A/n: 😶 hehehe, here's your double update y'all. (Not proof read)
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The whole crew is currently paying for our meals after having an incredible dinner at boca di pepo, an Italian restaurant in downtown universal.
Before we had settled down with the rest of the crew, we had went through a few of the shops and bought a lot of candy at this sweets store.
We walk back to the parking lot with a few fans stopping us here and there but nothing too extreme like earlier.
Finally, we arrive at the buses and we all say our goodbyes and good nights.
Ariana heads into her van with Courtney as I go into the bus to tell Ashley that I'll be heading with Ari for the night.
"Ash!" I call out from inside the bus. The curly haired woman turns around with a confused expression "what's up y/n?"
"I..erm...I'm not going to be headed to the hotel tonight so don't wait up for me" I say swinging back and forth on my toes in nervousness.
She raises her eyebrow and smirks "ahhh so your finally going to hit it?"
I roll my eyes "no I'm just spending the night, calmate" (a/n: it means calm your self in Spanish)
She giggles and nods "I know I'm just teasing you, have a good night y/n"
I smile and hug her lightly before turning on my heels to head to the van but I bump into someone.
"Oh shit! Sorry I must've not been looki- alex?" I blink in surprise. He gives a weary smile "hey..erm..y/n...look can we talk? You've been on my mind and I just have a lot I need to say, let's sit together on the bus ride back to the hotel yeah?"
I shake my head "I don't really want to talk Alex...I have to go anyways, I'm spending the night with Ariana"
He slumps down in disappointment "oh..." we stand there in an uncomfortable silence before he clears his throat "can we just talk at some point ? I know I came on strong and I sounded like an asshole...I just want to clear things up"
I think for a bit and sigh "fine, I'll let you know when I'm ready..I gotta go now, bye Alex"
His eyes brighten at my answer as he steps out of my way "g'night y/n"
I make my way outside of the bus and into the van next to Ariana.
"What took you so long?" Courtney snickers. "I got caught up, sorry" I apologize.
Ariana lightly smacks Courtney's shoulder "that's alright baby, everything okay?" She asks.
I nod "yeah, everything is amazing" she seems to like my answer as she lays her head on my shoulder and wraps her arms around my right arm.
"We have to drop off Courtney before we head to my place so we'll be there in a bit" my girlfriend says, raising up the sleeves of her Harry Potter robe .
"That's alright, you have a good time today with your bae chipolone?" I tease but genuinely ask her.
She looks up form her phone and playfully rolls her eyes "yeah I did thanks, n' you?"
I kiss Arianas forehead "the best" I respond.
I expect Courtney to make a comment about my interaction with Ari just now, but instead she smiles and seems deep in thought as she looks at the grin on arianas face. She nods to herself and winks back up at me.
I blush and give a toothy smile back. A little over five minutes pass and we're still on the road, my girlfriends drifts off in my arms and Courtney looks through her phone. When my own device beeps, I check it as well.
Ash💘: hoes guess what?
Scotty💛😂: what's up
Jace: ?
Keisha: what's good sis
Amy: everything okay?
Ash💘: the reason why y/n isn't on the bus is because she's gonna spend the night with her boo😌
Me: wow , way to keep a secret asshole 😂
Ash💘: look we all ship (yours and ari's ship name here) and they needed to know
Tony: I didn't even notice y/n was gone
Me:🤦♀️
Josh: ouuu y/n/n you gonna hit it ain't u
Me: no stfu 😂
Alex: 😔
Ash💘: ^ ?
Alex: wrong emoji hahaha I meant ☺️
Ash💘: smh
Josh: Mhmmm
Faith: ANYWAY...Awh cute y'all are finally going to spend the night together!
Jace: that's a huge step in a relationship y/n so happy for you bro
Me: lmao 😂, thank you :)
Keisha: yay! Guys our ship is sailingggg 🥺
Josh: it's about damn time tbh 🙌🏼 but yeah I'm also happy for you y/n
Derek: me too!
Me: thanks guys :) and I'm also happy for Derek, him and court seem to be going well 🥴
Derek: yeah she's amazing 😄
Brian💜🤪: damn, u guys make me feel superrr single but yeah court and Derek were really close today 😯
Brian💜🤪: so were y/n and Ari but obviously u already knew that 😏
Me: 🙄😂
Tony: hey y/n?
Me: what's up?
Tony: do you think Ariana has a bad idea for you guys tonight? ;)
Me: what?
Josh: tf, u high tony?
Jace: lmao bro u good?
Keisha: you guys don't get it?
Faith: no, explain?
