Yn Pov
The next day I decided I wanted to be a little "SuperModel". So after breakfast when lourdes was playing with her toys I told my photographer that I wanted to take a pic.
I decided that the stairs were a great background because some how it made my lace skirt pop.
My photographer counted to 4 and snapped the picture.
Yn- Thank You. *Smiles*
I took my phone and post the picture on Twitter and Ig. This time my photo got 40,567,307 likes and 999,998 comments. I read some and most of them were saying "🙌Slayed ❤️" or "😩👏" . I decided I'll show love on some of my fans pages.
I showed love like on 10 pages and that's when the reposting came in. One girl said "OMFG YN LIKED MY PICTURES!!! 😲😱👏👏" . It's nice to see my fans happy. Especially my #1 fan.
Yn-*Walking in living room* Hey lil momma.
Lo-*Looks up* Hey mommy.
I laid beside lourdes. Watching her play with her toys. She looked a little down.
Yn-What's wrong baby?
Lo- Can you call daddy.. I wanna speak to him.
I pondered on that for a second.
Yn-*Sighs* ....Ok.
I picked up my phone and called Drew. I put it on speaker. Drew answered.
Drew- Hello?
Yn- Say hello to daddy.
Lo- Hey daddy.
I could tell Drew was smiling.
Drew- Hey princess. How have you've been? You're having fun on your vacation.
Lo nodded her head.
Lo- Yes I am. What are you doing.
Drew- Nothing right now. I'm waiting for the baby to come.
Lo- Leah's having the baby! I'm going to be a big sister. *Gets excited*
I closed my eyes at that.
Drew- Not quite honey. The babies not daddies.
Lo- Huh? How.
Drew- Leah was pregnant before she met daddy.
Lo- So when will I be able to be a big sister?
Drew- You'll be a big sister whenever me and mommy decide to have another baby.
He was only saying that because he knows I was listening. But I kept quiet.
Lo- Mommy. When will you have another baby?
Yn- I don't know sweet heart. Maybe when daddy and I learn how to corporate.
Lo- How long will that take.
Yn- I don't know baby... Tell daddy bye bye.
Lo- Bye bye daddy. I love you!
Drew- I love y'all too.
Hmm "Yall"
I hung up the phone and lourdes went back to playing. This time she was smiling like she just met God.
As much as I want to give lourdes everything she asks for..I'm just not sure a baby is on my list. Especially not now when things are so bad between me and Drew AND I'm just now starting off in my career.