A'Zharia || Zee
" Trust is a hard thing to build back up. "
" So did you get it? " Zoie asked me. I smiled as I got back into the car.
" What do you think? "
" OKAYYYYY! " He cheered. I decided to get me a job. I think it'll help ease my mind from everything that's going on in my life right now. I just had an interview at Victoria Secret and I got the job on the spot.
" Okay take me to get something to eat. " I huffed as I started to grow hungry.
" And how many months are you? " Zoie asked smirking at me.
" Haha very funny. I have an appointment later. "
" You told the father yet? "
I ignored him as I looked down my as it buzzed. It was a message from Nau'Jour.
Nau'Jour: you really wrong for this shit bro
Me: meet me at my house at 6
I didn't bother to see what he replied. It wasn't that I want to do him wrong it's just that I'm lost. I never had a boyfriend nor dealt with a dude on a relationship level.
" I plan to tell him later. " I spoke looking up from my phone.
Zoie nodded and kept quiet. That night I went over his house he held me as I cried. He told me whatever I do he would be behind me one hundred percent.
It felt good to have the reminder of his love. Just when I felt all alone.
Zoie took me to get some Taco Bell since I wanted a skittles slushy. After, he took me hole so I could take my car to my appointment.
I looked down at my phone as I got in my car to check the time. My appointment was at 2:30 and it was 2:15. I shuffled through my playlist as I found the right song to play before I pulled off.
I played " Back from the Dead " by Nau'Jour. I'll never stop supporting his dreams.
I soon pulled into the parking lot of the doctors office. I made sure I had my phone on silent before I went in.
" Hi how are you? " The receptionist asked me.
" Alright. "
" Are you a new patient? "
" Yes. " I nodded as she smiled and got some papers.
" Fill these out and we'll get you right on back. " She told me. I thanked her and went and sat down to fill out the papers.
It took me about five minutes. Once I was done I gave her back the forms and she led me on towards the back.
" Sit tight and the doctor will be in with you shortly. " She smiled as she closed the door.
I looked around and thought about how my life is about to change drastically. A baby is literally growing inside of me. I didn't think I would be having a child this early.
" Hi I'm Dr.Nettles, and you are A'Zharia right? " The doctor came in, smiling at me.
" Yes ma'am. " I smiled as she shook my hand.
" Okay so you know for sure you're pregnant. " She said looking at my chart.
" Let's take a blood test anyway, that's cool? " I nodded.
She got a butterfly needle and sole gloves out to get my blood. Once she got the tube I looked away.
" Shots fear? " She laughed.
" Every since I was little. " I laughed looking at the wall.
" Quick and easy. "'She said sticking me in my arm. I jumped at the little bit of pain.
" Alright. This shouldn't take no more than five minutes. " She told as she gave me a bandaid. She walked out with my blood and I sighed in relief.
I don't know what I was being relieved from. I guess this is a lot for me to grasp right now. A few minutes later the doctor came back in.
" Alrighty you are in deed pregnant and now I just want to take a look at the baby. Make sure everything is alright. " Dr.Nettles smiled at me.
" Okay. " I told her as I laid back.
" Just lift up your shirt. The gel is gonna be cold. " She warned me. I shivered as she placed the gel on my stomach.
" Where's daddy? " She asked me.
" He had to work. " I lied.
" Oh I know he's happy right? "
" Yes ma'am. " I laughed a bit.
" Well there's the little baby righg there. My report says you're seven weeks which is almost two months. "
I looked confused as ever. This whole time I been chilling with Nau'Jour and shit my ass been knocked up.
She wiped my stomach off anf began to inform me on what I should start doing.
" Here's the vitamins you take everyday and eat healthy. Not saying you can't eat what you want, but still try to eat healthy. " She told me. I nodded and took the vitamins from her.
" You can set an appointment for next month if you'd like or wait until the fourth month mark to find out the gender as well. "
" Alright thank you so much. " I told her as I got ready to go.
" You're welcome love. "
I headed towards the receptionist desk to set an appointment for next month. Afterwards it was only 3 o'clock going on four.
I decided to get something else to eat and chill to kill time until Nau'Jour comes over.
A couple of hours later....
I heard a couple knocks at the door making me jump up to open it. I looked out the peephole and saw Nau'Jour.
" Hi. " I spoke as I stepped towards the side and let him in.
" Wassup. " He said walking into the living room. I locked the door behind him and followed. Before he sat down he hugged me tightly before sighing and letting go.
" Sooooo... " I dragged sitting on the couch in front of him.
" I didn't do it. She set me up. She justvmad because I'm with you and not her. " Nau'Jour explained. I didn't even notice how stressed he looked.
" Why would she do that? "
He shrugged. " The bitch crazy. I really miss you and wish you would've at least heard me out at first. "
" Well what did you expect me to do? I was confused. I never dealt with relationship problems before. "
" I know but still man. What we finna do? " He asked looking dead at me.
" What you mean? "
" Our relationship is what I mean. "
" Can we just take things slowly again? " I asked him. He nodded and got up and sat by me.
I wiggled a bit at how close he got before I cleared my thoart to talk.
" I'm pregnant. " I blurted out and looked the over way.
" Yo what? " Nau'Jour laughed at bit.
" You heard me. "
He grabbed my face and looked me dead in the eyes. " Say sike right now. " I laughed.
" Nigga this not a joke. " I said pulling the pictures I got today from underneath the pillow behind me.
" YOOOOOOOOOOOO! " Nau'Jour jumped up cheering.
" My son finna be too lit. "
" No my daughter. " I said snatching my pictures back from him.
" When you found out? "
" Same day yo girlfriend exposed you. "
" Haha you got jokes. " He said hoovering over me. He kissed me once. Then twice. Then a third time.
" I missed your touch. " He whispered in my ear. It sent chills down my spine.
" Too bad we aren't doing any of that. " I said pushing him up, making him smack his lips and sigh. I laughed as I went to the kitchen to get something to drink.
Trust is a hard thing to build back up.