nurse to treat this. Take your rest now” tumango naman ako ng naka-smile at inalalayan niya kong humiga ng dahan-dahan. Binigyan din niya ko ng kiss sa noo tapos pumikit na ko para magpahinga. Lord, ‘wag muna po ha?....
~ Jung Shin’s POV
We stayed for the next few hours in the hospital. We’ll go back to Seoul tomorrow. It will be tiring for Yvette’s condition to travel at night. Min Hyuk and I were left here to watch over her, Yong Hwa hyung and Jong Hyun hyung left earlier, they didn’t say where they are going but they say we’ll see them tomorrow in Seoul.
I was sitting by her bedside, looking at her sleeping face and hearing her breathing. Min Hyuk left to buy some food for us. Look at her… At her young age, she’s struggling to survive her Leukemia. You can’t tell she’s ill if you just saw her as she is. Her perky smiles, cheerful voice and lively laugh never seem to change. *smile* She’s being strong despite how her Leukemia’s draining all of her strength.
I saw her eyes fluttered a few times and she turned her look at me. I smiled at her, “You’ve been sleeping the whole day. How do you feel?” I asked as I moved my chair closer to her bed.
She smiled, “I feel better, Jung Shin oppa” she answered as she looked around the room, “Where are they?” she asked.
“Yong Hwa hyung and Jong Hyun hyung left earlier, we’ll see them in Seoul tomorrow, and Min Hyuk left to buy some food” I answered.
She nodded and looked outside the window then she turned back her look at me with a smile, “Yah, Jung Shin oppa, let’s have star gazing at the balcony!” she cheerfully said.
“Mwo? It’s chilly outside, you might catch a cold” I said and she pouted.
“Oppa, you can lend me your coat, ne?” she said with her pleading tone. “Jebal, Jebal, Jebal, Jung Shin oppa! >3<” she said as if a child’s begging me. *smile*
I took a deep breath, “Arasseo” I stood up and took off my coat to put it on her, “Don’t blame me if you catch a cold” I said as I helped her stood up. She has difficulty to move around, her movements are limited. She’s too weak. *sigh*
She chuckled playfully, “Jinjja… Shin-a oppa, your coat won’t let me catch a cold” she said as she depend on my strength as we took little steps to reach the balcony outside. I understand the changes in her movements… Aish. Now I can tell she’s really ill, her skin color is not her normal color anymore, it’s very pale.
I carried her in my arms, “You can’t walk properly anymore…” I said and walked in the balcony. Her eyes showed a hint of sadness as I gently lay her to sit on the wooden chair.
She took a deep breath and looked at the night sky, “Wow… The sky’s so pretty tonight” she said as she continued to gaze upon the stars above us.
I took a glimpse of the night sky, and she was right. It really is a beautiful sky sprinkled with millions of stars. I can really appreciate nature here instead in Seoul. I can barely see stars at night there, the city lights are dominant than the light the stars are emitting.
I looked at Yvette and I can tell she really enjoys the view of stars. Oh, she loves stars. *smile*
“Jung Yeon Hee…” I called her and she turned her head to look at me with a surprised expression but with a light smile on her lips.
“Take every opportunity, value every second and treasure each moment. It’s hard to feel regret when time runs out” these words Sun Hye-ghomo said kept on ringing in my head. *smirk* This is my chance ne? I will tell her my feelings.
“Yah, Jung Shin oppa, gwaenchanayo?” she asked as she poked my arm. I was stopped for a while. Jinjja…
I nodded smiling while still looking at her, “I want to tell you something…” I said gathering all of my courage to say it to her.
She nodded, “Arasseo, Shin-a oppa. What is it?” then she smiled at me.
I took a deep breath, “Before I say it to you, I’m not asking for anything in return…” she looked at me with a confused look as she nodded. “Yvette Jung… I-I… I’m in love with you” there I said it. Finally.
I continued to look at her and she was stopped for a while with a really surprised expression. To prevent an awkward silence between us, I kept on talking.
“Yes, I am in love with you. But I’m not asking you to return my feelings… I know you love Jong Hyun hyung and I can’t change that, and even if I have the chance to change it, I still won’t. I know you are happy with him, and that makes me happy as well” I said as I continued to look at her, her eyebrows furrowed as she continued to listened, “I am here for you always, as your brother and a friend” then I smiled at her.
“Jung Shin oppa…” she said with teary eyes.
I smiled at her and pat her head, “I have no other intentions if that’s what you’re thinking, Yvette. I just want you to know before…” I said and my voice trailed off.
She hugged me as she nodded, “Arasseo. Jung Shin oppa” and I felt her tears falling on my back, “Kamsahamnida… Thank you for everything…” I pat her back as she continued to cry.
