As I felt my whole body shut down, everything went still. I could hear things and feel things but I couldn't move. Am I dead I thought, I tried to roll over but I couldn't. After my father finished my mother raped me, I could feel everything but I couldn't react. Honestly, even if I was still awake I don't think I would try to fight back. After they were finished beating and raping me, my father pulled me by my hair and drug me to me and the girls room. He threw me in the room and then woke everyone up, because of the impact my eyes opened a tiny bit but I was to weak to try to open then wider.
All you worthless things help ya momma he said then kicked me in my stomach making blood seep out the side of my mouth. He then walked and slammed the door. Aaniyah was they first one up then when she turned the light on, I knew she seen my bleeding out. She rushed to my side screaming and crying she let our a scream for Mj and Jj. With every scream her voice cracked more and more she set my head in her lap as I look threw my hardly opened eyes. She put my head in her arms as I coughed up more blood, I then seen Jj's red eyes run and sit on the other side of my. I had my bra and panties on but I guess they hurt me so badly there was blood all over my white panties and my white bra. I could barely breathe, I seen Mj come in my vision while crying. Whenever they would touch my body I would flinch or let out a painful cry. The babies raced out of bed and ran over to me once they realized what was happening. They all tried to get to me but Bey2 held then back as they cried for me I tried to turn and look at them but I was to weak. Aaniyah was in tears so I slowly brought my hand to hers giving it a light squeeze. She then smiled as she tried, she slowly walked away and then I heard bath water running. After I guess the water was done Mj gently craddled me as he walked me to the bathroom, its connected to me and the girls room.
Bey2 came in and bathed me and Aaniyah washed my hair. As they washed me blood infested the waters. Johsah came in and was attempting to keep my eyes open. I love my family we take care of eachother more than anyone can ever do. After they got me out the tub Bey2 tried me off and put me on some fresh clothes. Mj pushed our 2 beds together, she gently put me in the middle of the bed then everyone laid down by me. Blue laid right down by me and gently pecked my lips before I laid my head in her neck and we all fell asleep.
*morning*
I woke up to everyone already up and I was fully dressed. I felt my hair and it was done I smiled, I attemtped to get off the bed but once my feet hit the ground I fell. It hurt so bad I let out a raspy scream and everyone came running in.
Beybey you can't walk Mj is gonna carry you all day Bey2 said as she puts on my shoes. I looked back at Mj and he was at the door frame trying to fix Boie's hair, it was honestly funny to watch. This is what I was wearing this
We all were wearing red today. Once Mj picked me up then Johsah grabbed my black nike backpack. Once we made it to the door we were met with Kimani, Amina, Flourish, and Denise. Kimani seen what condition I was in a grabbed me from Mj, I gently put my head in her neck as she rubbed my back then kissed my scalp.
Im soory BeyBey Matthew tried to rap me, Amina, and Flourish but when we didn't go for it so he beat us, then he must've went and rapped you
Its ok sister I said and kissed her cheek she my ride or die. She rugged me tighter then I wrapped my legs around her tighter. She then put my hood up alittle then we all set out to the school. Since they dropped by the office to get inrolled. It turns out her, Flourish, and Denise had all the same classes as me. I was glad cause I can't walk fa shit, anyways we set out to my homeroom to see that R-Kelly dude and lord knows Mj is so protective over his family. As we all sat at our desks 6 of us filled the first row. Me, Flourish, Amina, Denise, and Sydney while Mj sat directly behind me starring a hole into Mr. Kelly as he looked at all of us. I looked back at him to see him between Micheal and his trick loose ass hoe Justice. We made eye contact and I chuckled at him and he knew exactly what I thought was funny. As Mr. Kelly talked I looked at my basically sisters and they looked real cute. This is what Amina had on,
She's 15 she turns 16 in 3 weeks. She be in the streets trapin she give all the money to her sisters though she gives them what they need. She has to be slick though because her mom and dad takes their money too. She my baby anyway this is Denise
I love her and we hella protective of her. People talk about her skin but I think she's beautiful, sometimes she tries to put makeup over it but her sisters never let her. She's 16 just like me and she has a lil hood nigga Kyrie he actually go to our school. Now this is Angel
Angel is not confident at all, she got bullied alot at her old school. She just turned 15 three months ago, she is beautiful and she wont hesitate to beat somebody ass over me. I had to get escorted out of her old school by this security gaurd, they call his Mac... Berney Mack he coo though we keep in touch. Anyway this Lucky
She 15 and she is anti social. This gay ass nigga was always fuckin wit her. This hoe even moved schools acouple days ago to keep bullying her imma straight kick his ass when I can walk again. Fat ass nigga got the nerves to come fa my sis she basically my damn daughter I'll kick his ass periodt. Ole uglglass lookin nigga. Now here's my sunshine Peep
I love her she hella funny. She also aint scared of shit she'll fight a hoe for even blinking at her. She legit hasnt lost a fight since she was 4, she my baby and ironically she loves to be babied. She 16 now and she hate anybody outside our circle wit her mean ass. Now fa my baby Kimani
She is my otha half. She is real chill but she get hella reckless when anybody mess wit me. She love anything fun, she love to party, and she DON'T take shit from nobody. So basically we all mean asf and real close so we don't just argue we kick ass on sight. They have another sister Tamar but she's 21 and she just moved down the street from us I cant stand her ass. Anyway as we sat in class my head started to hurt and Mj could tell because I got alittle dizzy.
BeyBey you good Mj said as he grabbed my shoulder
Yea I just need some air I said feeling like I was gonna throw up. Kimani noticed my face as it gradually turned pale.
Ayo Bey lets go get some air she said and I nodded as I started to close my work books while she did the same. She stood up waiting for me and I attempted to stand but once I did I stumbled before Sydney hopped up and caught me.
Ayo Kimani heres my number if yall gone too long text me and im there in a heartbeat Sydney said handing her a slip of paper Kimani nodded then picked me up. I looked up and everyone was looking at us in front of the class. Mj smacked his lips as he looked at all the kids before standing.
Ayo anybody else who look at my sister like that I wont hesitate to beat yo ass He said looking every kid in the eyes.
Ayo quite starring I'll get my sisters and cause hell up in this bitch she said rolling her eyes then we walked out. As we walked out we went to the football feild and sat on the middle of the feild 2 seconds later the whole family came out to see what was up wit me. Sydney ran over to me and hugged me, she looked at my pale face before laying it on her lap then kissed my forehead as she rubbed my side.
Ayo Bey I aint dumb I know what kinda shit ya daddy do and I aint gone just take that shit she said as her eyes started to get watery ion like seeing you like this she said as a tear dropped seeing Syd like this makes me sad I dont like seeing her cry. I bust out crying and put my head in her thigh as everyone tried to confort me. After we all got ourselves together Syd kissed me. Everyone watched in shock as me and Syd just looked at eachother, I gently smiled before kissing her back. She then stood up then picked me up and we all watched to our now Math class.As we walked threw the halls Syd was too focused on me and we bumped into someone. Everyone stopped and starred at the person then I turned around and all the blood drained from my face. Oh no I thought as we just looked at the person.
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To be continued...
Who yall think they ran into???