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Lillie's POV ❤️💗💕 a month later
A month has passed. And it had been magical as hell. I loved being with Derek every second I'm with him. He makes me really happy, he makes all the sad and depressing thoughts go away.
And my 'brothers' are really cool. Me, Cas and Sam still snuggle. But me and dean still prank them. But they still don't know about Derek. I plan on telling them soon, I just don't know when. I'm scared how they'll react. Okay I'm more scared of how dean will react. He's more react and ask questions later.
But I still get nosebleeds, but their tiny ones. Their getting better. Which I'm happy about.
But now, Derek had just taken me on a date. He was so cute. He took us to get something to eat and then we're now walking in the park. It was really nice.
He had his arm wrapped around me. I had my head resting on his chest. We walked throughout the park. It was nice and peaceful. I felt him rub circles into my waist. I smiled and inhaled his scent. He had a really nice scent. I can go hours just smelling his scent. It was amazing.
But soon it was getting cold and I had school. I didn't want to leave, but I had no choice. I gave him my pouty face and eyes, but he just simply smiled and pecked my forehead. "Come on beautiful, don't give me that, tomorrow's Friday, we'll have more time together", he said kissing my nose. I giggled and pecked his cheek.
"Fine, but you owe me a movie night and cuddles tomorrow", I said trying to be stern but end up laughing. He chuckled and kissed my forehead again.
"Fine by me beautiful, now let's get your beautiful self home", he said. I blushed at his words. Even after a month together, he still knows how to make me blush. It must be a superpower of his.
He walked us to the car, before I can even open the door, he had opened it for me. I smiled at him and kissed his cheek. "10 points for being such an adorable romantic big guy", I said. I laughed as I saw his cheeks turn red. I rubbed my thumb over his stumbled cheeks. My eyes found his lips, he still hasn't kissed me. The only time was a month ago, and it was me doing the kissing, oh how I wish to feel those warm and luscious lips back on mine. I looked away before he could tell I was staring. I got in the car and watched as he closed the door for me.
I smiled and buckled up. I watched as he slid into the car and started the car. I loved his car. It was so sexy and nice.
The radio turned on and a familiar song came on.
My eyes widened. No. Not this song. Why? Why?
My eyes filled with tears. I couldn't help myself. Nik? I could remember our dance. At the ball so long ago. It felt like years ago. But it was also so fresh in my mind. Nik. I couldn't help but let a tear roll down my cheek. I didn't even see us pull over and Derek turn to look at me. He cupped my face and made me look at him. His thumb rubbed away the tear. He had a frown on his face and concern in his eyes.
"It's them, isn't it?", he asked me.
I sniffled and let more tears roll down my cheeks. Which he wiped away with his thumbs. "I'm sorry Der, I....this song......it just reminded me of them, when they, he made me think he loved me, the memory just hurts so badly, I'm sorry Der", I said as my voice cracked.
He turned off the radio. He looked back at me. "Show me, I want to see it, I want to go through everything with you", he said as he rubbed my wet cheeks with his thumbs. I hesitated before sniffling and nodding. I brought a shaky hand to his cheek and showed him the memory. Of that night.
After a few minutes, I pulled away. He grabbed my hand and kissed my palm. "I'm so sorry my beautiful mate, I have no idea how much this hurts you right now, but I am right here with you, right now, and forever", he said.
I sniffled again, he brought me close to his chest, where I could hear his beating heart. His fingers running through my hair soothingly. I sniffed his scent, which calmed me. I sniffled once more before sighing into his shirt. I gripped his shirt in my hands. Just waning to know he was real. He was in fact real. He was here to help me with my dark and sad past. The one that wouldn't leave me alone. He was here, he didn't leave when he found out. And that made me really happy.
It took a really long time until I did pull away. He kissed my forehead Again, before looking at me. He cupped my cheeks. "I am right here beautiful. Right here and I'm not going to leave any time soon, your stuck with me for a really long time, I'm going to help you get through this, because you deserve it", he said. I sniffled but I have him a smile.
He gave me a smile back. "There's my tough as hell mate", he said as he kissed my forehead once more. He then turned and started the car again.
I reached forward and turned the radio back on. Thankfully it was a different song. It was our song.
I smiled and hummed to it.
His hand In mine felt really nice. He gripped it. Not to tight but in comfort. That he was there. That he was with me to the end.
Soon, and it was too soon for my liking. We got back to the hotel. I sighed and sat there for a second. Before getting out.
I went straight into his arms as his arms wrapped themselves around me. His hands rubbing up and down my back.
We stood there for a couple minutes before I pulled back. His arms still around me. My eyes stared into the beautiful pools of green and brown. His lips found my forehead. I closed my eyes at the feeling. It felt really nice.
He soon pulled back. His eyes looked back into mine. Then they went to my lips, and back to mine. "Can I kiss you?", he asked me. As if he was begging me.
I sighed in relief. Thank god.
"I thought you'd never fucking ask", I said as I cupped his cheek and the back of his head. His lips slammed onto mine. He groaned at the sudden rough kiss that I threw at him. But his hands found my back and pushed me forward. No space between us. Soon his hands put the back of my head and my cheek. His lips moved with mine. He tasted amazing. It wasn't like anything I've ever tasted. His taste was amazing and I never wanted to stop.
My tongue hit his closed lips and his mouth opened for me. I slipped my tongue into his warm mouth and I couldn't help myself as I moaned at the warm wetness of his mouth. God! My hands left the back of his head and trailed down his back to his ass. Pushing him forward into me. Squishing our middles together. He moaned as I did. His tongue found mine and moved around like the tango.
