I'm very happy today because we are together. I know that we will always be happy with each other.
Honestly, I'm not expecting anything from him. It's really hard to read his mind but I can read his heart like a book. I know, I can feel how much he loves me.
I felt a kiss on my cheek...
"Good morning, Wine..."
I smiled because of what I've heard. Humarap na lang ako sa kanya. He is also smiling at me.
"Good morning, Whiskey..."
I'm just looking at his eyes. I can see that he is also happy with me. I'm so glad for him. He looks so handsome right now. Oh, lagi naman pala siyang gwapo.
"Hmmm... Please hold that smile, ok?" I said while getting my phone.
"Why?" He asked.
"Just please hold that smile!"
I took pictures of him. Mukhang nabigla siya pero lalong napangiti.
"You are more handsome when smiling," I said.
Bigla niyang hinablot ang phone ko. Oh, ito na naman siya. I felt nervous because he glared at me.
"W-Why are you looking at me like that? May nagawa ba akong mali?"
Lalo niyang nilapit sa akin ang mga mata niya na masamang tumitig kaya napaatras na lang ako.
"Bakit hindi ako ang wallpaper mo? Bakit walang heart 'yung pangalan ko sa contacts mo?" He asked seriously.
"A-Ah ano kasi? Hmmm... Hindi ko pa napapalitan," kabado 'kong sagot.
"No! The truth is, you are not proud that I am your boyfriend," he said.
"H-Hey! That's not true! I'm always proud of you!" I said.
He smirked...
"Really?" He asked again.
I nodded...
"Hmmm... Ako ba ang wallpaper ng phone mo?" Nahihiya 'kong tanong.
He did not answer. Parang nabigla pa siya sa tanong ko. Ang weird, why is he acting like this?
"Patingin ako ng phone mo!" Sabi ko.
Kukunin ko na sana ang phone niya pero tinago niya bigla.
"H-Hey! Patingin ako!" Sabi ko.
Once again, I tried to get his phone but never let me. Nasa isang kamay niya ang phone at ginapos naman ng isa niyang kamay ang katawan ko.
He's so strong! Pinipilit ko abutin ang phone niya pero mahigpit ang hawak niya sa katawan ko. Aarrrggghhh!
"Don't try to get it. Hindi mo kaya," natatawa niyang sabi.
"H-Hey! Patingin kasi ako!"
I saw him smirked...
Oh, I always feel so nervous everytime that I saw him smirking.
"You really want to get my phone?"
I nodded...
Nagulat ako dahil bigla niyang pinasok ang phone sa loob ng boxers niya. He looked at me while showing his devilish smile.
"Now, get it if you want..."
I just cleared my throat. I just moved away and I bit my lower lip. He is just laughing at me. Nahihiya tuloy ako.
"Hahahahah you are so cute, Wine. You are so submissive!"
"Hey! I'm not submissive!" I said.
"Yes you are! Hahahahah!"
Arrrggghhh! He is just laughing at me so hard. I don't know what I should do to prove myself.
"I'm not submissive. You are just very dominant," I said.
He looked at me...
Nagulat ako dahil bigla siyang pumatong sa akin at hinawakan niya ang mga kamay ko.
H-He is so strong! I can't move because of his grip. He moved his face closer to mine and I can smell his warm breath. Ang bango, sobra.
"Maybe, you're right. I'm very dominant and you are my submissive."
Pinagdikit niya ang mga kamay ko sa ibabaw ng ulo ko at hinawakan niya ng mahigpit gamit ang isang kamay niya lang.
G-Ganito ba talaga siya kalakas? Isang kamay niya lang ang katumbas ng buong lakas ko?
His other hand held my chin. His eyes looks so enchanting. I-I don't know what I should do.
"I love your innocence..."
Pumikit na lang ako at naramdaman ko ang mga labi niya sa noo ko.
Napadilat na lang ako bigla. He is just smiling at me. Pinakawalan na niya ako at natatawa lang siya ng mahina.
Honestly, I'm so happy because I can see him smiling and laughing with me. Sana, ganito na lang siya palagi.
"Whiskey, bibili muna ako ng lulutuin ko mamaya. Just wait for me," I said.
"No, I want to go with you!"
"Hmmm... Baka mamaya ma-bored ka lang sa grocery. I'll be quick," I said.
He is just looking at me. I went out of my apartment. Honestly, I won't ask for anything. Kuntento ako sa buhay ko at mas naging masaya pa nang dumating si Whiskey.
I'm just walking papunta sa grocery. Malapit lang naman kasi. Pagdating ko sa grocery, nag-isip na lang ako ng pwedeng bilhin.
"Ano kaya ang pwede 'kong lutuin?"
Puro kangkong kasi ang palaging pinapaluto sa akin ni Whiskey hahahah. What if I cook something different?
Ah! Magluluto na lang ako ng pakbet and bicol express! Yeah! I know that he will love it. After I bought all the ingredients, there is something that caught my attention. I saw a cake!
Oh! I miss eating cake! Ang sarap ng flavor nila may chocolate sansrival!
Bumili na lang din ako ng cake at umuwi na ako. When I get back home, he is not here. Nasaan kaya siya?
"Oh, you're here!"
I-I'm in shock because of the voice that I've heard. I looked at my side and I saw a lady in black sitting at my bed.
"You're place is so small but it's cute!"
"W-What are you doing here?"
She looked at me seriously. Kinabahan na ako. She looks so mad at me and I don't know why. She walked towards me. Napaatras tuloy ako.
"Why are you not answering my calls?Do you know that no one dare to do that at me?"
"I-I'm sorry... He changed my number because he saw your name on my phone," I said nervously.
"What? You told him everything?"
