"life is so weird sometimes.
it takes so many twists and turns.
but today it took a turn for the better.
they got arrested.
my parents."
- jjk 190503
jeongguk smiled down at the sheets on his already worn out bed, they were freshly washed, rid of the cum stains and blood that tainted them before. he felt like washing his sheets was new start.
although he had more struggles to overcome, getting his parents out of his way was the biggest feat. he looked over at the razors that sat on the carpeted floor, the urge to drag one over his skin building up. it was like an addiction honestly, something that used to be a coping mechanism turned into something bigger.
and he couldn't help himself when he walked over to the pile of silver and picked it up, dragging it down the back of his calf. it sent a rush through him as he smiled, watching the burgundy liquid spill out onto the carpet.
"i couldn't help myself today.
is it a bad thing?"
- jjk 190503 (5:54AM)