'Loving eyes
Warm embraces
Heartful words
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You are mine'
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He opened the car door for you, standing right behind you and you entered in with a foggy mind. He closed the door, and the silencing seconds until he came to open the other door inside the car made you weirdly nervous—you never felt this way before with him.
You never really understood how to react to him, even when it had been just four days since you'd been around him. You'd felt as if a lot happened, even though all you both had done was some mere cuddling for skin-ship.
He thought that you'd been feeling a little bit off these days, which had caused you to be so quiet. Otherwise, you were always, always the crazier one in this relationship. But these days, he felt as if something was bothering you. Because that's when you stop being clingy with him. And that was literally rare.
Your thoughts shut off while the same fogginess embraced your mind again before he could open the cold car. He got in, starting the ignitions and switching on the heaters. You looked at him from above your jacket's huge collar, coming as a barrier hindering your view. He was happily putting on his seatbelt and he looked back at you, a small smile dancing on his lips which was almost invisible.
He didn't know himself what struck his mind when he poked his inner cheek and removed his seatbelt. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he turned towards you. He smiled now, his long curls disturbing his eyes. You smiled back, this time, being the first one to reach for his hand. You pulled it, wanting to wrap your fingers with him as you did a while ago. It made you feel new. It made you feel happy. Sensitive. Safe. Protected.
"I love you." he said again, rubbing small circles on your hand. "I know that" you muttered, removing your hair nervously from your face from your vacant hand. "I really do." He repeated. "I hope you know how much I mean it when I say it" He emphasized, having the same look he had a few days ago when you both were in your bathroom, in Seoul. When you'd shared a moment.
"I know it." you said again, small tears forming in your eyes for nothing. All that had been happening... it was too much for your body. And you didn't know how to relax it. You bit your lip, looking at the front, and looking back at Jungkook who hadn't moved even a bit. "If there's something going on..." he said, choosing his words carefully. "You know I'm always here, right?" His voice got heavier, and you nodded firmly.
"I know that too." You answered, your voice cracking. And he couldn't help it. He wrapped an arm around your neck as naturally as he could, pulling you into a hug. You hugged him back, holding his bicep. He pecked your cheek, causing you to burrow your face deeper into his jacket. He looked up, brushing your hair strands away from your face.
"I don't know what exactly is in your mind these days but..." He paused, holding your cheek while you admired his nose. He was so close to you and you wanted to bite his nose. That was your dreamy guilty pleasure. "You know it's always okay to cry, yeah?" His eyebrows furrowed stating it. "Yeah..." you replied, not wanting to pull away.
As if your body listened to your mind, you moved forward, slowly engaging his lips in yours. His lips felt so soft to you that you couldn't help but want to eat them up. The two of you were so soft, however, that you couldn't even realize that you were having your first kiss. It felt as if it suddenly got too cold and you were standing with a bikini in the middle of the Arctic zone. That's exactly how you shivered but hid it right away.
He tilted his head, his cheek touching yours as his hand cupped your other cheek with both his eyes closed. The two of you parted a bit for a single breath, but your impulse forced you to lunge forward again, causing him to kiss the corner of your mouth as carefully he could.
His face felt like an extra soft pillow, one that you'd never felt before. There weren't any words to describe how tender you felt in his arms.
Your eyes opened softly, looking up at his half-closed ones. You felt happy and satisfied. You felt as if a part of you that had been lost just got completed.
You pecked his nose, coming back to your original position momentarily, having no idea of what you did. He sighed, still holding your hand and rubbing it, while the engines roared to life again and he drove back.
You looked out the window, the mirrors fogging up. You looked at your intertwined hands, and then to him, busy turning the steering wheel while smiling at you at the same time. You grinned back like a kid as if you just received a candy that you loved.
I just kissed my bias.
The thought made you smile like the crazy girl you were, and you couldn't help but inwardly squirm. You couldn't help but hide your growing smile. You couldn't help but feel loved. You couldn't help but feel special. You hid your red face in embarrassment, hiding up in your hands.
"What happened?" Jungkook asked softly and you simply shook your head. You looked up after a while and found his dark orbs stealing glances at you, ready to hear your answer. You smiled crazily. "I'm happy" you slurred cutely, causing Jungkook to show his bunny smile like anything. He shook his head himself, weirdly chuckling and looking out the window, looking back at you and looking back out the window.
He ruffled his hair softly while keeping a still hand on the steering, still smiling widely at your action. "Whattt?" you whined, hitting his arm while giggling causing him to laugh louder. "You're just too cute I can't-" And he laughed again while you smiled too, burrowing your face in his right shoulder.
You had no idea about how it happened, guess you were too caught up in the moment—but all you clearly knew was that it was something you needed, and something that helped you from the inside. It just felt so right. All of this was feeling so right again. A beautiful right after so many wrongs. Him.
A/N
Softy chapter... I think I could've explained it better... Guess what? I suck at this! I have huge plans for the rest of this story, but no idea how to write them down😶
Refer to the gif for the third last para❤ that's what came in my mind when I was writing it! I spend huge time making GIFs for this story...
The things I do for this story LORD.
P.S.: The cover above of 'Can't help falling in love' by Chaeyoung is literally one of the most beautiful covers of this song I've ever heard! Definitely check it.
No posts for a while, test going on...
Be yourself
-DiamondMaknae❤