~ I was finally getting over you and actually started to believe I didn't need you. I was finally accepting the fact you had rejected me, the fact you had moved on to someone new and started a new family with her leaving me all alone with nothing but a constant memory was truly heartbreaking until I saw you. And from that moment on I felt something different towards you. Not that same love that made the old me quiver but something else. I felt Hatred. ~
"Olivia is this true?" Lilly says as she walks closer to me with tears streaming down her face. I was unable to speak, I am in so much shock. I didn't believe this was real. But it was. This was all a mistake, I didn't want Jett to find out like this. Jett looked up his face angry and confused but most of all. Hurt. "Jett." I say as he runs away from the table. I get up following behind him "Olivia, answer me." Lilly shouts following behind us both. I ignore her and continue following behind Jett until I grabbed him outside "Jett." I say quietly holding his arm. "You didn't say he rejected us Mommy." He says looking at me. My boy was heart broken, I looked down at him. I wanted to cry but I fought the tears. "He didn't reject you sweetie, he rejected me.." I say taking him into my arms. His heartbroken sobs soak my dress. "Do you wanna go home?" I ask him. He nods crying still. I lift him up and I carried my crying baby boy down the drive.
Konan stood outside taking a long drag from his lit cigarette. "Olivia." Konan calls as he throws the cigarette and runs behind me. "I want to go home." I say cradling Jett who snivelled in my dress. "Alright let me drive you." He says as he pulls his keys out his back pocket. I strap Jett in the back and I climb in the front. I stared out the window and tried to gather my thoughts together. "You definitely know how to exit a party." Konan says trying to make a conversation. "I shouldn't of came back. Jett's heartbroken because he think's that he was rejected by his father. He didn't need to hear it like that." I growl angrily. Konan's eyes widen in shock. I look over at Konan who kept his eyes on the road.
We pull up into my drive and we sit in the car. "Are you gonna be okay?" Konan asks as we sit in silence. "I will, but I'm worried about Jett." I say sighing. "You'll be alright, right lil buddy." Konan says looking in the back. Jett ignores him and opens he car door, he takes his seat belt off and jumps out the car. "he'll come around." I say undoing my seat belt. "I'll text you later." Konan shouts as I jump out the car chasing behind Jett. I unlock the front door and let him in, turning around I wave back at Konan and I then walk in behind Jett. We both head upstairs and into my bedroom. "Are you okay honey?" I ask him as he starts putting his pyjama's on. Jett nods and he climbs back on the bed "Can I ask you something mommy?" Jett asks as he sits opposite me. I nod. "Sure." I say smile, he scoots a little closer and places his hands on my lap and looks up to me. "Mommy, are you sure you're okay?" He asks. I nod. "I just didn't want you to find out this way." I say. "Mommy, does that mean I'm the Alpha's son?" He asks me. I nod. "Ashton also has another child. Your brother." I say looking down at him. "Mommy I don't want a brother." He says looking down. I lift his chin up and smile. "I didn't want a brother either, but you've got to learn to love him." I say, Jett smiles back "I love you mommy." Jett says sitting on my lap. "I love you too" I say pulling him into a hug, he kisses my cheek and I quickly kiss his. I lay Jett on my lap and quickly I tickle his stomach "Mommy stop" He giggles. "But your so yummy!" I say tickling him some more. "Mommy I've got to go wee!" He shouts. I stop instantly and Jett runs off to the bathroom giggling as he goes wee.
"Come in" I shout as my bedroom door knocked. Lilly stood there with her mascara running down her face. "Lilly." I say shocked, she began to come closer her tears ran down her face with every step she took. "Lilly." I say again. "Why didn't you tell me you slept with Ashton? How long did it last?" Lilly asks question after question. "Sit down Lilly." I say looking at her distraught state. "Just tell me Olivia. How old is Jett? When was he born? What was his weight?" She continues asking. "Lilly listen, that one night with Ashton was a mistake." I say as Jett walks out the bathroom. He stares at Lilly with confused face. "Jett, Mommy's gonna talk to Lilly a minute. Do you want to wait in here?" I say to him. Jett nods. I switch on the the TV and I hand Jett the remote, he quickly changes the channel to a motorbike show. I then lead Lilly downstairs and into the kitchen. "It was at The party. I was a little tipsy as you remember. But anyway Ashton invited me over, we both knew were mates but we didn't do anything about it because to be honest I had no intentions with him like that. He's always been a dick. Anyway I got there around 2:30. The party was still in motion and I slept with Ashton and he rejected me after he was finished. I couldn't stick around so that night I left. Jett was born on the 16th of February at 3:30 in the morning and he weighed 8 Pounds 7 ounces." I say not breaking eye contact with Lilly. I could tell every word was breaking her. "Two days before Bentley's birthday." she murmurs. I nod. "You're a dirty whore." she says her tone dripping of venom, taken aback I look at her meeting her angry black eyes. "What?" I say shocked. "You heard me and I want you to stay away from my family." she says and with that she storms out slamming my front door.
I began to walk back to my bedroom but my phone rang. Mom xx. "Hello." I say holding in my tears. "Olivia, please tell me your okay." She says worried. "Mom I'm fine. Jett got a little upset so i thought it was best I bought him home." I say. "I wish you would've told me about Ashton, Olivia, we would of helped you through it." She says sadly "Mom, getting away helped me a lot, having Jett helped me the most. I'm not here for Ashton." I say sighing, "Has Lilly been there?" she asks me. "Mhm, I tried to explain to her mom but she called me a dirty whore and left." I sigh. "She called you what!" Bolton shouts from the back angrily. "Don't worry about it Bolt, she's hurting.." I say down the phone. "Alright well I bought us a Pizza so we can watch movies and stuff our faces we'll be home soon." Bolton says. I could tell he was smiling. Bolton was my favourite cousin. We are like a twin set "Alright then can you buy me a drink." I say to him "Got it already Kiddo. See you in a sec." He says as I put the phone down.
