Compton's Promiscuous: The Final Chapter
~2 Years Later~
Sweet Cheeks up and left one day to Oakland a little over a year ago. I haven't even as much as talked to her since the move and that killed me. Her and King were the two most important people left in my life and now they were both gone without me being able to contact them.
So what did I do to try to make myself feel better? I got a boob job and I swear I now have a portable food tray whenever I want to eat in a place where I can't set a plate or bowl down. I look forward to pregnancy only because of the automatic table I'd have with the baby bump.
Jebrae, Brandon, and Tae still live down the old block but I've since moved to my dream house. It's right on the beach in my own little private area. So I just walk around the house naked without a care in the world, well I have towels all over my furniture 'cause I don't my bare ass on all my furniture aside from my bed.
I was lounging on my lounge chair outside in the sunset on the second story balcony. Watching the waves roll in and the ocean spray sticking to my skin, this was heaven.
"You ain't got no shame doin' this?"
"Not in the least bit. Have a seat next to me. I do this every day before the sun goes completely down." He walked over and took a seat next to me. "How you doin', Tae?"
"Was wondering why the streets were so calm. You've been so mellow lately."
"Yeah, just slowing down I guess." I fucking hate you, thirties. I haven't been motivated to do anything, just stay inside and wish for something to amuse me. A drive by or break in is what I want but that won't happen out here.
"You're 32. Stop acting like you're in your 60's. You've got plenty to do, we could go out to a club or a bar?" I shook my head. "Wanna relive your 30th birthday?" He chuckled.
"Y'all destroyed my walls after that. They've since healed and I'd like them to remain healed." I said with a laugh. "But that was the best, regardless." Mhmmm yes it was... Especially since all three were so well hung and new how to go deep.
"Glad we made your birthday fun. C'mon, let's go do somethin." He reached over and grabbed my arm, pulling me onto his lounge chair.
"No. I wanna lay here." I snuggled up with him and caught the smile on his face. "I see you smilin', nigga."
"I wasn't trying to hide it. After we lay here, you're goin' out into town for a couple hours. You needa have fun with other people." People irritate me.
"I want my Sweets." I said with a deep exhale. "I miss her so much, she was my sister."
"Damn girl, yeah I miss her too. Y'all were hilarious together." She was my lover. My lover left me and I'm heart broken. "You'll see her again soon."
"I'll make sure of it." I rested my head against his chest and he rubbed my bare back, along my sides, and up to my shoulder. "Where are the other two?"
"At the house playin' on the Xbox." He said.
"You have a boner." I said looking right at. My oh my... Tae can't you control your shit?
"Visually aroused. You're naked and laying on me, what do you expect to happen?" I wasn't even listening to him, I was just inching down his shorts and worked his draws down too. "Really."
"I like to look. Shut up and stop judging." I snapped as I poked his too. "God damn, it's so hard already."
"Do somthin' with it." He said in a joking tone. I felt overwhelmed so I pulled his draws back up and went back to wave watching.
"Too overwhelmed." I chuckled. "I'm cold, so I'm gonna go change." I peeled myself off of him and strutted inside, going to my dresser, I pulled out some solid black leggings and button up white shirt. Grabbing my underwear and bra and putting those on, I left the first three buttons undone and laughed at all the damn cleavage I provided for the world. Why do I do this? Just why?
"That ass though." He said standing at the glass door, biting his bottom lip.
"Ain't it lovely? Even I gotta do a double take from time to time." I said looking in the mirror, adjusting my outfit and making sure my shirt was wrinkle free.
"It is but what are you doing?" I walked to my closet and pulled down a suitcase. Setting it on my bed, I began to scrounger around my room looking for various things.
"I'm getting out of Compton for a little while." I grabbed a lot of lingerie and put it all in the one suitcase, along with various lotions and oils. I could open up my own sex shop if I wanted to with all the sex related items and objects I have.
"Where you going?"
"I'm not quite sure. I was thinking about driving up to Vegas." I shrugged, going back to my closet to pull out another piece of luggage. This one was going to be full of my shoes.
"Vegas? What's a Lady G got business to do with Vegas?" He sat down on my bed and just watched me, occasionally having to adjust his shorts from time to time.
"Everything. I know all about fast money and about risking it all. Vegas should be perfect for me." Except I'm bad at gambling. Just getting by, by the skin of my teeth. Gambling my life was the best example I had with my experience with gambling.
