"i saw taehyung today after the park incident.
he was talking to a girl.
they seemed to really like each other.
i can't lie and say i'm happy for him.
i wished i could be the one he likes.
but we barely know each other.
so why get my hopes up."
-jjk 190501
jeongguk sat on the floor of his room, sadly looking down at the pieces of paper in front him, one of them being the letter from taehyung.
shakily he picked it up and crushed it beneath his skinny fingers before tossing it in the bin. even if he wanted to get closer with taehyung, he couldn't. he'd be the boy's demise, he just knew it.
"i saw taehyung at school today.
i walked in the other direction.
and he tried to sit with me in class.
i asked to move but the teacher refused.
his hand was on my thigh during class.
i moved it off but he kept putting it right back.
at one point he held my hand.
and I just let him."
-jjk 190501 (9:00 PM)