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j_onee
hey ryu!
delivered 7:37 p.m.
starryuu
JISUNG??
my .... is that really you?
j_onee
IT'S only been two days ~__~
starryuu
well those 2 days were EXCRUCIATING
where were u?!? i was so worried
i thought u dropped me for good :(
j_onee
ID NEVER DO THAT
i wont let u slip away from me so easily
ure basically forbidden to do that >:(
starryuu
oh so YOU get to suddenly
disappear without any warning?!?
nah you cant shift the attention to me
what the fuck happend
j_onee
i guess u do deserve an explanation
well... we had a chat?
that's it..
starryuu
jisung if ure gna half ass me like this u might as well just disappear again :/
j_onee
IM SERIOUS THIS TIME
we just .. talked?
starryuu
then why are you being so nonchalant abt this all huh???
the girl youve been chasing suddenly appears right before your eyes
and ... what? this is it?? this is how u react??
cut me some slack hunty, i was worried sick :(
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j_onee
i don't know anymore
i'm just so confused
starryuu
why is that?
j_onee
i really dont know how im supposed to feel anymore
it all seemed so ... anticlimactic
i guess we grew up a bit ... she isnt the same as the girl i'm in love with
starryuu
present tense huh .. |
but your heart hurts, doesn't it?
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j_onee
i'm in so much pain, ryu
starryuu
hunty u have to remain calm
calm as water
calm water
water calm
y am i even using water
ok im not helping at all asfhjsfjs
u get me right?
j_onee
i can't
i really can't
noona why can't i stop
why didn't i do enough?
why do i feel so empty???
i was supposed to get her back
starryuu
:( what exactly happened?
im gonna have to need a bit of context here ..
j_onee
i swear to u
we just talked...
we caught up on things, it was casual
i dont know ... this isnt how i expected things to turn out
starryuu
are u sure nothing rly happened?
why does this seem so heavy on u?
it's like u didnt have a good experience at all??
:( but said it was casual??
j_onee
maybe it's because
i wasn't talking to wendy anymore
it's just ... chae
the grown up, matured, and developed chae
but she isn't wendy
she talked to me as if she only
wanted to catch up...
it was like ... i was the only one
waiting for us all this time
it sucks
starryu
.... i see
ur expectations got the best of you
... it sucks to be let down by something u were really excited for, doesnt it?
j_onee
u know what sucks more
starryuu
well |
j_onee
i still love her
starryuu
we |
oh |
that does suck |
aw that rly suc|
im sorry to hear that|
...what the hell am i supposed to say? |
starryuu
what will it be then?
do u want to rekindle an old flame,
or finally put out something
that's already slowly dying to begin with?
j_onee
...
i don't know either
i don't know what keeps me from letting go
maybe it's because i love her a bit too much
starryuu
oh..?
but love isnt supposed to hurt, hunty
it can disappoint you at times, it can tire you,
but it shouldnt have to hurt
your misery isnt a sign of your love
love isnt being only attracted to the this image
u have of her in ur head
u have to love her, even if she really is just the chae that u dont know so much about
but we really cant call that love now can we?
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j_onee
noona
im so tired
starryuu
oh.. okok
we can talk abt this another time??
ill always be online and|
j_onee
no
fuck
please don't
don't leave please
not now, not when i need someone
starryuu
a |
shit |
i won't then
im here
what do you want me to do 4u?
j_onee
i dont know
im sorry
i just cant be alone at the moment
im sorry i rly dont knpw whjt to do
starryuu
hey calm down hannie
do you want me to call?
think of it as a repayment,
i still owe u from when u sang me to sleep :)
why would i even say that |
he obviously doesnt want to
gosh yuri it's so obvious he doesnt need
this right now what wer eu thinkign|
j_onee
no
starryuu
ok so why does the truth hurt|
oh okay
j_onee
i want to see you
starryuu
whTa f t whatd
What
WHA|
j_onee
is that okay?
starryuu
. . . are you free right now?
j_onee
i just finished eating dinner
i dont think im in the mood to be practicing right now
starryuu
then..
i'm still at the froyo place
the one i posted in my instagram
it's pretty near the jyp training building
only if you actually can come.. okay?
i'm not forcing you into anything
i'm also not looking for a good time either
so u don't need to worry about being all friendly for a first impression in personal
i'm going to listen, because it's the
least i can do right now for u
j_onee
..... i'll be there in a few minutes
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starryuu
my heart can't do this anymore |
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