Sheze quickly brought me to the bathroom in his room where a tub had been filled with water and submerged me in the tub with all of my clothes on and joined me from the other side with all of his clothes on as well.
"Why are you joining me as well?" I asked as I scooted towards the other side.
Sheze seemed really angry at me for some reason.
"I am angry," Sheze said as he grabbed my chin. "You let Phil touch you all over even while I was watching you."
"It was part of the lessons," I reasoned.
"Was letting him have a whiff of your sweat and getting a good look at your neck part of the lesson as well?" Sheze asked as he sucked on my collarbone.
Why is he being possessive with me? Is he getting more attached to me?
I was just his first woman...There is nothing particularly special about me.
The one who is truly special is Elze Kruger.
I am just a replacement until she comes.
"All we have is a temporary relationship," I said coldly.
His eyes widened a bit before they narrowed at me. Sheze's expression was dark and then hurt.
"That is right...I have expressed that I love you, but you do not feel the same way," Sheze said as he suddenly pulled my body down and submerged me underwater without letting me rise to the surface.
Was he trying to drown me?
I tried holding my breath until I could no longer do so. Sheze suddenly came and gave me air from above with his mouth. We both rose to the surface with our lips still locked together.
"Why..." I asked.
"Would it not be great if you could only depend on my oxygen to live? Then, you would be mine forever," Sheze said.
I pushed him away slightly.
Even this passion will one day die when he meets Elze Kruger...
"You cannot tie me down to this bathtub," I said.
"No, there are other ways to change our relationship from temporary to permanent," Sheze said as he began removing my clothes piece by piece while he kissed my neck.
I shuddered slightly from the coldness in Sheze's tone.
"Sheze..."
Sheze soon removed the binding over my chest and lifted me above his lap as he began kissing me deeply.
It felt a bit odd to still be wearing my wet shirt and panties after so much time has passed since we have been kissing each other. He only started using his tongue after some time had passed.
Although he said such a scary thing earlier, he did not seem that much different than usual. He seemed noticeably more calm than usual which made me feel a bit concerned.
He soon slid his fingers inside of me and caressed my insides a little more gently and longer than usual.
"I am going in now," Sheze said as he entered his thing deep inside of me.
I was not given enough of a warning before he completely filled me with his thing. I shuddered from his immediate entry and found my mind slipping from me as he began moving inside of me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed myself closer to his body still covered in his wet see through shirt.
I could not help but think about his words earlier.
"Sheze, what did you mean about turning our temporary to a permanent relationship?" I asked.
Sheze brought out a small pink vial and poured it in his mouth before feeding it to me through his mouth and forcing me to swallow.
After drinking the strangely sweet liquid, my heart as well as my entire body started to spasm up for some reason. I clung onto Sheze's body for support. Sheze seemed to be in pain as well from how he groaned deeply.
"Lilian, you are so tight..." Sheze said with sweat dripping down his forehead.
"It...It is not my intention," I said as I rested my head on his chest. "What was that drink you gave me?"
Sheze went silent before grabbing my hips and fiercely thrusting into me from below. The water in the bath splashed all around us and splattered all over the ground.
I came close to wanting to climax and held on tighter to Sheze's body. It would be nice if we came at the same time too.
"Do you want to come, Lilian?" Sheze asked as he licked my neck.
"I do...I do!" I said loudly as if I was drunk on passion.
Those were not even my true feelings...
Sheze answered to my cries and allowed me to receive his passion. I was able to climax because of it. After enjoying myself, I hugged Sheze with a trembling and limp body.
"...Lilian, you have been using birth control, haven't you?" Sheze whispered in my ear.
"Sheze, why are you asking?" I asked nervously.
"....The liquid that I fed you was medicine that offsets the effects of birth control and dips the womb a little lower and open up more, making it easier for you to get pregnant with my child," Sheze said with a grin.
I shuddered.
Was Sheze trying to get me pregnant?
"Take it out," I ordered as I tried pushing him away.
Even if I wanted a child with him, we both should do it when we both feel like it...not forced like this.
He thrusted in me strongly from below.
"If you become pregnant, your father will have to marry you to me, and then you could take your time getting to love me," Sheze said with loving eyes.
His words made me shudder even more. He really was trying to get me pregnant!
"No, Sheze," I said as I pushed on his chest.
I was unable to escape despite my flailing around.
"Would you like a boy or girl?" Sheze asked as he hugged my waist tightly.
"Stop!" I answered irritatedly.
"You are going to be a mother soon, so you should start thinking about it now," Sheze said as he rubbed my stomach. "If you do not use the self defense moves that you just learned on me, I will have my way with you."
Hurting Sheze like that...I do not want to hurt him.
"Sheze, stop please," I begged.
"If you are sweet all of the time, people will take advantage of you, Lilian," Sheze said coldly. "Do something before I come deep inside you..."
I am a terrible person. I give out kindness only to protect my image of myself...
"Even so, I cannot bring myself to hurt you," I said with tears in my eyes.
Sheze soon removed himself from me and sprayed his hot contents all over my face and body, marking me as his. My body fell limp and laid against the bathtub.
"It was a prank, Lilian...All I made you drink were some vitamins," Sheze said as he got up and left me alone.
It did not seem like a prank...
Why did he lie to me?
My body was still limp from earlier, so I soaked in the bathtub a little longer before getting out. When leaving, I found that Sheze was gone and a long light blue dress with long sleeves and accessories had been prepared for me.
I let my hair trail down to my sides and just added a beautiful blue hydrangea ornament to the side of my head and slid on some heels.
When I went downstairs, I was greeted by a Butler had come to greet me.
"A carriage will be taking you back to your residence, Lady Lilian," the Butler said.
Sheze is kicking me out now...
"Do you mind if I say a few words to Sir Hertil and Sir Phil before leaving?" I asked.
"Of course not. Let me lead the way," the Butler said as he led me back to the training grounds.
"Sir Hertil, thank you for taking care of me today," I said with a curtsy.
"It was my pleasure, Lady Lilian," Sir Hertil said as he placed his hand over his heart.
"Thank you very much earlier as well, Sir Phil," I said as I turned towards him.
"I'm sorry, but have we met?" Sir Phil asked.
"My apologies...I am Lilian Lemaire. You gave me an in-depth lesson on self defense earlier," I said with a smile.
Sir Phil's jaw dropped in surprise.
"You were...Your clothes...I did so much to you," Sir Phil babbled.
I blushed slightly.
"It could not be helped, Sir Phil," I said as I tried to keep my smile on despite my embarrassment.
Sir Phil suddenly grabbed my hands and held them towards his face.
"I should take responsibilities for my actions, yes?" Sir Phil asked.
Sir Hertil suddenly pulled Sir Phil's ears and made him release my hands.
"You would dare take a gander at someone the Duke has brought in?" Sir Hertil asked Sir Phil.
I looked back at the mansion and saw Sheze peeking out before going back inside.
Our first disagreement...