Nagulat ako dahil sa lakas ng boses niya. Sa totoo lang, takot na takot na ako. She is so mad right now.
"I-I'm sorry," I said nervously.
She slapped my face really hard...
"You betrayed me! I thought I can trust you but no! You are just a trash that no one should trust!"
She kicked my stomach and I can't move. She is so mad at me.
Ubo lang ako ng ubo sa sobrang sakit ng tiyan ko. After a second, she slapped me again.
Bigla niyang piniga ang mukha ko. Kitang-kita ko sa mga mata niya ang galit. Natatakot ako sa kanya.
"You know what? I can smell people like you from within. He will never like you, faggot!"
My tears started falling because of what she said. Bigla niya akong sinabunutan at hinatak niya ako sa salamin.
"Oh, look at you? You're a total mess!"
I cried harder... I'm just looking at the mirror while she is pulling my hair.
I don't know what to do. I look awful in front of the mirror. I tried to escape from her but I can't.
Nabigla ako dahil inuntog niya ako sa salamin. The shattered pieces are falling into the ground. I saw a red broken mirror. There's a thick liquid flowing from it's crack. I realized that it is my own blood.
"Oh look, that will happen to your life. You are just an insect that I can easily smash and crush!"
Kinaladkad niya ako papunta sa lababo at binuksan niya ang tubig. Nanghihina na ako at nahihilo.
"P-Please stop..." I said while crying.
She whispered at my ear while pulling my hair.
"You want me to stop? Oh, I won't! You deserve this!"
Nilublob niya ang mukha ko sa planggana. H-Hindi ako makahinga. Kinakapos ako ng hangin!
I tried to defend myself but I can't! She's too strong even she's a lady!
Inangat niya ang mukha ko kaya naghahabol ako ng hininga. Iyak na ako ng iyak at hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. I saw that water turns into red because of my own blood.
"I'm begging you. P-Please, stop this."
She laughed...
I'm shaking because her laugh is so terrifying. I'm so scared! Wala akong magawa kung hindi ang umiyak na lang. H-Hindi ko kayang lumaban.
"Listen, get away from him! I'll make your worthless life miserable!"
Nilublob niya ulit ang mukha ko kaya hindi na ako makahinga. I-I tried to stop her but she is too strong! I don't understand how does she have this immense strength.
Pakiramdam ko, puputok na ang mga ugat sa lalamunan ko. I can't breathe!
I just closed my eyes because I'm drowning. I don't have enough strength to survive.
After a second, I heard her scream like someone attacked her.
I felt that someone pulled me from the water. Someone is slapping my face.
"H-Hey! Are you alright?"
I opened my eyes because I heard his voice. Lalo akong napaiyak nang makita ko si Whiskey. He is so worried about me.
Napansin ko na nakahiga si Vodka sa sahig at namimilipit siya sa sakit.
"Wine, are you alright? I-I'm so sorry, I came so late!" He said nervously.
I feel safe because he's here. I forced myself to speak. I don't want him to worry about me.
"I-I'm fine..."
Unti-unting tumayo si Vodka kahit na nanghihina siya. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nangyari.
"You'll pay for this!" She shouted.
Susugod na sana siya ulit pero mukhang nagdalawang-isip siya sa titig ni Whiskey sa kanya.
"Go! Fight me! We both know that you won't stand a chance! You never win over me," he said seriously.
She look like a mess. Pansin ko na nanghihina na rin siya. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang ginawa ni Whiskey sa kanya.
"Brother, do not waste your life with that trash! Come back to us!"
He slapped his sister. Nabigla ako sa nangyari. I-I can't believe this.
"Never ever call him that way or I'll definitely cut your tongue!"
I can see fear from her eyes. Pati ako natakot sa boses ni Whiskey. Galit na galit siya kay Vodka.
After a second, the fear from her eyes turned into rage. She is shaking.
"Maybe I can't fight you but I know he can. Hindi ako mag-isa, Whiskey! Alam mo 'yan! You will regret what you did to me!"
Ramdam ko na kinabahan si Whiskey dahil sa sinabi ni Vodka. W-What is happening? Ngayon lang siya kinabahan ng ganito!
"You are just wasting your life with that person! Come back to us! We have another transaction and we need your help!" She said.
"Oh, that's it! You just need my help! Ginagamit niyo lang ako pero hindi niyo ako tinuring na pamilya! My life is just a waste when I'm with you! You know what? I rather die than living with that kind of family!" He shouted.
Vodka laughed...
"What's happening to you, brother? Hindi ka naman ganyan. Tell me honestly, are you in love with that guy?" She asked while laughing.
He did not answer...
Gulat na gulat si Vodka. Tinitigan niya ako bigla kaya kinakabahan ako.
"Oh my! For real? Tell me that you're just kidding! How? Hindi ikaw 'yan Whiskey! Hindi ka ganyan!"
Mukhang hindi siya makapaniwala. After a second, she laughed.
"Hahahah it's so hilarious! I thought you're straight! Parehas lang pala kayo ni Soju! Mom will get very mad about this! Humanda ka!"
She is just laughing while walking outside my apartment. She looks so crazy! Mabuti naman at wala na siya. Nakakatakot si Vodka, ayoko na siyang makita ulit.
Nahihilo ako... Kanina pa ako nanghihina. Nakayakap lang sa akin si Whiskey. Hindi siya kumikibo at parang wala sa sarili.
I just touched my head and my wound hurts badly. I need to clean it. I have to fix myself. Napansin ko na parang hindi talaga siya kumikibo.
Napatingin na lang ako kay Whiskey. Nabigla ako sa nakita ko.
T-This is the first time that I saw fear from his eyes!