"Let's live our life to the fullest.. Let's not get distracted by anything. Let's live as if only you and I are here"
Day 2 - Sarang's P.O.V
This morning, the doctor told me that I could go home. Tae packed my stuff and drove me home. I was sitting on the couch resting until Tae came up to me with a big smile and lied down right above me.
"Owhh Tae" I whined
"Hhaaa" With that, he pulled me up and kissed me.
The kiss was very long. He held me up and put me on the counter. I wanted to savor this moment forever. If only I didn't have heart disease. If only I could live a little longer, I would be able to do all this without having to worry about anything.
"T-tae, I can't breathe" I said in between the kiss. He immediately pulled away.
"I-I'm sorry Sarang. I got too carried away" He said while rubbing his neck. "Are you okay? Can you breathe okay?"
"Tae-ah, calm down.. I'm fine" I said with a big smile.
"Sarang, tomorrow, let's go to disneyland in Japan okay?" *Author's note- That' where Jikook went.. I shipppp!!*
"NE!!" I screamed excited.
"Calm down Sarang. Your voice is going to hurt".
I smiled.. because he was worried.
"Tae.. you know. One day, you will find someone that's way more better than me right?"
"Sarang, there's no one better than you. I only love you.. no one else. I promise" He said with a sad face.
Tae's POV
I want tomorrow to be the best day for her. I want to see her smile. I will make her happy.. in anyways that I can. Even if I don't succeed, as long as she doesn't cry, I'll be successful. I love her. I truly do.
Sarang's POV
"Sorry Tae. I love you" I said
"It's okay, go get some rest"
I was afraid. Afraid that if I fall asleep, I wouldn't be in this world anymore. Afraid that if I close my eyes, I would lose Tae forever. Tae.. my only friend.. my soulmate. Someone I truly love.
Tae picked me up and layed me down on the couch.
He sang me a song..
"nae gyeot-e iss-eojwo naege meomulleojwo
ne son-eul jab-eun nal nohchiji mal-ajwo
ileohge niga hangeol-eum meol-eojimyeon
naega hangeol-eum deo gamyeon doejanh-a"
I close my eyes and slowly fell asleep.
*Tae-ah.. If I leave this world now, Please know that I love you. I love you very much. I'm sorry for not giving you enough love. I'm sorry we can't have a normal family together like everyone does*
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I was in the middle of nowhere.. running for dear life.
I ran and I ran.. but I remained in one place.
Everything was bright.
I guess I'm in heaven now.
Heaven is suppose to be a happy place.. why do I feel empty?
I looked down and saw Taehyung, my lovely husband.
"Sarang, I'm coming for you now.. Wait for me".. were the exact words he said before getting a knife.
"Tae no!!" I cried but he couldn't hear.
He stabbed himself.. but still ... he was smiling... his boxy smile. Something I really missed.
"I'm coming" were the last words he said before going unconscious.
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woke up immediately and wondered why I had those kind of dreams.
I cried and cried.. and Tae quickly ran to me.
"Sarang! Are you okay?!" He asked with a worried face.
I touched my face and he did too.
"T-Tae! Am I still alive?!"
Then I touched his face..
"A-are you alive Tae?" I asked.. sobbing.
"It's okay now Sarang". He hugged me
Tae's POV
"B-but you-you... killed yourself and I-I was up in h-h-heaven" She stuttered. It must've been a bad dream.
"No no. Everything's okay. We're both alive" I said calmly trying my best to calm her down.
"You said "I'm coming for you arang" and stabbed youself" She said still crying.
I kissed her immediately and she kissed me back.
We both pulled away after a second.
"You felt my kiss right? See, I'm still alive.. and so are you".
She stopped crying.
"I-i'm sorry" she whimpered. It's okay. It's already night. Let's go sleep now.
"Tae?"
"Ne?"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
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"Let's love each other as if we've never loved before"