If I Only Knew (A One Directi...

By Harrys_Dimples1998

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How does it feel like moving to a new place where you have never been before? Or what about starting a new li... More

London Here We Come
Exploring
The Wedding
Meeting One Direction
The Next Day
Clean Up
The Game
The Game (Continue)
The Park
Date With Harry
Date With Harry (Part 2)
Night With The Boys
Awkward
Splash!
Good News
Drama!
Contest Time
Meeting Danielle and Eleanor!
Shopping!
The Brits
Regret
Same Mistakes Part 2
Leaving
New York
Apologies
Confession
Truth or Dare
Time Square
Trouble
Back In London
Surprises
The Plan
Are You Sure It's Gonna Work?
Late Night Adventures
I Love You
Author's Note

Same Mistakes

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By Harrys_Dimples1998

Harry's P.O.V

This morning, I woke up feeling sick. I slowly sat up from my bed massaging my forehead as it kept throbbing. Suddenly everything came back in mind. That night. The fight. EVERYTHING.

I got out of bed and slowly walked over to my bathroom and rinsed my face with ice cold water to wake me up. I dried my face up with a towel and looked at my reflection in the mirror in-front of me. I was a mess.

My eyes were swollen from all the tears I had shed last night. My hair was tangled and pointing to every direction possible. I had small bags underneath my eyes from staying up late. I looked like shit.

"Ughhh!" I groaned as I stared at myself on the mirror.

"Knock Knock" A familiar voice softly spoke as he knocked on my door.

"What do you want Lou?" I muttered as I sat down on my unmade bed.

"Just checking up on you. Liam made breakfast in case you were hungry" Louis half smiled.

"Lou," I whispered as my eyes began to water.

"I've lost her. What do I do?" I spoke.

"It's ok mate." He said while patting my back.

"Zayn just left. He said he's gonna visit Hannah to see how she's doing" He smiled as he sat next to me.

"Zayn? Why would he go?" I questioned.

"We figured that since he's the closest to Hannah, he should be the one checking up on her" he said while fixing his shirt.

"She won't talk to me. She's never gonna take me back" I sighed as a tear escaped my eye.

"You don't know that Haz. Let's just wait till Zayn comes back. I'm sure everythings gonna be alright" He smiled once again.

"Have you talked to Eleanor? You said that Dani and her are with Hannah. Maybe Eleanor knows what's going on" I said as I quickly remembered him saying it last night.

"Ohhh. No I haven't heard from her since she called me last night. I'll talk to her and see what she says" He said as he headed out my door.

"Thanks Lou" I said as he exited.

"No prob Haz!" He smiled before disapearing my sight.

-

Eleanor's P.O.V

I woke this morning by the sound of my phone vibrating on top of the table. I slowly stood up while squinting my eyes as it adjusted to the light.

"Hello?" I muttered not even looking at the Caller I.D

"Morning love. Did I wake you up?" The sound of Louis voice chirped on the other line.

"Sort of. But It's alright. Why'd you call?" I smiled while fixing my hair.

"Have you heard any from Hannah?" He asked.

"Yes. Yes I have. But before I spill any details, you have to tell my why Harry did that to her." I spoke.

Last night was the first time i've ever seen someone cry so much. I felt so bad for Hannah. She told us so much about her past and what she went through and I couldn't help but shed a tear or two.

When Dani and I chased after her last night at the Brits, I knew something terrible happened. When she told us that she saw Harry with Caroline, I was completely shocked. I knew Harry too well for him to stoop that low.

"El," Lou paused.

"Harry didn't do anything" He said.

"Hannah saw them kissing!" I said as my voice began rising.

"Babe, calm down. Caroline forced herself onto him." Lou said as he sighed.

My jaw dropped as I gasped. It took me a while for the information to sink in. I knew Harry could never do something like that.

"A-are you serious?" I stuttered.

"Yes. When Harry was walking towards the bathroom, Caroline followed him." He continued.

I couldn't believe it. Caroline planned this whole thing? That bitch.

"How's Haz?" I questioned begining to worry.

"Terrible. He hasn't left his room since last night. He couldn't stop crying" He sighed.

"Hannah's been the same" I said.

"Speaking of Hannah, What happened last night?" He questoned.

"She's a wreck. She coulndn't stop crying for hours." I said as I remembered last night.

"Well you have to tell her that Harry didn't do it on purpose" Lou shouted on the other line.

"It's kinda late for that now..." I mumbled.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"She was so upset that she wanted to move back to America" I sighed.

"No. No. No. That can't happen. El, Do whatever it takes to force her not to leave" Lou begged on the other line.

"Dani and I tried all our best last night. But we'll try again. I'll talk to you later boo. Bye" I said as I hung up.

I quickly rushed to the bathroom and freshened up. 

"Goodmorning" Dani mumbled as she yawned.

"Dani" I squealed.

"Hannah can't leave" I shouted as I pratically tackled her.

