Sometimes during moments like these..
My expectations turn into disappointments.
And those disappointments
reflect all the failures that I had to endure in my life.
How can I enjoy sunny days, when in my mind
there are only storms and hurricanes?
Throwing out the positive thoughts like their pieces of old furniture.
There is no solution for this equation that I've been yearning to solve.
No one can help you.
No one understands you.
No one really cares..
I need someone.
anyone to just understand me
for who I am.