Beach Party
Your POV:
I felt like throwing up.
After what had just happen, I don't know what to do anymore and my emotions surely aren't helping me.
He just confessed to me...
He just confessed... to me...
He really doesn't remember me...
I walked into the RV and sat down on the couch, trying to think of the event that just happened. My hand was rested against my chest, where my heart should be. It kept beating.
Bu bum
Bu bum
Were my old feeling starting to return? No no, they can't, I won't allow that... stick to the plan, (Y/n)!
He can't just say that to me after what he's done! He can't! It's not right! That... that...
"Hey, (Y/n)~" I look over to see a very drunk Osomatsu. He plopped himself on the couch and laid his head on my shoulder.
"Oso, get off, you smell like beer!"
"Ah come on! Nothing like beer smell has ever harmed anyone!" He chuckles and nuzzles into my neck. Dear god I didn't want him to be here now.
"Hey... (Y/n)..." I turned to look over at him, his cheeks were a tint of pink, but his expression was serious. "Why must we forget about you?"
That question again, I could tell him now since Todomatsu wasn't around. But on the other hand, he was drunk, which he could possibly forget about this in the morning.
"I... rather not tell you now..."
"Is it because I can't keep a secret?!" He teases me and wraps his arms around me. I tried pushing him off until the door of the RV opens, revealing Choromatsu.
"O-oh I'm so sorry (Y/n)! Nii-San get off her!" Choro came over and started pulling Osomatsu off me.
"Hey, I just wanted to ask why we have to not remember her!" He yells out causing Choromatsu to stop his movements and look up at me.
Choro wasn't drunk so I could just tell him about it. It seemed well enough. But at the same time I was a bit scared...
"(Y/n), could you tell us please? We are worried about you..." Choromatsu looked at me.
I gave them a small nod and put my hands in my lap. I began to pour out the story that what happen to me and Todomatsu two years go. A few tears ran down my cheeks as I confessed what he said to me. How he truly felt towards me. How he forgot me...
The whole time Choro and Oso listened to me, non of them spoke said anything while I continued my story.
Once I was done I didn't look at them. Just staring at my hands while I hiccuped a few times. Suddenly I felt a warm hand on my face and I tense up. My eyes moved up to see Osomatsu gently wiping my tears away. I guess his big brother senses kick in too even when he's drunk.
"We're very sorry (Y/n) that he had to treat you like that... we never knew..." Osomatsu's apology caused me to start balling.
Oso wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly while I cried. I hated crying, instead of crying I would cut myself, hoping that would numb my emotions a bit.
Suddenly I felt the RV move a bit, I didn't dare see who was coming in. Instead I just buried my face into Osomatsu's shoulder.
"What's going on?" It was Todomatsu.
"Ah, Todomatsu! You-,"
"(Y/n)-Chan was talking about her parents and just starting feeling a bit homesick, nothing to worry about." Oso cut Choromatsu off.
Choro looked at him with a questioning look. I pulled myself away from Osomatsu and just rubbed my eyes, still hiccuping.
"My poor princess..." Osomatsu was about to stop him from coming towards me, but I surprised him by hugging Todomatsu.
"It's ok (Y/n)-Chan... If you like we can go home early so you can go visit your parents?"
"N-no I'm ok..." Todo gently rubs his hand up and down my back. Softly humming as I let out a few more sobs. To be honest, I didn't want to be hugging him. I guess I'm just looking for comfort, even though it's from the person that hurt me.
"Princess, you should change and get ready for bed. It's late and you seem tired?" He sounded so concern about me... why couldn't you be like this back then?
I gave him a small nod as he plants a small kiss on my head and let go of me. He made his way out of the RV and motioned Choro and Oso to follow him. Which they did.
I was now left alone inside the RV with nothing but my wandering thoughts and feelings. My hand touched the top of my head from where Todomatsu kissed me. Then all of a sudden I realized what he did and my face starts to heat up.
Damn him...
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I watched Ichimatsu and Jyushimatsu make the bed from the pull out couch. Setting it up with the sheets and pillows for two people to sleep in.
On the other side was also another pull out couch that Choromatsu and Karamatsu finished making.
And on the floor was a blow up mattress. The guys forgot an air pump so Osomatsu is trying to blow it up. Todomatsu wasn't doing shit. Instead, he was posting pictures from today on his blog.
Me on the other hand, I was waiting around for them to finish up so I can know where I'm sleeping.
I pulled out my phone and texted Sarah to see if everything is ok. I was a bit worried anyway if she set the house on fire or something far worse...
"Hey... I'm turning in for the night, today was just tiring, I hope your keeping the house in order!" Send...
Ding!
"Hello child! :3 I hope your having fun! And yes the house is fine! I bought a couple of plants and finished my art work so the house is now decorated! Now get your ass in bed!"
I chuckle as I read her message. It was a bit strange to not have her here. I wish I could have asked her to come with us. Maybe I would feel less stressed...
"Alright! Beds are done!" Jyushimatsu yells out as he dive bombs into the mattress, curling up into the blankets.
"Ah, done already?" Todomatsu stands up and steps on the blow up mattress, causing the air that Osomatsu put in to come gushing out.
"Oui! Watch it Totty! Or else (Y/n)-Chan has no place to sleep!"
"Your not seriously going to make her sleep on the ground Nii-San!" Choromatsu yelled and smacked the back of Oso's head.
I saw that one coming and let out a small giggle.
