Picture: Kayden Whitly
Kayden's POV:
"I think you look amazing," West tells me from his spot on the bed, watching me through the mirror before me. "If you didn't have the hots for Sam I would drag you to the bed right this second." My eyes roll as I mess with my hair for the hundredth time. My blonde hair is set in a wave that almost covers my eye and is as soft a can be. My clothes are simple yet flattering, a black leather jacket covering a simple black T-shirt, a pair of blue jeans and black Vans.
Finally turning towards West, I give him a big smile. "You know, if I didn't like Sam I would like you," I admit as I take a seat next to the purple haired boy, his face brightened by the smug smirk on it.
"I know, I'm just that sexy," He runs a hand through his shockingly purple hair and sends a wink my way, making me laugh. "Well, you have about an hour, what do you want to talk about?"
I lean against my headboard, and for the next hour, West and I talk about everything under the sun. He tells me about how he found out he was gay when he was nine. He had a huge crush on his best friend, which is the reason their friendship ended. West tells me about how his father was kind of upset when he found out his son was gay, but no matter what West was, his dad loved him regardless.
His purple hair- dyed that because it's his favorite color- is not only a symbol of his "hotness", but also a symbol of gayness and how he isn't afraid for the world to know it. That's the thing I envy about West, his not being afraid to show the world his true colors. I would never in a million years be able to tell anyone I'm gay other than West- who is my closest friend- and my family- no duh there.
Not even Sam, who admitted to me he was gay. Samuel Kendler is gay. I swear, I'm in heaven. Or a dream. Oh please let this not be a dream. When West is rambling on about his older sister and how she keeps trying to set him up with her gay friend, I subtly pinch myself to make sure I'm not dreaming.
Yeah, it's not a dream.
"Okay tiger, your time to shine is now," West says after about an hour. "Knock 'em dead! Well... Don't literally knock Sam dead 'cause then you wouldn't be able to have sex with him... So just have fun and don't make a fool out of yourself."
I roll my eyes as my friend pushes me out the door and into the hallway. "Aren't you leaving too?" West has been over my house since last night, he fell asleep and I didn't bother to wake him up, because last time I tried, absolutely nothing happened.
West shakes his head. "I'm gonna hang out with June Bug," He tells me as we make our way downstairs. "Your sister is really cool to hang around once she stops trying to seduce you." I snicker at the thought of June trying to seduce West and failing miserably.
I give West a hug- evading the kiss he tries to steal- and yell goodbye to my mom and sister before running to my car and jumping in. This could either be the best time ever, or this could go horribly, horribly wrong.
...
I arrive at Sam's in less than five minutes, but sit in the car for about three or four to collect my thoughts. You can do this, I tell myself. You can do this Kayd, it's not like it's a date.
"Are you gonna sit in your car for an hour or are you gonna come inside my house," A familiar voice asks me, making me jump and let out a tiny yelp. I look over to the window and see Sam leaning in it, laughing crazily at me.
"Shut up!" I laugh before getting out of my car. "Thank you for the damn heart attack, nice to see you too." I roll my eyes but can't help but get antsy at how hot Sam looks. White T-shirt that is pulled tight over his muscles, showing his abs and all their glory. He has blue jeans like me, but they make his ass look glorious.
Not that I'm checking out his ass...
What am I saying, of course I am, he is Sam Kendler.
Sam chuckles and punches my arm lightly before grabbing it and pulling me inside. "Thank you for coming over," My crush looks back at me and smiles, still towing me along into his house. "I know we obviously didn't have the best start but... That's in the past, right?"
I nod my head and once we are finally in his house, I pry his hand off my arm. "Dude, I'm gonna get a bruise if you hold my arm that tight," I laugh at the redness on Sam's face and poke his nose. "Oh chill, I'm fine."
Sam's sister comes into the room, her black hair curled and pushed to the side. "Hi, you're Kayden, right?" I nod my head and smile at her. "I'm Macy, Sam's older sister." Macy sticks out a manicured hand. I take it and shake her hand, seeing the resemblance between Macy and Sam.
"So where are you two going?" Macy asks once we finish our greeting. "Staying here?" Sam nods his head and gives his sister an odd look before grabbing my arm yet again and pulling me up the stairs.
"I hope you don't mind if we just hang out," Sam says, his hand still on my arm and pulling me into a gigantic bedroom that could house at least ten people. The walls are painted a baby blue and are covered in posters of bands and there is even a poster of Channing Tatum. A black bed sits next to a picture window, the view breathtaking as it looks out to a little pond right in the Kendler's backyard.
"Woah," Is the only thing that I can say as I take in Sam's bedroom. Who knew I would ever be in Samuel Kendler's- The boy I like- bedroom.
Sam smiles at me and it seems to light up the whole room. "Yeah well... It's nice and all but I get kinda lonely all by myself."
I look at him in confusion. "But you're Samuel Kendler, everyone loves you," It's true, everyone loves him. He has friends and you can't forget about his loyal fangirls. No, seriously, every time Sam walks past a group of girls, each one let's out a scream.
Every. Fucking. Time.
