•honestly i love these things too much
•pwark jisung
•literally the sweetest boy on earth
•so if you read the "NCT Dream as your boyfriend" you'd know that jisung was really shy when it came to you
•when he first met you he couldn't look you in the eyes
•and that was followed by awkward handshakes
•and awkward encounters
•and awkward conversations
•basically everything that you two did ended up being awkward asf
•but nonetheless, jisung developed feelings for you
•since he couldn't actually look to you without looking statue or talking to you like he was a broken record
•he decided to watch from afar
•and just seeing you laugh with the other members made him happy
•even though he was jealous that he didn't have that confidence to speak to you he was happy
•by now basically all of the members knew about his crush on you
•it was chenle and jeno who helped him overcome his fear and finally he began to talk to you
•he finally stopped stuttering and making things awkward(well not entirely but he was working on it)
•"guys i really, really can't talk to her, i can't even look her in the eyes"
•"well you're going to face your fears today!"
•"wHAt? NO DON'T PUSH ME TOWARDS HER—heyyyy, (y/n)!"
•after all of that preparation to talk to her they finally became friends instead of acquaintances
•he was always so jittery after speaking to you
•he couldn't believe he's finally talking to you after weeks and weeks of not being able to
•but one day you came to him, crying
•he was so confused but he immediately jumped into action
•he didn't even question it, he just immediately wrapped his arms around you and hugged you
•he let you sob into his shirt until you were finished
•a very close family member of yours had passed away that day
•he stayed by your side to make sure you cheered up and were smiling again
•it took a few weeks but you were soon back to normal
•spending all that time with you just made jisung fall deeper for you
•he learned so much about you, you were like his best friend now
•he couldn't hold back his excitement to see you each day
•you were on his mind for like half of the day
•and when that very special day came he felt like he could do anything
•like confess his feelings for you
•jeno and chenle were back with GRADE A CONFESSING SKILLS
•it took some convincing but they eventually got jisung to walk up to you
•"okay jisung, all you have to do is tell her how you feel"
•"o-okay here goes nothing"
•"NO you have to give it your all"
•"okay? here goes everything?"
•"oh hey jisung—"
•"I LIKE YOU"
•of course you found him adorable and you opened up about your feelings towards him too
•which started your new relationship together
•you both didn't want the others to know so you kept your relationship a secret
•of course you both couldn't help but be touchy-feely with each other at times but you hid it pretty well
•you both kept it a secret for a few months without anyone knowing
•but when you both were caught sleeping together on the couch, your little secret was compromised
•the others weren't even mad
•they were waiting for you two to get together
•jisung loves to cuddle with you
•he can't not cuddle you
•hugs are his favorite too
•when he first back hugged you he never wanted to let go
•he could spend days in that position
•it was already a given that he was taller than you so that made it even better
•he liked it whenever you would lean your head on his chest
•he felt like he was protecting you
•"y/n, lean your head right here"
•"why?"
•"so i can protect you"
•"i think that should be the other way around"
•"what?"
•"i have to be alert to fight off anything that comes near my jisungie~"
•according to his members, jisung breaks anything he touches
•too bad for you, you learned it the hard way
•first it started off with a simple and small glow stick
•jisung bent it so hard it didn't even light up
•that's something light, so you just laughed it off
•you weren't mad at all, it takes a lot to make you mad
•next it was your earbuds
•all jisung did was place them down on the table and then the next second one of the earbuds didn't work
•but apparently there was water on the table and it got to them
•of course you were a little annoyed but jisung got you a new pair and everything was peachy
•but when jisung broke your very very VERY expensive sunglasses
•boy were you mad
•you didn't talk to him for a good five days
•he would always show up at your house just wanting to come inside to apologize but you never let him inside
•one day he showed up with another pair of the same glasses that he broke
•you immediately forgave him
•"i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to break them, i just wanted to try them on"
•"it's okay jisung, just tell me when you want to touch my expensive stuff"
•you both spent the day in since jisung didn't have a busy schedule
•when you told your parents that you were dating a famous kpop idol they were a bit surprised
•they were also worried
•because what if some of his crazed fans showed up at their doorstep wanting to hurt you
•and they were a bit iffy on you having to keep the relationship a secret in order for that to not happen
•they were scared you would have a slip up and boom your entire relationship with jisung would be put out into the open for any big news company to snag
•but you and jisung knew to be careful with sharing information on dating people
•"so jisung is there anyone—"
•"sorry! i'm not in a relationship at the moment"
•"but i haven't finished my—"
•"IM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYONE"
•of course it hurt to hear jisung deny your relationship but you knew he had to do it in order to stay with you
•"its okay baby, you know i'm not ashamed of you"
•"i know it just hurts to hear it out loud"
•"you know i love you though.."
•"i know, i love you too"
•right now, no one but the members and managers know about your relationship
•and you both intend to keep it that way
•he loves you
•you love him
•and that's all that really matters
•welp i guess i'm finished here
•thanks for reading!
•i'll probably add more stuff in a second part
•so yeah
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