Soon my teeth found his lips and I bit down. He growled into my mouth, my tongue ran up and down his grown fangs that came out. His breathing got heavy. He soon pushed me down onto the hood of the car and started to kiss me roughly and heavily. And I was in love with the kiss. My hands found his hair and pulled lightly. Which ended up with another growl from the big man above me. My legs wrapped around his middle. Our waists rubbed against each other and I couldn't help but moan his name. "Derek", I moaned.
His dual teeth but down on my lip. And I moaned again. The pain was pleasurable. His tongue invaded my mouth. It was amazing. His tongue ran over the top of my mouth. My eyes rolled behind my head. It felt so good.
Before I knew it. He had to pull back, because sadly we both live on air. He pulled back breathing heavily, as was I. His red eyes looking into mine. His opened mouth let me see the sharp looking fangs into his mouth. "You fucking tease, your so beautiful and perfect, I have to stop myself from taking you here and now", he growled at me. I giggled at him. I pecked his lips.
"You know you love it", I said.
He growled again. "I have the urge to mark you as mine, but I'm waiting till later. When I have you alone to myself, and I make our first time together amazing and special for you", he said as he growled.
He brought my wrist up to his lips and kissed it and I knew that was where he was going to mark me. (Even if he bit her, it wouldn't change her, it would just simply mark her as his)
I tightened my legs around him. "I don't want you to go", I said lowly. He chuckled and pecked my lips. "If I don't, I might just ravish you", he said.
I brought our lips closely together. "What's so bad about that?", I whispered to him.
His lips found mine, giving me a ravishingly soft and passionate kiss. He then pulled back slowly. "10 points for being such a fucking tease", he whispered to me. I ended up giggling.
He helped me set my feet back down on the ground.
He held me in his arms. "Truthfully, I was serious, I want our first time together, Amazing and special for you Lillie, I won't take that away from you, not without it being special", he whispered to me. I smiled up at him.
"Ten more points for being such a romantic", I whispered back. He chuckled and kissed my forehead.
"Now go up there and get some sleep, I'll text you goodnight before you do", he said.
I giggled. "You better handsome, or no kisses for a week", I said pecking his lips. I pulled back way to fast for his liking. Which made him whine. "You wouldn't dare", he said.
I turned around. "Try me pretty boy", I said winking at him.
He just gave me a smile. "Your something else Lillie Winchester", he said. I smirked. "It's better to be different then be like everybody else", I said as I winked.
I could have sworn I saw him melt a little.
I giggled as I walked up the stairs. I gave him pucker lips. I kissed my hand and blew him a kiss. I giggled as I saw him pretend to catch it. I walked all the way up the stairs. And opened the door to the room. I saw Sammy and deano on the computer, and Cas watching something on the tv. I smirked. "It better not be the pizza guy again Cas", I said.
I watched as both Sammy and deano jumped in fright. They must have been really into what they were doing.
"Jesus kid, almost killed me there for a second, how the hell do you do that?", Deano asked me. I smirked again. "I have my ways", I said.
I looked at the tv to see Cas watching tv. I saw him watching SpongeBob. It was a rerun.
"How do they do it? How do they make a ocean on the bottom of the ocean? Are we missing something?", Cas asked me innocently.
I giggled and kissed the top of his head. "I don't know Cas, I don't know, we may never know", I said.
I walked over to Sammy and deano. I gave them a hug. And a kiss on the top of their heads. They gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"So deano, who's caught your eye this time tonight, cherry or apple?", I asked giggling. The last time I caught him looking at apple pies. I heard Sammy laughing and deano grumbling under his breath. I just giggled and shook my head.
I walked over to the closet and grabbed a towel. I grabbed my pajamas and walked into the bathroom. I took off my clothes and jumped into the shower. I washed everything. And jumped out of the shower. I dried myself and put on my pajamas. I towel dried my hair and brushed it, along with brushing my teeth.
I heard a ping from my phone and saw a text message from Derek.
Big Guy: goodnight my beautiful mate, sleep well, just so you know, you wouldn't last a week without kissing me. 😉
I laughed and shook my head.
Me: maybe not, but you wouldn't even last a day without my lips on yours baby. 😘
I smirked. And watched the little bubbles come on.
Big Guy: ugh fine, maybe that's true, but your lips are like sin, I need them on mine, there like a drug.
I laughed, he is so fucking corny.
Me: Your so fucking corny, you know that, 10 points to being corny.
I saw a immediate response.
Big Guy: it's fucking worth it. Goodnight sugar lips.
I couldn't help my laugh at the nickname.
Me: goodnight mr. sour wolf.
Big Guy: ugh! I'm going to Strangle stiles for that, he gave me that nickname.
I just ended up laughing. And sending him a kissy emoji.
Big Guy: goodnight beautiful sleep well.
I swear he's the best. I shut off my phone and walked out of the bathroom.
I jumped into bed and laid face down on my pillow.
"Long day?", Sammy Asked me. I moaned in response.
"Would you be happy that we got your favorite for lunch tomorrow?", deano asked me.
I mumbled a yes into the pillow. I heard the light switch being turned off and felt two body's get on the bed. I snuggled up into Sammy. He always felt warm. And I always fell asleep right away when I snuggled up to him.
I closed my eyes and sighed. Slowly falling asleep.
My dreams mostly on his soft Derek's lips were. They were so damn soft.