In a garden filled with blossoming loneliness.
I saw you there, it's as if the garden bloomed when you walked in the garden.
I just watched you pick up those blue flowers that caught your eyes while I'm stuck in this sand castle surrounded by thorns.
I wanna know your name.
Know everything about you.
So I tried to pass through the thorns with my mask on just to talk to you.
I love how you smiled at me.
Your smile is like the sun.
It's so bright that it hurts my eyes but I still want to see it.
I only know your name which is Lisa.
I wanna know more about you.
But I can't.
I want to be with you without my mask on.
I think of you every single day.
There's no day that I don't see you in my mind.
There's this flower that resembles you in this garden filled with loneliness.
I want to give it to you.
Give it to you without my mask on.
But I can't.
This is my destiny.
I want to show you me.
Give you me.
But I can't show you my weakness.
All I can do is see you coincidentally with my mask on.
I want to take you with me far away from everything.
If I show myself to you without my mask,
Will you accept me?
Or will you leave me too?
Don't smile on me.
Light on me.
Because I can't go to you as myself.
I saw you after a long time.
With someone who had the courage to be with you without a mask.
I was afraid.
So afraid.
Pathetic.
If I had the courage before.
Will everything be different now?
I'm crying at this sand castle.
That's disappearing and breaking down.
I looked at the broken mask and mumbled,
'And I still want you.'
This doesn't make any sense lmfaaaaaaooo.
So btw this is inspired by The Truth Untold of BANGTAN SONYEONDAAAAAAAN
Oh and nyeong-an fellow humans!!!