Tony: well like... nah nvm forget about it forget about him forget about me
Me: ooohhh, why do you always refrence her songs ?😂
Tony: it's a habit 😂 sorry
Josh: love that for you
Amy: this whole chat is a mess🤦♀️😂
Faith: lol, fun to watch y'all banter
Scotty💛😂: I'm boreddd
Brian💜🤪: we're almost at the hotel Scott, calm your ass down
Scotty💛😂: shut up Brian, do you guys like memes?
Josh: r u a human being if u don't?🤪 I fucking live for them
Ash💘: ^
Me: ^^
Keisha: ^^^
Derek: ^^^^
Tony: ^^^^^
Jace: ^^^^^^
Alex: ^^^^^^^
Amy: ^^^^^^^^
Faith: ^^^^^^^^^
Scotty💛😂: cool bc I go off on them, I'm gonna send you my memes now
Ash💘: oh god😂
Scotty💛😂:
Josh: what the fuck😂😂😂
Me: jesus😂
Keisha: I'm dead😂💀
Brian💜🤪: okay scott you outdid yourself this time 😂👏🏼, are most of your memes Ari memes?
Scotty💛😂: Yep 😂
Josh: let me go next bitches
Ash💘:
Josh: that wasn't that funny pendeja, and were on a streak to send memes about Ariana in case u didn't notice
Ash💘: I stg u better not be coming for me hoe
Keisha: not again
Alex:😬
Me:
Jace:
Tony:
Amy:
Brian🤪💜:
Scotty💛😂:
Faith: y'all I- 😂
Derek: I like how y/n was the first to start it all😂😂😂
Me: 💅🏽
Tony: 😂
Me: well thanks to u guys I now have loads of Ariana photos to use, she's still beautiful in all of them even if she's making silly faces 🥺
Jace: awhhh cute and the fact that u just so happened to have that picture of ariana in the beginning sent me😏😂
Me: oh shush😂 this group chat is too much lmao, goodnight guys I'll talk to you later
I shut off my phone with a giggle and right on time as we pull up to Courtney's house. The brunette taps Ariana and shakes her awake.
"Huh?" Ariana sits up. "I'm here at my place, I just wanted to wake you up to say goodnight and thank you for today" Courtney says pulling Ariana in for a hug.
My adorable girlfriend rubs her eyes and hugs her best friend back.
When they pull away, Courtney reaches her hand over to me, which I hold "night y/n" she smiles.
I squeeze her hand and pull away when she opens the car door "night Courtney" I respond.
As soon as we make sure Courtney enters her house safely, mark drives us to Arianas place.
The gorgeous woman beside me seems to be more awake then she was before Courtney had urged her to awaken.
She looks up at me and grins. "I had a really great time today"
I nod and thread our fingers together "me too superstar, and thank you for paying for dinner by the way"
"Of course baby, no need to thank me" she leans in and judging by our luck I know we'll be cut off.
My prediction is correct as mark clears his throat after being admitted through Arianas gates to enter her front lawn "ms.grande we have arrived"
She pulls away and thanks mark before opening the door and exiting the van, I thank mark as well and follow my girl, making sure to shut the door behind me.
She reaches into her backpack that she carried with her today and pulls out the keys to her huge home.
With a jiggle and turn, the door opens revealing some barking and ecstatic fur balls.
"Welcome to my humble home...or Uh well you've been here before but not like-" I cut her off.
"I know what you mean" I giggle. She smiles and allows me to step inside before shutting and locking the door behind us.
I'm immediately met by a few of her 'babies'. I recognize one pup in particular "Toulouse!" I coo and pet him. He licks my palm and I caress his coat.
"Oh yeah I forgot this is your formal meeting...awhhh he loves you!" Ariana cheers. I chuckle and pet her other dogs, including her adorable pig.
"I'll introduce them all to you tomorrow, it's pretty late and we should head upstairs" she smirks.
I raise my eyebrow in suspicion but agree. She drags me by my arm to the upstairs of her mansion. I'm lead into her room which is beautiful and neat.
Shes definitely very organized, other than her desk with a laptop and microphone in which there's papers scattered everywhere and empty Starbucks cups.
"Let me feed my babies so they can be downstairs, some of them might crawl into the bed during the night...I usually let them sleep with me, I hope you don't mind" she explains.
I shake my head "I don't mind at all" she smiles softly and leaves the room. I sit on her bed for a few minutes as I wait for her to return.
When she does come back, she sits on the bed with me "it was an exhausting day, but I had a lot of fun" she sighs looking into my eyes.
"Yeah, definitely the most amount of fun I've had in a while, and I can thank you for that" I beam.
Her eyes flicker down to my lips "I've been waiting all day to be alone with you".
My heart rate begins to quicken "why's that?" I play along.
