I don't bother knocking this time as I enter Vic's house. I'm too excited. I skip into the entrance of the sitting room where Vic looks like he's deep in thought. He looks up at me when he sees me standing there.
"Kells," he breathes with relief as he stands up. "Christ, what happened to you? I called you like a thousand times. Your phone has been off all week. I was so worried."
I giggle and bounce over to him, biting my lip as I grin.
I grab his tie and yank him closer to me before kissing him. I've been craving his lips all week and the simple sweet kiss is enough to satisfy me, but that doesn't stop me from wanting more.
I pull away from him and he blinks, seemingly dazed.
"W-we need to talk about this." he stammers.
"You and all your talk." I smirk, pushing him down onto the sofa and climbing onto his lap. "How about we don't talk?"
I bite his lip but he sighs once again and gently pushes me back. I look at him confused. He's staring down at his hands and he seems a little disheartened.
"Kellin, I think we should forget the kiss ever happened." he sighs.
My heart sinks and my stomach tightens.
"Oh." I whisper.
"We both obviously want different things. It's probably for the best." he explains.
"Different things? What do you want?" I ask confused, gently touching the side of his face, making him look back at me.
"I want more than this." he sighs, placing his hands on my thighs.
I squirm away from his touch, falling back onto the sofa but I quickly straighten myself up.
"More than what?" I question still confused.
"My feelings for you aren't primarily sexual, Kellin." he sighs, his gaze falling back to his hands.
"And my feelings for you aren't either." I urge but he looks at me disbelievingly. "What? Just because I've had a lot of sexual encounters, that means that I can't have feelings? Why are you treating me like every other guy does?"
"I'm not! Kellin, when you walked in, I just wanted to hold you and make sure you were okay. The first thing you did when you walked in was sit on my lap and bite my lip." he sighs.
I then understand why he's confused.
"That doesn't mean I don't have feelings. I guess I don't know how to show those feelings. I've never done this before. I'm sorry." I sigh blushing as I look away.
Vic's hand cups my cheek so I look back at him.
"Are you sure you have romantic feelings?" he asks.
"Definitely. I've never felt this way about anyone." I admit, my cheeks on fire.
He sighs and gives me a look of adoration, as he takes my hand. The simple action makes my heart swell. Vic squeezes my hand then leans forward and kisses my cheek.
"God, I missed you." he whispers. "Where have you been?"
"Mom broke my phone." I chuckle. "I got a new one but I lost your number."
"Remind me to give it to you before you leave." he murmurs, pushing some hair behind my ear.
I nod and bite my lip, biting back a smile.
"I don't want to forget about that kiss, or any kiss for that matter." I murmur, running my finger along Vic's chest.
"Well, since we're both on the same page, maybe you could be my boyfriend." he smiles.
I giggle feeling a little giddy.
"You're kidding, right?" I grin.
"No..." Vic frowns unsure.
"Sorry, I just can't believe you want me to be your boyfriend. You're like dreamy and I'm not." I ramble, blushing wildly.
"Who are you and what have you done with Kellin?" Vic chuckles. "I've never known you to not be cocky."
I put my face into my hands and cringe at how weird I'm being right now.
"Sorry." I whine.
"Don't be sorry. I like that you're all flustered and nervous and that I make you feel vulnerable." Vic grins.
I drop my hands and look up at him blushing.
"So what will it be? Boyfriend? Or no?" he asks.
"Oh, boyfriend. Definitely boyfriend." I beam.
He grins widely at that and kisses me again.
"Wow, you have no idea how much I've been dying to kiss you." Vic chuckles.
I giggle and blush again.
"I don't want to push my luck but I thought doctor-patient relationships are unprofessional according to you. Oh, and illegal." I point out.
He frowns which makes me regret saying anything
"I don't want to be selfish and jeopardize your health so if you think our relationship is getting in the way of that at any point, I want you tell me. But taking a note from your book, I think it's okay to break the rules every now and again. And of course our relationship is forbidden, as its an ethics violation, so we'll have to keep it on the down low. Also, I trust you. I know you're not an asshole, but I have to just say this, if anything happens between us, you have the ability to get my license revoked and even possibly get me charged and incarcerated out of spite. Please don't do that." Vic says.
"I would never." I assure him.
"I know you wouldn't. I just had to put that out there." he smiles and I nod. "Also, we need to set some ground rules."
I can't help but to snort.