"I think you should move back to our old block and kick it here in Compton." He said reaching forward to grab my arms, pulling me in top of him. "I'm gonna miss you."
"Everyone I love up and left so it's time I up and left too. You need to let me go so I can finish packing." You're packing something of your own there, Tae.
"Just 'cause they left, doesn't mean you gotta too." The hint of sadness clear in his voice. I don't want to leave but for right now, Compton just ain't for me right at this point in my life. I've been here my entire life aside from that one week in Vegas. I feel so sheltered all of the sudden and it's time I made myself known to the world.
"Sorry Tae, but I wanna explore for a little while." He wouldn't let me go and I was starting to get really aggravated. i keep a gun right in my nightstand, don't make me use it on you, Tae. "Let me go, Tae." I growled so lowly at him, Death Himself would back the fuck up.
"Tilly Beans I've grown to like you a lot and don't want you to just go." My eyes fixated right to his in completely shock. Nigga you done fell for me? The hell is wrong with you! Bruh, I'm a sex obsessed Lady G who sells any kind of shit I get my hands on, there is absolutely nothing about me that would have any sane nigga catch feelings for.
"Burn those feelings. I'm not a female that has feelings for niggas in return. You're just leading yourself on." The look of confusion and hurt on his face, I pulled free and went right back to my doings.
"What about all those times we fucked-"
"To me, that was just a moment in time for me to have fun and release any stress. I'm not gonna lead you on either by telling you I love you or anything like that. We're cool friends and all but nothin' more." I zipped up my last suit case and set it down on the floor. "I'm sorry if I led you on, those weren't my attentions or some sick twisted female bitch game."
He really should not be surprised. I would fuck with Jebrae and Brandon too. Even while Tae was home, so he set himself up for this shit.
"I thought you was looking to settle down."
"I am. You can't handle me on a minute to minute basis. You only see me once or twice a week at the minimal." Setting with you? Bruh no. I'd have better chances settling with Jebrae than Tae. "I'm about to leave so you needa dip. I'm sorry for somehow leading you on but I'm always down to remain bomb ass friends."
"Whatever." He said getting up and walking out of my room. You gon' have an attitude with me? I think not.
I walked up to my nightstand and grabbed my gun. Cocking it, I walked to the banister at the top of the stairs and closed one eye. I shot at the vase next to him, near the front door, and watched him jump back.
"Get the fuck out of here with that attitude. Next time I ever see you and you still got an attitude, it'll be your body that meets my bullet, not my vase." He looked back at me like I was crazy and I held my gun up at him again. He took the hint and walked on out of my house, closing my door behind him.
Packing my things into my car finally, I walked back up to the house and locked the front door.
"I'm gonna miss you house. I promise to not get too comfortable with the next place I stay at for the time being." I said hugging one of the large pillars. I let it go and walked back down to my car, hopping in and setting out to a place I know I need to go to.
Oakland.
This moment serves a good purpose for me. All my life, I've had to learn to deal with people leaving me. Whether it be intentional or not. My Mom leaving me at just thirteen because of an accident. Calvin leaving me for being at the wrong place at the wrong time. King choosing to leave back to Vegas was what hurt me the most. He was always there for me and then stopped being there by choice. Sweets choosing to leave to make her life better also killed me. I understood her reasoning but never wanted her to leave.
This was my time to be the one who was leaving. I gained complete control of my life, even though I may not be able to remember all my rising Lady G moments, I left my mark in Compton as far as the drug game went. Stopping at no lengths to get the hard earned money I deserved and not letting my feelings get in the way of things. Pairing up with Sweets is what changed the game down here. We proved that yes, females can make better drug dealers any day of the week, especially when they know how to blend so well into society.
Jail never taught me anything. I was always there for short periods, freed, then right back behind the bars. I really should settle down as far as the crime but crime followed me everywhere I went. I had money to get and I would go to any lengths for it, even risking my own life just for a couple bundles of cash.
Just hearing my name Tilly Beans had niggas chuckling. Then when they saw me, they underestimated me. I bet they resent that the second that bullet goes right through 'em and kills them.
I may have had a dangerous reputation but the biggest print I leave behind, is being known as Compton's Promiscuous.
The End.
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