Yoongi's POV
The smell of fresh food being cooked woke me up. And I knew who it was. I woke up as I stretched my arms and rubbed my eyes. With a smile on my lips, I got out of the room, heading downstairs.
I saw her cooking breakfast for me while humming a song. She would always wake up earlier than me. That kinda annoys me a little because i want to be on the bed with her when I wake up.
With a smirk on my face, I walk towards her as I held her waist tightly with my arms burried my face on her back. "Hey!"
Me : what? Cant I do that to my wife?
" of course you can but you see, I am making food for you let me g-"
I started tickling her which made her laugh.
"Hey suga...haha..wait..don't do that I am telling y-HAHAH"
I giggled seeing her like this. Gosh she is so cute.
I stopped and she turned around with a frown. "You little sugar!" She gritted her teeth "I am telling you, don't do that again because I am very scary" she said as she pinched my nose. I touched her soft hair "oh Jisoo...you are so frickin beautiful"
She rolled her eyes. "Hey. I'm serious okay. I mean-" my hands trailed from her waist to all the way to her face. I touched her cheeks as I bought her face closer to mine. I closed my eyes as I leaned closer and whispered in her ear "how am I supposed to keep my hands off you?"
"then why? Why did you do this?"
I frowned and opened my eyes. I looked at her with a confused expression. She was in tears. "Then why? Why didn't you accept my love? Why did you made me leave? Why did you even..."
"Jisoo what? What are you even...saying?"
She cried while I let go her waist and stood there with a very confused expression.
"I did..I did what?"
She cried and cried harder "yes. You ruined me. Because of you I had to leave YG, get criticized and even... leave blackpink"
The surroundings became black with now just her and me standing in somewhere like everything was black "I will never forgive you yoongi, never"
"I'll never come back to you ever! I'll never forgive you"
She started to walk back, more like fading away. I ran upto her but the more I ran, the more she looked like she was far. "Jisoo please, I am sorry don't do this.." i pleaded with teary eyes. She shook her head with crystal-like tears.
I suddenly stopped while I felt a strong force was holding me in place. it felt like an invisible hands holding my arms and legs ''Jisoo! wait ! please don't go! please don't leave....''
I woke up with sweat dripping off my face and heart beating fast like it was gonna explode. I looked around my surroundings and gave a sigh of relief.
I got out of bed and pulled the curtains which were near me, admiring the view through my big glass window. its been 5 years. 5 years since that incident. That incident which left me in darkness again
Flashback
Author's POV
The guards threw him out of the airport. The police and the others were saying something but he stood there with a lifeless expression. What can he get more? he was now in a pool of guilty and sadness where there was no escape. he went towards hi bike and started driving.
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Yoongi was on his terrace, drinking 3 bottles of wine. He didn't know what to do at this point. Jisoo had gone, the media was criticizing bp as well as jisoo and most importantly,
he was in the darkness again. the pain, the tears, the screams, were here again.
7:30 PM
Lisa was sleeping peacefully finally because when jisoo left, she was a crying mess. Jennie was in her room after that incident and never came out. maybe she was crying too, it is just that she is a silent crier. rose was in the kitchen because both jennie and lisa didn't eat after jisoo left. she decided to make Japchae, jennie's fav food and lisa's fav food, french fries. hoping that it would at least enlighten thier moods. but she herself was upset. as she went to keep the plates on the table, she heard the doorbell ring. keeping the plate on the table, she went to open the door. as she opened it, was disapponted. Min Yoongi. the reason behind all this mess. his face was all expression less as he was leaning against the side of the wall and eyes shining like he had just wiped his tears. ''hey...'' he said while he looked like his eyes were gonna shut off any second and he would fall. Rose could smell the wine smell coming of his mouth. disgusted, she frowned her eyebrows and closed the door but yoongi kept his foot between the edge of the door. Rose was irritated, she couldn't see the person who caused Jisoo, someone like her elder sis, leave. she tried to force close the door but yoongi was tougher. irritation and anger grew in her body as she said ''What do you want?'' frowning her eyebrows. ''please help me'' he dropped to the ground and started crying hard. ''I too....'' he rubbed his nose ''I too am sad when she left. its not just you all who is sad, crying and stuff. its me too, its me too'' he started crying loud ''so please... please tell me where she is.. maybe, maybe I can bring her back.. maybe I can..'' with eyes of hopes, he looked at rose's eyes but got no answer. he started rubbing his nose and eyes. rose's frowning face was replaced with a sad, sympathic face. she somehow felt bad for him. the way he cried, it showed how much he loved her. so if she told him where jisoo is, maybe... maybe he could bring her back. but the angry and irritated side of her stopped her. maybe yoongi is doing this because he was drunk, maybe he was doing this because of popularity? maybe he was doing this because he wanted to prove blackpink wrong and maybe there were his secret reporters who were filming this who could prove it to the media that jisoo was wrong and he was right? moreover, she felt sympathetic towards the guy who ended jisoo's career? oh hell no. with no answer, she reached for the handle and pulled it. yoongi looked up, surprised, ''h-hey? aren't you... aren't you gonna tell me where she is? please? PLEASE!'' ''like hell I would help you'' she slammed the door in front of his crying face. he stood up, not knowing what to do. 'so rose... she won't tell me where she is? that means...' he burried his face in his hands and cried.