"So I can do this" she says before she cups my face in her hands and kisses me passionately.
At first, the kiss is soft and tender but our kiss grows more heated by the second.
She shifts over so she's straddling me as I'm still in a seated position on the edge of the bed.
I remove my lips from hers and look at her in her dreamy chocolate eyes before I place kisses down her neck.
She tilts her head backwards to give me more to work with. When I kiss a certain spot she shivers under my embrace. I realize that I've found her pulse point and sweet spot.
I kiss and suck on that specific area, causing her to Moan. It turns me on to the max.
"Fuck y/n" she breaths out. Her raspy voice is so sexy.
My arms move quickly to remove her Harry Potter robe and her shirt.
I grab her thighs and stand up with her in my arms. I move forward and push her up against the wall, adding a slight pressure to our centers.
"Ah!" She hisses in pleasure. I feel my middle area throb in want...I need her badly.
I remove her from the wall and gently place her on her bed. I attach her plump lips with mine. They dance together as we fight for dominance.
She pulls away from the kiss and unbuttons my own Harry Potter robe. I throw it across the room and notice her playing with the hem of my shirt.
I decide to help her out and lift my t-shirt up and over my head, it landing somewhere in her room.
I take a deep breath and glance at Arianas bare stomach, she still has her bra on as well as I do but she looks absolutely stunning.
"You're beautiful" I let out. She looks into my eyes, making me melt.
After a few seconds of staring at my eyes and down to my bare abdomen, She kicks off her shoes and I remove mine as she takes off her pony tail extensions, tossing them onto her dresser.
Her hair is still up in a ponytail but it's a lot shorter without the added hair, nonetheless she still looks gorgeous.
She grabs my face and pulls me in for another Kiss. While our lips move together, I push her up the bed slightly so I can adjust myself to hover above her.
I leave a trail of kisses down from her lips to her belly button causing her to arch her back.
When I come back up to meet her lips once more, she surprises me by flipping us over and straddling me instead. She sits down on top of me as I lay below her.
"Your just as beautiful" she breaths out. I lean back up and kiss her with lust.
She moves her hips foward, creating friction between our centers.
I moan in pleasure and kiss her neck. She moves her hips again, making herself moan. Those few movements only turn into a pattern and she presses herself onto me and continues to rub our centers together through our jeans.
"Oh!" I moan. She whimpers and grabs my hands to pin them over my head as she continues her thrusts.
Her lips tremble and for a second I push it aside as nothing but a sign of pleasure but when she stops her movements and leans down to kiss me, I taste something...salty?
I give her one last peck before I pull away to take a look at her only to notice she's in full on tears.
I remove my hands from above me and grab her waist "woah woah baby are you okay?"
She sniffs and tries to speak but only croaks out a sob.
"Shhh it's okay, I've got you" I sit up and embrace her. She cries into my shoulder and although our stomachs touching would turn me on I'm just really concerned right now.
"Did I do something wrong?" I ask worryingly, rubbing circles on her bare back and over her bra.
She shakes her head and removes herself from me. I use the bad of my thumbs to wipe the tears from her cheeks.
"Talk to me, I'm here" I kiss her forehead. Her shaking hands cup my face and pull me in for a long passionate and slow kiss.
"I'm sorry" she breathes out when we pull away. "Why are you sorry?"
"Because I just killed the fucking mood" she sighs. I shake my head and kiss her cheek before responding "no baby, as much as I wanted it and needed it, right now is not the time we need to take things slow and I don't care about that because clearly something is up , what's bothering you?"
"Can...can I just change for bed and then we'll talk?" She questions. I nod "of course, oh erm...can I borrow some clothes to sleep in?"
She grins and wipes her eyes "mhm" she hums.
Ariana removes herself from the straddling position and walks over to her dresser. She tosses me some baggy sweats and a loose t-shirt.
I thank her and watch her change into some shorts and a long t-shirt.
"I can feel you staring" she giggles. I clear my throat and set aside my hot face as I change as well.
I get under her soft and warm covers as I watch her head into her bathroom. She spends a few minutes in there before returning with her natural short hair down and no makeup.
I can't really see her in the dark but I just know she looks beautiful.
She slips into the covers next to me. We stay there for a few seconds just staring at each other before I tuck a piece of hair behind her ear.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
She nods and takes my face in her hands, moving forward to kiss me softly. I reciprocate her actions and kiss her back.
When she pulls away, she looks into my eyes before explaining her sudden meltdown earlier.
"I...I haven't had...well..you know, in a while...in fact I haven't been in a real relationship that's meant so much to me since..." she trails off and wipes a silent tear that escaped from her eye.