"Ah! (Y/n)-Chan can sleep with me!" Jyushimatsu yelled out and spread his arms out wide, like he was ready for me to climb over to him.
I looked over to the group, Todomatsu looked like he was about to pass out. His cheeks were bright red, like he was thinking something embarrassing.
"A-ah, h-how about (Y/n) can sleep with m-,"
"Good idea Jyushimatsu!" Osomatsu cut Totty off. Thank you Oso.
"Ah! Don't force her to just sleep with one of us! I think she is allowed to pick which bed she wants! Right (Y/n)-,"
I was already in the same bed as Jyushimatsu and under the covers. I look over at Todomatsu who's mouth was wide open, but he soon closes it. Like he was about to argue.
"Alright then, I guess that means the rest of us can sleep on the other two beds," Choromatsu mentioned.
It was all decided. Karamatsu and Todomatsu would sleep on the other pull out couch, while Choromatsu, Osomatsu, and Ichimatsu slept on the air mattress.
That seemed like a strange pairing...
The lights went off and everyone was already trying to go to sleep. I tried to close my eyes a few times but found that I couldn't force myself to sleep. So I just found myself staring at the ceiling.
Movement was felt on the other side of my bed as I look over to see Jyushimatsu putting a small pillow between us.
"Ah, sorry. I tend to get close to people in my sleep so I don't want make you uncomfortable," he confessed.
It may have been dark, but I could see the outline of his face, and his smile. It was adorable.
"N-no it's fine Jyushi. I really don't mind..."
It was quiet for a bit between us, finally I hear some of the other brothers start snoring, indicating that they are passed out.
"(Y/n)-Chan... promise you don't hurt yourself anymore?"
I tense up and look over at Him. I forgot what had happen today when he saw my scars.
"Jyushimatsu I-,"
"We care about you, you know? It hurts a lot knowing that you are in pain..." He reaches out in the dark and grabs my hand under the sheets. It was rough but warm. "You're like a sister to us... you are a part of this family, and we will help you get through this..."
"Thank you Jyushimatsu..." I smiled as I closed my eyes, finally being able to find the comfort of sleep.
Todomatsu POV
What was going on?
I heard the whole conversation between (Y/n) and Jyushimatsu. A painful feeling was swelling in my chest when I listened.
Was my princess suffering from something? And from what exactly? I guess I really don't know much about her...
I want to know more but at the same time she keeps pushing me away. I'm even a bit jealous that I'm not the one sleeping next to her. But I feel a bit better knowing that it's only Jyushimatsu by her.
My hand grips my chest where my heart is. It hurts... and I didn't know why. What I only knew is that I need to keep trying to win her over. I'm not going to give up on her... not like...
I turned to my side and hugged my pillow, hoping the thoughts of her would go away. From my stupid mistakes... I had to move on from her...
I didn't get much sleep that night...
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A bright light shines through the blinds of the windows, causing me to sit up in my bed. I yawned and started to rub my eyes.
I looked around the room to see that everyone was gone...
Except for (Y/n)...
She was still sleeping in in the same position she was last night. Meaning she was comfortable. I couldn't help but smile.
I got up from where I laid and I walked over to her. She seemed so peaceful when she slept, it makes me think of she's having a good dreams.
Gently, I raised my hand up a bit and stroked her cheek. Her skin was very soft to the touch. I move a small strand of hair from her face to her ear. I never noticed before but she has beautiful eyelashes...
I pull away and start to feel my face heat up. I'm hoping today we can spend more time together. Maybe I can get more pictures of me and her together.
I heard small whimpering and I looked over at (Y/n) who was now sitting up, rubbing her eyes. She was in a pair of (Fav/color) pajamas. Long sleeve shirt and pants. Her (C/h) hair was a bit messy, but it was still perfect.
"Good morning (Y/n)-Chan," I gently spoke out, only noticing her to quickly turn to my figure. I guess I startled her.
"Oh um... good... good morning..." she stuttered out.
"Um, (Y/n)..." I walk over to her side of the bed and gently sat on the edge. She only watched my movements for a bit before she scooted away from me.
It hurt...
"Listen... I'm... I still feel terrible for what happen yesterday and I just want... I just want us to be closer is all. To move passed this quiet awkward stage, and be friends... best friends." I look up to her to see she was looking down at her hands, I moved closer to her.
"I don't want to force you, so if it takes time-,"
"Ok," she cut me off which surprised me.
"Wh-what?"
"I said ok, I guess I have been a bit distance and all that but I'll try to look passed it." She gave me a small smile. Which caused me to only smile back and hold her hand.
"And if you wish, I can change so I won't have to remind you of that dick bag that hurt you," that's right. She told me last night the reason why she's a bit distant with me. The reason being is from an asshole who hurt her.
I wish to not hurt her, so if I need to, I'll change for her.
(Y/n) gave me a small nod and started to get up from the bed. I let go of her hand and got up too.
"If you need to change now, I'll let the guys know to knock first, Princess," I smile at her as I start to head for the door.
"Thanks... Totty..." I stopped in my foot steps when she said that, I smiled to myself as I head out of the RV.
I went over to my brothers who were setting up the beach towels and kites we will be playing with today. But the whole time we were setting up, I couldn't help but think of (Y/n)...
(Y/n)... I'll become to better man then the one that hurt you...
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Good lord I'm over it! I'm done! I'm over it! Finally got this one finished, now... off to make the next one...
Oh look The internet!~
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