as he reached home, the house was silent. it was like the other members knew he didn't liked it when someone is near him when he is sad. he just needed jisoo by his side. with the wine bottles that he had bought, he stormed into his room and locked it. he started drinking one wine bottle and threw the other wine bottles on his bed. as he had drink it, he stared at his table. he started throwing everything which was on it, his computer, his speakers, notebooks and stuff. once the table was empty, he flipped it. he took the chair and threw it afar the bedroom. he took the wine bottles and threw it on the mirrors. he sat on the ground and started crying like a mad person ''jisoo come back..'' but this madness was of no use because he knew, jisoo had gone and she was never coming back in his life, ever again.
Flashback ended
*current time*
yoongi's POV
I stared at the empty dark sky through my window. I sighed.
I had left BTS, bighit and my idol career. I moved to japan I just started my career again as a solo rap artist but not so much of it. I just sometimes collab with some artists and thats just it . as it had been 5 years, the news was now gone. I am not popular. but I won't say no one recognises me. some, they do but mostly they don't. when someone recognizes me in public, i just ignore them and keep walking. I kinda gave a weak smile as remembering my past life as kpop idol. who knew? no one had ever knew that someone as popular would fall. it was like i had fallen from a great success to a pile of dirt. and i deserve it. someone like me deserves it. at least, i never faced great critisicm, harshful comments which made me leave. unlike jisoo. its because of me for which she had to face so many troubles but she never came back to take revenge on me. at one point of time, i stayed patient and waited for her to return as I had this feelings that one day, one day she might come again. but those were just false hope, she never came back.
I kept staring at the night sky. the sky was dark, not even a single star in it. it was black, just like my life, full of depression. it wasn't the sky which was at the night when I wished which somehow dragged me in time loop. speaking of time loop, why do me and jisoo never get loops? what happened? did it somehow broke the wish? ''I just wish that... one dream, only in one dream if I could see her. it would be okay if its only for 5 seconds but I really want to see her. really.'' I wished. As if it would come true. i shrugged it off as I pull close the curtains and went to lay on my bed ''it is going to be a boring day anyways'' i whispered as I pulled the blankets over me.
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everything was vivid, it was... i would say blurry. I knew it was a dream afterall‚ but which seem strange was that... I felt.. I think it's a lucid dream. The surrounding were blurry‚ it was like holographic everywhere. Soon a figure started to form from far. I didn't know who it was. It was when I realized it's the back of a girl. When she turned around‚ I couldn't believe who it was.
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Hey there readers! Thank you so much for voting and commenting on my story which just... inspires me and supports me to right more.
When I was writing the previous chapter‚ I thought I would end it in a happy ending in which jisoo comes back to Korea and they meet and blah blah‚ but the votes‚ comments surprised me that so many people are interested in it. So I decided to extend the story hehe.
Also I am thinking on making a jisoo x V
(Vsoo) story after this story ends. It will be different from this story totally different.
And sorry for not bringing the other BTS members in this story because I thought I am gonna write but it's 2 am and I am lazy hehe.
Anyways thank you soooo much for reading my story I love you all!!!!!!!💜💜💜
~Liariya (I know‚ I never thought I would reveal my name but oh well. Not even my family can pronounce it.)
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