Yoongi's POV...
I walk out leaving jungkook and y/n slamming the door.
"AISH!" I yell as I slam my car door shut.
"I hate you jungkook I swear to god one day-" I stop myself.
"No, calm down yoongi, if you're going to be y/n's boyfriend you have to put up with jungkook"
I sigh as I stop at a red light maybe I should message her.
I look around for my phone but can't find it "DANG IT I knew I left something!" I yell.
It's alright maybe jungkook will leave and I can see y/n alone....I probably shouldn't Have left her.
I begin making my way to turn around.
(Jungkooks right, I don't deserve her. I know I don't deserve her I've treated her like Trash)
Before I know it I get in front of her house.
I knock on the door a few times but no answer..."y/n??" I yell slightly.
"Aish this girl!" I say under my breath.
"Maybe she's showering"
I put my hand on the door knob and twist it "well it's open...tsk, tsk, tsk, I swear this girl needs to lock her door before a robber comes in!!"
I enter her home but still don't see her.
"Definitely taking a shower"
Now where the heck is my phone? I look everywhere but still can't find it.
"Y/n!!!" I begin yelling her name out but still no answer.
I head upstairs and find her room and enter it. (I don't hear water running? I swear if she's at Jungkooks house I'm really going to l-)
My thoughts cut off right there.
"I-is that? No, it can't she wouldn't~"
I scratch the back of my head "oh my god."
I slowly feel tears dripping down my cheeks.
(She wouldn't do this, she isn't that kind of girl.)
I see Jungkook push her on the bed and her taking his shirt off.
"WHAT THE HECK??" I yell kicking the chair next to me.
"She's cheating on me!!" I yell
(Why am I crying?)
I see perfect view of y/n and jungkook kissing from her window into his.
I drop to my knees "how could she. I gave my heart out to her and she does this to me?"
Tears come out of my eyes making everything blurry.
Flashback, ten years ago. 8yrs old.
3AM I wake up from sleeping when I hear shuffles in the living room.
I was thirsty anyways so I got up to get a drink.
"Appa!! You're home!" I say running up to him and hug him
"Yahh get off!" He says forcefully pushing me off making me fall to the ground.
I begin crying
Dad furrows his eyebrows
"YAH! You're a boy boys don't cry! Toughen up kid!" He yells slurring his words
He bends down grabbing the collar of my shirt pulling me up "stop crying baby! Be a man!" He says harshly.
I quickly wipe my tears "I'll teach you right now" He says stumbling around the room.
He takes a punch at my stomach "AH!!" I yell holding it.
"weak!" He yells.
"BE A MAN!" He says once again.
"Appa please stop!" I plead when he begins to punch and kick me.
"You're an embarrassment to this family my failure of a son!" He yells.
"STOP CRYING BOYS DONT CRY!" He yells over and over again
After that I remember darkness taking over
And waking up in a whole other home.
Five years later...13yrs old
My mom left my dad and started her own business but I still have to learn to live alone by myself.
"Eomma! I made the basketball team!" I say excited showing her the schedule.
As I look at her i see her attention is on the computer instead.
"Eomma! Did you see??" I say shoving it more.
"YAH, not now yoongi im working!" She says.
"you're always working!!" I whine
She continues typing but stops
"you better quit that useless team, you don't have time for sports!" She lectures.
"Plea-" she cuts me off "no you're quitting the team tomorrow no buts!" She says then soon types again.
"Fine-"
Few hours later....
I'm sitting down eating food when I see my mom rushing with her keys and purse with a suitcase.
"where are you going?" I ask.
"Japan! It's for work! Don't worry the maids will take care of everything!" She says leaving without even saying good bye.
"Eomma!?" I say as the door shuts.
I sigh setting my head on my hand.
"Why does she never speak to me"
3 years...16yrs
(I've learned to live on my own with only maids around, my mom never comes home now that she lives in China)
The older I get the closer I get to being president of her company....
"Master yoongi...we got some bad news!" The butler says.
"What?" I answer sitting on the couch.
"This morning we found your puppy...he's been sick for quite some time-" he begins trailing off.
(Please tell me hes okay)
"He uh- passed away...last night" he says.
(No, no, no!!)
I take a few breath..."yes sir..." I say holding back my tears as much as possible.
(Boys don't cry....)
Today~
I get myself off the floor wiping my tears
"I can't be crying over her why cant I stop!!!"
I run downstairs finding my phone on the floor under the table.
I grab my phone and leave quickly.
"Dang it yoongi stop crying" I yell at myself.
Once I make it home I walk inside "hello master yoong-" I cut her off by yelling in her face
"DONT TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN YOURE FIRED!" I yell at the top of my lungs as I walk passed her going upstairs to my room.
YALLL!!!
I CANT WAIT FOR TXT AAAHH
I HOPE I CAN GET CLOSE EVEN THOUGH I DONT HAVE P1 I HOPE I CAN BE CLOSE ENOIGH TO TO SEE THEM
IM GONMA LEGIT CRY ITS IN ONE WEEK