Yn Pov
Today I took lourdes to the beach again. She admires it so much. She was playing in the sand while I was sitting on a chair.
Yn- Don't get close to the water Lolo.
Lo- Ok mommy. *Looks back at me and smile*
I smiled back at her.
She was having an amazing time in Hawaii. I don't even think she messed home.
She has asked about Drew and Grandma but I turned my personal phone off from all phone calls. My other phone is my business phone and my phone for pictures.
I didn't turn that one off because I need to stay up to date with my work.
Lo- Mommy! Hey mommy! *Waves*
I smiled and waved back at her. I blew her a million kisses and she blew them right back.
Lourdes was jumping around in the sand laughing at how her feet gets sucked down in it.
I got her water toys out of our little bag and walked to her.
Yn- Come on let's go play.
Lourdes followed me out to the water. I didn't go far out. I put her rubber duckie in the water and her water boat. She laughed at how they floated around.
I watched her chase after her toys when she notice that they were floating away.
It sucks that I never got a chance to live... I got a chance at life but I didn't fully live my childhood. Instead I got pregnant at 14.. With twins that got sent to heaven before they even took a breath.. But God sent me a lovely angel. My lourdes.
Yn-*Smiles*
Lourdes looked up at me watching her and smiled.
Lo- Come on mommy. We have to catch my toys before they float away.
I grabbed lourdes hand and we walked out farther to get her toys. As we went farther fishes started to come and swim around our feet. I thought Lo was going to be scared but she laughed.
We got her toys and walked back to the sand. Lo rolled around and around in it.
I laughed at her when she got sand in her mouth. I took a picture of her reaction.
Yn- *Smiles* Do you need some water?
Lo nodded. I got her water and she rinsed her mouth out. After awhile Lo said she wanted to go walking around the jungle.
Lo- Mommy look at the little birdie.
She was talking about a parrot.
Lo- I could stay here forever! *Smiles and looks up at the trees with amazement*
We could actually stay here forever.