"Since Mac?" I finish for her and guess at the same time because I've heard that her and Pete didn't work out from the start so I can only assume that Mac meant more.
She nods and let's out a shaky breath "yeah...and when we started to get into it.. it's not that I didn't want to or that you weren't good because it felt amazing I-I just...it all came back, he was suddenly right there and the memories hit me so quickly....I know I love him, as a friend obviously since we ended things but still...I loved him and at some point it was romantically, he made me feel so special just like you do and I-I see a lot of him in you...it hurts so fucking much, you mean a lot to me y/n and I don't want to fuck it all up with my baggage and shit but I...I don't know I'm sorry, it's too soon and I don't want to rush something that could be the best thing I've ever known, especially when it's with you because you mean the world to me, we clicked together so perfectly and so quickly that it scares me because I kept my doors closed for so long in fear that I'd be hurt in a relationship just like what happened with Mac"
"I wasnt ready for a commitment, I needed time...but when you came into my life it's like I had set that all aside...I fell hard for you and it's like we were meant to be...almost like how I felt with Mac, it's just that..well-I..the problem is that I'm scared because everytime I've had something great happen to me, something horrible happens right after, like if the universe is holding me down from being happy and I don't want that to ha-happen with you because your different and I-your the best thing that's happened to me...before I met you, I was still in a bad place mentally and you took all my pain away..I don't want to lose you y/n" she finishes with a sob.
I take in all and pull her closer to me. She holds me close and I embrace her as she lets the tears flow.
When her breathing starts to settle down a bit, I disconnect my self from her and wipe a few of her tears with my fingers.
I place a tender kiss on her lips before smiling and responding to her rant.
"I can't say I know how that feels because wove never been there but I can say that I'll be here no matter what Ariana, I'm here to help you heal and don't worry about it, I get that it brought back a lot of shit and I don't want to pressure you into doing anything, you are special to me as well, you've brought me happiness that I've never experienced before, I know you've been through a lot with Mac and Manchester and you feel like every time you have the best moments, the worst is yet to come but you need to let go of that, start thinking about the good outcomes instead, I'll be here until the end...we can take this slow if you'd like, I know how hard it was for you to open up and I thank you for doing that, I feel honored and so grateful that I'm the one your comfortable with"
"I promise that if something happens we'll go through it together, I'm not ever leaving your side, we can get into the really passionate stuff later when your better and when you feel like your okay to set aside your fears because I'm your best friend before anything else, your my everything ariana I'm right here okay? This is real, what your feeling is real and it's okay that your not ready to get intimate yet, that's going tot are time for you because of everything you've been through and I understand that completely, I know what I set myself up for when I asked you to be my girlfriend, I want to be with you and I want this to work out and If I need to help some scars fade or help you heal down wounds along the way then I'll gladly do that"
I finish and kiss her forehead. She sniffs and grins "thank you just thank you, I've never met someone like you and I...I really needed to hear that and I..I just don't deserve you, your too good to me"
"Ari, you deserve the world" I respond. She moves herself towards me to bring us closer.
"It hurts....I miss him everyday, so much" Ariana croaks out. I nod "I know baby I know but it's going to get better, I promise"
She sighs contently under my arms making shivers go down my spine.
"Thank you for being so understanding" she says snuggling into me and tilting her head up to kiss me.
"Always" I reply kissing her back. Our lips move together in sync, no rush, no desperation, only a deep and passionate and meaningful kiss.
When we pull away our foreheads lean against each other. She closes her eyes and smiles.
I peck her lips once more before she turns and has her back towards me. I cuddle her from behind and wrap my arm around her slim waist.
She places her own smooth hand over mine and leans back to spoon herself in my embrace further.
"Goodnight y/n" she mumbles. I grin softly and kiss her shoulder "goodnight Ariana".
Ariana POV
I feel my eyelids grown heavier and heavier. Crying always tires me. The tears themselves and the time on the clock only deepens my exhaustion.
As I hear my girlfriends breathing slow down behind me, I grin and only think about how lucky I am to have ended up such a wonderful person.
She means everything to me.
I'm in love with y/n y/l, but it's too soon, she can't k ow just yet.
I can only hope she feels the same.
A/n: heheheh ;) that's the only ari POV you'll get In a while so don't get used to it lmaoooo
How did y'all feel about this chapter? I had the best time writing the group chat part😂
Did you actually read Ariana and yours conversation? I know it's a lot but it's real, it adds so much realism to the story :)
The reason why I said you would either love me or hate me was because you would love me for keeping this story real and deep, like how it would be in real life or you would hate me because there was no smut and Ik y'all nastys wanted it 😂
Still hope you enjoyed this chapter though :), love you all, stay safe and Forget to vote and comment, have a great day.
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