I ran in and locked the door, I never lock the door but I did.
I ran to the bathroom and found some pain killers in the cabinet.
It says on the bottle...
Ages 16-18
Take 1-2 pills every 6 hours
'Here goes nothing' I thought before I did something unexpected...
I grabbed my phone.
I dialed Sweets number.
I needed to hear his voice.
One last time.
Fangs POV
"Hey bubs," I only call him "bubs" when I am scared.
"Fangs? Oh thank god your okay, where are you are you ok?" Sweets says into the phone.
I choke back tears as I heard his voice.
"I-i just n-needed to hear your v-voice," I stuttered not able to able to keep my tears in any longer.
"What? Bud what's going on?"
"Sweets just listen to me for a second,"
"Fogarty I'm gonna ask one. More. Damn. Time. Where are you, are you fucking ok,"
"SweetPea L-LISTEN,"
I could hear him crying in the phone.
"SweetPea just know that I'm sorry, and I love you, but this is what's best for the both of us, tell Toni and Jughead that I love them too, but I am gonna miss you but I might be back, goodbye bubs." I say through tears.
"B-babes you k-know me, Toni, and Jughead love you too, but what's going on? Where are you?"
"Promise me you won't grief me bubs, I want you to be happy and if you forget me that's oka-,"
"WHAT IS GOING ON FANGS! IM NOT GONNA BE HAPPY AND IM NOT GOING TO FORGET YOU,"
"Goodbye Sweets,"
I left a note on the bathroom counter that explains what I was dealing with and letting everyone know what was going on.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
I took out the blade and finished off what I started earlier, still not super deep but harder than last time.
I looked in the mirror one last time and let out a finally sob before swallowing five pills and leaning against the door.
'I love you SweetPea...'