"Why?" She gasped.

"I'll Tell you late-" I started but was interupted when the door bell rang.

-

Zayn's P.O.V

This moring I decided to visit Hannah since I was worried sick about her. I quickly changed and headed downstairs.

"Where you going?" Niall asked as he stuffed his mouth with cereal.

"I'm gonna visit Hannah" I chuckled.

While on my way to Hanah's, I stopped at this small flower shop and decided to buy Hannah a rose.

As I rang the bell, I was suprised to see Dani and El open the door.

"Zayn?" They both said in unison.

"What are you doing here?" Dani asked as she escorted me inside. 

"I wanted to visit her" I blushed.

"She's up in her room. Goodluck" El smiled as she pointed to her door.

As I knocked on Hanah's door, she came seconds later looking tired.

She looked up at me with her beautiful gleaming hazel eyes. I noticed that they weren't the usual eye's I adored. Instead they were full of pain and red from crying.

As soon as I saw her, I wrapped my arms around her while she rested her head on my chest. After a few minutes, I heard her sniffle before backing away.

"Wh-what are you doing here?" She softly spoke as she wiped a tear away.

"Listen," I sighed.

"Harry didn't do anything wrong. What we saw that night was a total misunderstanding. Harry didn't kiss her. She forced herself on him." I said.

I watched her as her face turned into sadness from shocked.

"Re-really?" She gasped as she began to cry.

"Harry could never hurt you! You have no idea how much tears he shed last night" I sighed.

It hurted me to say that. It really did. I still wished that Hannah could be mine but It hurted me more seeing her unhappy. I forced a smile as I tried my best not to show my feelings.

"Hannah, Please! I can't bear seeing you like this." I said as I wiped a tear that escaped her eyes with my finger.

"Zayn, I have to tell you something" She paused.

-

Hannah's P.O.V

Last night I made my decision. I was gonna move back to New York for two weeks with Adela. I needed to be back home. 

I got up and quickly reached for my hone to call her. I ignored the calls and messages from the boys and rang Adela.

"Hello?" I heard her say.

"Adela?" I sniffled.

"What's wrong?" she immediatly shouted.

I love how we can instantly tell whats going on just by the sound of our voices. We have this twin telepathy sort of thing which is some of the reasons why were bestfriends.

"He-he cheated on me" I choked as tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"Hannah!" She gasped.

"I want to come back. Can I stay with you for a while?" I asked as I wiped the tears away.

"Ofcoarse. But are you sure?" She questioned.

"Yes! I'm sure. I can't stand being here. I'm flying there tomorrow" I sighed

"Ok, Hannah, I'm so sorry" She softly spoke on the other line.

"Don't be. I shou-" I began but was cut off when I heard someone knocking on my door.

"Hey, I'll call you later." I said as i hung up.

I slowly got up from my bed as walked towards the door. 

When I opened it, I was shocked to see Zayn with a rose in his hand.

As soon as he saw me, he quickly wrapped his arms around me tightly. I couldn't help but hug back. I placed my head on his shoulder as I listened to the melody of his heart beat. I squeezed my eyes tightly not wanting any tears to fall. I couldn't resist but shed new tears once again as he hugged me tighter.

I parted away as I quickly wiped my tears away. 

"Wh-what are you doing here?" I stuttered.

"Listen," He began.

"Harry didn't do anything wrong. What we saw that night was a total misunderstanding. Harry didn't kiss her. She forced herself on him." He sighed.

WHAAAAAAAAT?! I gasped as my eyes began to water once again. I looked into Zayn's eyes to detect any sign of lie, but found nothing. Was he telling the truth?

"Re-really?" I whispered as a tear rolled my my cheek.

"Harry could never hurt you! You have no idea how much tears he shed last night" He continued looking into my eyes.

"Hannah, Please! I can't bear seeing you like this." He said.

I took a deep breath. I had to tell him that I'm leaving. He's been the closest to me and I coulnd't stand lying to him or anyone.

"Zayn, I have to tell you something" I paused as I looked into his big brown eyes.

I held back a few tears that were willing to escape my eyes as I paused. 

What he did next shocked me. 

He started leaning in. I froze. What the hell is he doing? I wanted to push him away but my hands felt numb. My heart beat began rising as he inched closer towards me. I couldn't breath.

He got closer. And closer. And closer...

-

HELLO MY LOVELY'S!!!!! Hahaha! left a cliffhanger again! Woops! haha

How'd everyone like this? I personally think that this chapter sucked. I had a bit of writer's block here and there while writing this, so my apologis if this wasn't interesting :/ 

Anyways, I'll be uploading the other part to this chapter soon, maybe an hour or so, so stay tuned! haha. If possible, could you guys vote? :) Thanks guys.

Do you guys want Hannah to leave?

Is Hannah and Zayn gonna kiss?

Who should she choose? 

Harry?

or

Zayn?

Bye! Xx

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