In my bedroom Jett sat on my bed his eyes glued on to the red and black motorbike. I sat at the top of my bed and grabbed my phone and dialed my Grandpa's number. On the third ring he answered "Olivia, I was starting to think you forgotten about me." My Grandpa says happily. "Forget about you Grandpa, Never" I say offended. "Grandpa Grandpa." Jett says as he crawls across my bed. "Say hello to my Jett for me." He says. "Grandpa says hello Jett." I say to him "Hi papa." Jett says back.
My phone conversation with my grandpa lasted for half an hour. I missed him so much. "Send my love to nanny and Benny." I say happily "Alright then dear." He says "I'll phone you tomorrow. Love you." I say "Love you to Livv." My grandpa says and he hangs up. I lay down on my bed and Jett climbs on my stomach and sits on it I close my eyes and I take the time to think about today's events.
Later that night.
We all sat at the table and ate the pizza. "Well that was eventful." My dad says as he walks undoing his tie while Jordan follows behind him. I sit with my head down avoiding my dad's disappointed gaze. "Olivia. A word." My dad says as he walks into his study. I follow behind him with my head hung low "ha ha your in trouble." Bolton chimes. "Fuck you" I murmur before closing the door to the study. "Sit." My dad says assertively, I do as i'm told and I sit on the chair, my dad sit's opposite me and he looks at me his eyes filled with pain and hurt. "Olivia, was Ashton telling the truth?" My dad said hurt. I nod slowly. What happens next is something I didn't expect, my dad grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. "I'm so so sorry." He bawls in my shoulder, It's something my dad has never done before. I cry with him, it's all I wanted to hear from my dad, I knew when he said sorry he really meant it. "Don't apologize daddy it wasn't your fault." I say into his shirt. "I should've been there for my little princess." He says sadly. "I had Grandpa George and Grandma Ellen, they really helped me out dad." I say smiling, George and Ellen were my dad's parents, they had four other kids, Paul, Steven, Peyton and Billy. My dad Peter was the youngest. "I'll have to phone them later and let them know how thankful I am" My dad says nodding. Quickly I shake my head. "I think we should send them a plane ticket, I miss them so much." I say smiling. "I'll get right to it." My dad says opening his laptop, I begin to stand up and walk out. "Olivia." My dad calls before I open it "Yeah?" I say spinning around. "I really missed you, I'm proud of how much you've matured. You are a great mother." He says smiling. "Thanks you big softy." I say smiling. "Piss off now." My dad chuckles "Later Pete" I grin before leaving his study door open. "Mommy. Mommy" Jett calls as he runs towards me. "Yeah?" I answer looking down. "I'm gonna make cookies with nanny, can I?" He asks me. I smile and nod "Just save me some" I shout as he runs into the kitchen.
I sat on the sofa with Bolton, he spoke on the phone ignoring everything around him. He didn't even realise I had stolen the remote and changed the channel. "What are you doing?" Bolton moans as I put on my favourite reality TV show. "Watching TV." I snap back at him. "You think cause you've had a kid your grown?" Bolton says causing me to join his deep chuckle, I grab the pillow from behind me and I throw it in his direction. "You little shit!" Bolton shouts as he charges for me and lifts me over his shoulder. "Mom tell Bolton to put me down!" I shout as he runs with me through the kitchen with me bobbing up and down on his shoulder. My mom and Jett both giggle. "Aunty brenda tell him!" I say as he runs into the garden, none of them want to help me. "Bolton put me down!" I shout. "Put you down liv? Are you sure?" He asks me. "Just put me down Bolton!" I shout. "Okay 1 2 3!" He shouts and with that he chucks me straight into the pool soaking my hair and my clothes. "Bolton u asshole" I cry and splash my arms against the coldish water. Bolton laughs and bends down still laughing, Quickly I grab his hand and pull him in next to me. "Hey!" he growls before he falls into the swimming pool, I then splash him and we both giggle. I bobbed his head in the water and after he bobbed mine we played for a bit longer until it started to get chilly.
I sat at the table while Jett bought over my cookies. "The red one's yours mommy." He says smiling. "Thank you honey" I say kissing his little forehead, he beams happily at me and sits on my lap while I eat them. Once finished everyone was in the front room watching a cartoon movie for Jett. "I'm staying here mom" Bolton says smiling at me. Aunt Brenda nods. "I'm coming with you then." Jordan says as he gets up to start putting his trainers on. "same" Kassie smiles as she slips her shoes on. "Alright we better make a move, I've got a date with your father tonight." My mom beams and within 5 minutes they left.
"You look beautiful." I say as my mom twirls around in her long red dress, she also had her diamond jewellery on which she loved dearly. "You look great aunt barb." Bolton says as he looks up from his phone. "thanks." She shyly blushes. "Come on dear." My father says as he links arms with her walking to the door. "Be good kids!" My dad chuckles "Bye uncle Pete. Bye aunt barb." Bolton shouts as they close the door, jump in my dads car and they both leave.
It was around 8:30 when Jett fell asleep. "I'll carry him up." Bolton says lifting Jett up then carrying him to my room. Once Bolton returned we put on a horror film, ate some popcorn and had a quiet night in.