December 2018
hello! This is MaryKate. I am the author of "I'm Here For You." I have a small note for the readers.
basically, I have written this story a VERY long time ago, 2016. It doesn't seem long but for me it is mainly because I have grew a lot as a writer.
this story is kind of my first, I had a first ever but that got deleted because I really didn't like it. I decided to write about something that I really liked and so I wrote this stydia fanfiction.
I had a lot of imagination and some I don't enjoy anymore when I went back to edit. This story is jumbled up and there is a lot going on.
I tried three times to fix this story but in the end it never satisfied me. There were different wordings and change of choices but it still had the same feeling around it.
if you somehow feel the need to stop reading this story, I understand. I won't get hurt. I literally felt like that when I read it. It's really cringey and I am sorry that I let my 13/14 year old self write a fanfic.
so I truly appreciate for taking your time to at least read my story. Maybe you'll end up leaving after I gave you this warning but I understand.
as much as I really want to try ONE more time to fix it, I don't think I'll be able to because one; I am focusing on my other stories and two; I literally don't think I'll be able to survive editing some cringey ass fanfic.
please know that the reason why I still have this published is because it's my first completed story where I also can use this as an example through my progress as a writer from the very beginning to now.
I am actually seriously thinking of being a writer but I have to start off with something like fanfictions so I can learn to control my imagination better, which I still have some conflicts with it today.
okay that is all. Please forgive me for my really bad writing and even though there is a very low chance I can probably try to edit some things.
thank you,
marykate.