Sam shrugs and picks up a baseball from on top of his dresser. "Yeah, I am popular, that's a no brainer. But..." He lets out an aggravated sigh and run his fingers through his silky black hair. "But I think there is more to life than parties and people who look at you as "the cool kid". Yeah, that basically describes my life but I'm sick of it. I want to find someone who I love that can love me back for being me. I don't want a fake girlfriend who I don't love because I'm not into girls, and I don't want that girl to love me just because of my looks. I want a guy. Yes, I am admitting this to you because I truly trust you, Kayden, but I want a guy who can love me not only because of my looks, but because of my personality. But do you know how many people like that out in the world? Hardly any because they look at me and think I'm some stuck up asshole who cares nothing excepting partying 'till the crack of dawn, and sleeping with girls who's names I won't remember the next day. And yeah, that was my life, but I'm done with it, Kayden. I am done with being Mr. Popular." With that, he sits on the edge of his bed and holds his head in his hands.
I have the strongest urge to reach out and run my fingers through his hair, to pull him in for a hug, to kiss him. But I'm "straight" and can't do that.
But you know what I say to all that? To hell with it.
"Sam?" I ask in a timid voice, causing my crush to look up at me with sad eyes. "I wasn't being... One hundred percent truthful..." Confusion dances across his adorable face, his eyebrows scrunching together and his lips pressing into a hard line.
"What? What haven't you been truthful about?" He stands in front of me, his height making me feel like a midget.
I suck in a deep breath, filling my lungs to the point of aching, and say in one breath "I'mgay,"
Sam stares at me for a long, long while before his eyebrows pull together again. "If this is a joke, it isn't very funny,"
I shake my head rapidly, and I can see his features match what I guess mine looked like when he kissed my neck. "No. I... Well, I was afraid to tell you I was gay, because I wasn't sure how you would take it."
His eyes widen, his jaw drops a tad, and he takes a step forwards. "You're really gay?" I nod my head. "Oh my fuck... Well why the hell didn't you tell me before? Wait... Just 'cause you're gay doesn't mean you like me, huh?" His body crumples a little, and it's the first time I noticed for sure that Sam likes me.
Holy crap.
"You like me?" I take a step towards him as well so that we are at arms length apart. Sam looks down at his floor with a look of embarrassment, his face turning a cute pink color.
"Um... Maybe," He admits softly, causing my heart to bang against my rib cage. "Please... Don't freak out and run away, because I swear I won't-"
I cut him off by tilting his chin up, making me look at him. "Are you blind or something? 'Cause if my crush on you isn't that visible, I don't know what is." His eyes widen even more, making them the size of saucers.
"You like me..." Sam says in a whispery way, his voice barley there, but enough for me to smile and nod my head. He pulls me into his arms, still staring at me with those gorgeous blue eyes that now hold shock and relief. "Well, Mr. Whitly, I like you more than you know."
And then he is kissing me, this time the kiss filled with passion to the max. His kiss makes me feel lightheaded and has my heart beating at a million miles per second, but it is so amazing.
Sam's tongue darts out and skims my lower lip, asking for access to the recesses of my mouth. I happily oblige and part my lips enough for him to slip his tongue in. It wrestles with my own, both of us trying to claim dominance, but I let him win and take my tongue in between his lips, him sucking it and me moaning like crazy.
Who knew Sam would ever kiss me like that? Never in a million years would I have guessed it.
His lips move from mine down to my jaw, where he doesn't leave one inch of it untouched. Once he is finished with my jaw, he moves down to my neck, the side he hasn't already bit, and starts to kiss me. I bite my bottom lip to stop the loud groans that threaten to slip from my mouth.
"You should have told me earlier," Sam mumbles against my neck, creating a vibration that sends waves of pleasure straight down my body, making me shiver. He places one more kiss there before pulling off of me and staring into my eyes. "Why did you cry when I kissed you then?"
His hand moves to my face, his thumb slowly caressing my cheekbone and making my eyes flutter closed. I take a deep breathe before telling him "I thought that it was a joke, that you knew I was gay and that I liked you and you wanted to make me embarrassed. I-I know it sounds stupid, but..." Sam runs his fingers through my hair, still staring intently at my face.
"I would never do that, Kayd," He tells me before wrapping his strong arms around me. "I've liked you since I saw you shaking your ass while you called yourself sexy." My face turns red as I remember the video. Yesterday and today I got a lot of shit about it; People were walking up to me and shaking their asses and chanting sexy over and over.
Sam chuckles before placing a kiss on my forehead. "I really do think I'm gay," He laughs again and kisses my lips softly, a kiss that lasts a second but is the best damn thing ever. "So West was right all along... He even said I could be gay, but I told him there was no way, and here I am with my arms wrapped around the boy I like."
I sigh contently and run my hand up and down his back. "I'm sorry for lying," I tell him softly as he walks to the bed, me still in his arms. "I should have told you, but I was too scared." As I finish the last words, I feel myself falling onto the bed with Sam still wrapped around me. We lay there for a few minutes, no sound coming from us whatsoever other than our even breathes.
"Kayden?" Sam asks in a hushed tone, as if I was about to ask a very important question, but didn't want to break the peace between us.
"Yeah?"
He snuggles closer to me, nuzzling into my neck before asking a question that stops my heart from beating. A question that makes me want to vomit and scream for joy all at once.
"Will you be my boyfriend?"
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