"You and your rules. The point of breaking the rules isn't to make more, Victor." I chuckle.
"First rule, don't call me Victor. Or Mr. Fuentes or Dr. Fuentes. I am your boyfriend so you will call me Vic, babe, baby or whatever stupid pet name you come up with. Unless, it's in front of your mom of course." he smiles.
"Never mind. I like these rules. Proceed." I grin.
I push Vic so he's laying down then I rest my head on his chest. I slide my hand up his shirt then I run my finger around his bellybutton.
"Our relationship isn't to affect your therapy. You can talk to me about anything, don't let our relationship stop that. I'll keep professional so don't hold back. I'm your boyfriend but I'm still your therapist." he explains.
"Okay, but since you're my boyfriend shouldn't that mean that I'm more open with you?" I frown confused.
"Sometimes it's harder to be open to someone you care about. You're afraid of judgement or burdening them. I would like you to continue being open with me." he explains.
"Okay." I agree. "Anymore rules?"
"We need to keep these sessions professional." he says but that makes me frown.
"But my mom keeps me caged up like a prisoner so I'll never see you any other time. If we keep these sessions professional then we're not really going to have much of a relationship." I explain.
He looks perplexed but seems to have an idea.
"What if I suggest to your mom that we have two sessions a week, second one free of charge. We keep these sessions professional and use the other ones as time for us." he suggests.
That makes me grin. Yay, now I get to see him twice a week.
"That's a great idea." I chirp.
Vic just smiles at me after that, running his finger along my jaw.
"I can't believe I gave in to you." Vic chuckles.
"It was bound to happen at some point." I smirk. "I am irresistible."
"I don't want to fuel your ego but you're definitely right about that." he sighs.
I giggle and climb on top of him. I lean down and kiss him. He kisses back and my hands slide down to his jeans. I start unbuttoning them but he grabs my hands and pulls his lips away.
"Kell, no." he sighs.
"Please." I whine, kissing his neck softly.
"Definitely not." he drops my hands and does his jeans back up.
"Why?" I whine, rubbing his inner thigh gently.
"We've been dating for five minutes. Slow down." he warns.
"Oh, I can do slow." I smirk, slowly running my hand over his crotch.
He grunts softly and takes my hand again.
"Kellin, I'm serious. I said no." he tells me.
I whine and rest my head against his chest.
"But I've never wanted someone so bad." I mumble, linking my fingers with Vic's.
"You only want what you can't have." he murmurs.
"Why can't I have you though? You're my boyfriend." I mutter.
"Kells, relationships are about more than just touching each other." Vic sighs.
I remember his initial concerns and decide to just listen to him. I prop myself up on my elbows and look at him.
"Okay, you're the expert. What does being boyfriends entitle?" I ask.
I feel stupid but honestly, I have no idea what I'm supposed to do.
"We can kiss and cuddle and talk about things." he smiles
"Ah so like therapy with benefits?" I grin jokingly.
He chuckles and pushes a piece of hair behind my ear.
"It's so cute that you've never had a boyfriend before." he murmurs, a fond smile on his face.
"It's not cute. It's embarrassing." I sigh.
"Why is it embarrassing?" He frowns.
"I feel like everyone else has been in a relationship but me." I sigh.
"That's not true. Besides, you're in one now. I think you just had to wait for the right guy to come along." he chirps.
"I guess." I sigh dreamily, looking up at him.
He has yet to stop smiling at me and I'm loving it.
"How are you feeling regarding the Regan situation?" he asks, my boyfriend disappearing and my therapist taking his place.
"Better now that I have you." I chirp, trying to bring my boyfriend back out.
"So I'm just the rebound?" he huffs jokingly.
There he is.
I giggle and shake my head.
Vic looks at the clock on the wall then sighs.
"We've already wasted fifteen minutes of our session. Go sit over there so we can get started." he says, pointing to the chair across the room.
I whine and nuzzle my face into his neck.
"I don't want to." I murmur.
"Kellin, you agreed to follow the rules." he says warningly.
I look up at him and pout but he doesn't seem to be giving in to my cuteness.
"Fine. We can start our session but I'm not sitting over there. You can't expect me to not touch you for an hour." I tell him.
He chuckles and agrees. I push myself up and he sits up. I lean against him and he grabs his notepad, then our session begins.
But we make little progress all afternoon due to me being distracted by him the entire time. Vic doesn't seem to mind though and neither do I. I think I'm really starting to enjoy therapy.