I took a deep breath as she let go of our hug, “Jinjja… Do you even have tears left? You’ve been crying every now and then” and I chuckled a bit as I wiped her tears and she chuckled too.
“Yah! Shin-a!” I turned my head to the person who called me. It’s definitely not Min Hyuk’s voice.
“E? Mi Eun noona?!” I said surprisingly as she made her way to have her seat beside Yvette.
I looked at Min Hyuk as he placed the food he bought on the table, “Shin-a, I called noona” he said, “I hope you won’t mind she’s here with us” he added with a smile.
I nodded, “Ara. I won’t mind” and I smiled at him.
“Yah! How are you feeling Yvette?” Mi Eun noona asked.
She gave her a smile, “I’m feeling quite better now, Mi Eun unnie” she answered and Mi Eun noona nodded as she hugged her.
“Yvette, be strong…” and I saw a tear fell from her eye. “We won’t leave you… We’ll be here by your side as you fight with your Leukemia, ara?”
Yvette nodded, “Ne, unnie. Kamsahamnida” I saw she smiled. A smile that’s full of her gratefulness to Mi Eun noona. *smile*
The four us had dinner together and had a fun time chit chatting. I’m afraid to let Yvette sleep… I’m afraid that she may not wake up the next day. Aish. What the heck am I thinking?! T-That will not definitely gonna happen. Lord, You can hear me right?...
~ Jong Hyun’s POV
“Hyung, here’s the number” I said as I handed Yong Hwa hyung the piece of paper with Dong Soo-ssi’s new phone number.
“Gomawo, Jong Hyun” he said and dialed his number to call him.
We’re back in our dorm and Hyung’s trying to reach Dong Soo-ssi to help him again for an important matter. We’re having our preparations for an important series of event tomorrow. Yong Hwa hyung started to speak to Dong Soo-ssi on the other line and I was sitting on the couch as I continue to read on the notebook I found in Yvette’s room, or should I say, Shin-a’s room.
“I never thought my life will turn out to be like this… For a moment I was happy, and for another moment… My world was starting to fall apart… Well, that’s life… It’s always full of surprises ne? Just like how Dong Soo-ssi walked into our house and I found out who I really am… Jung Yeon Hee, CN Blue’s leader Jung Yong Hwa’s long lost sister. Then this Leukemia I had all along… Jinjja… You can’t always be happy… If you feel too much happy, expect for something worse coming… Is it always like that?...”
I continued to read her notebook, I mean diary. Aish. I know what I’m doing is not good, but… It’s for Yvette’s sake too.
“My life was like a fairytale… Meeting my favorite band and most of all, who would have thought that Lee Jong Hyun and I will fall in love?... It is one of the best parts of my life that I will always remember”
Just reading my name here in her diary makes me really glad. Love is magical. You can never choose whom to fall in love. In love, age is just a number. It does not care how old or young you are. It does not care on your physical appearance or your personality. It does not care on your social status, whether you’re rich or poor, whether you’re a somebody or a nobody. It will just come naturally, just like what happened to me and Yvette. *smile*
“Let me share one of my favorite verses about love. I had this memorized when I was in 1st year high school, and up until now it is clear in my mind. So, here it goes…
Love is patient. Love is kind, love is not jealous. It does not put on airs, it is not prone to anger, neither does it brood over injuries, love does not rejoice in what is wrong but rejoices with the truth. There is no limit to love’s for bearance, to its trust, its hope, its power to endure. Love never fails… There in the end, three things that last: Faith, Hope and Love, and the greatest is Love.”
While reading this verse, I can’t help but to smile. I remember Yvette’s smiling face as I read this. She told this verse to me before, that changed my view about love. *smile*
“Ah, Hyung” I said as he took his seat on my side. “What’s your plan?” I asked him.
He smiled, “Everything is well-planned, Jong Hyun” then he took a deep breath. “Tomorrow, Yvette’s family and bestfriend from the Philippines will be here”
I smiled and nodded, “She will be really happy tomorrow” I said and closed her notebook.
Yong Hwa hyung nodded, “Ne. She will be” and he smiled as he took a glance on the picture of Yvette with us. It was taken when we had our recent concert here in Seoul. *smile*
Hyung and I stayed up all night to plan for the important series of events for tomorrow. We contact everyone we know who are important to Yvette. *smile* It will be a day she will forever treasure in her heart. Miracles do happen. I will let her take a glimpse of it.
Chie’s Note: Sorry for typographical errors. T^T Woo. Ramdam ko na ang ending. xD Haha. Anyways, thanks for reading wonderful people of the Earth! Loves ko kayo. :* Ano kaya mangyari sa event na sinasabi nila Jong Hyun at Yong Hwa? Hm…
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