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SNAPCHAT.
starryu's story
j_onee sent you a chat!
j_onee
hey???? u there? HAHA
you've been gone for like a year :(
where have u been
i'm so tireddd
starryuu
i was only gone for like a day wth hAHAHHA
i was busy doing staryu things, as i should be
i also binged your reality show
first of aLL
j_onee
here we go
starryuu
i will personally go to jyp and slam his head against the ground
and ask him wHY he eliminated such talented people i dO NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND
and
starryuu
i think u r cute as shit|
i think i have a little crush|
you're my bias??? |
is that we people call it|
no because why tf are u the cutest??
why did it have to be u ??|
fuck you|
j_onee
?? you're typing a lot ._.
starryuu
uh
i have a small crush on changbin lolol
fuxk |
j_onee
what :|
I THOUGHT YOUR BIAS WOULD'VE BEEN ME
starryuu
well |
lmao |
and what makes you think that, hunty XD
j_onee
my instinct
starryuu
well you're DELULU
so
haha :)
j_onee
my instinct is nOT delulu
you're delulu for not liking me
starryuu
jealous squirrel
also u seem very chill...
u seem a lot more unhinged onscreen |
also u seem very chill|
is that insensitive... |
is j_onee
(๑⃙⃘' ︵ '๑⃙⃘)
starryuu
ugh fine i'll tell u|
i have nothing to lose |
oh but actually
j_onee
what?
starryuu
i have nothing to lose but my dignity sike |
i kinda have a small thing for u but shh u will never hear that from me|
i kinda have a small thin|
nevermind :>
j_onee
I WAS ANTICIPATING FOR NOTHING
starryuu
i mastered the art of getting hopes up
oh hunty you know so little
j_onee
so mean >:(
ill leave it alone then
starryuu
;-)
j_onee
oh!
j_onee
i like your cat :))
starryuu
hehe thanks she doesn't like u too
j_onee
i rly do have to get used to this treatment huh =(
your cat sorta
reminds me of someone
starryuu
oOoo of what?
of SOMEONE?
like
a human cat hybrid or someth
THAT WOULD BE SO COOL
j_onee
IT'S FAR FROM THAT YURI XDD
UGH anyway
i just remember seeing a cat like that when i went trick or treating with my friends
i dressed up as peter pan LMAO
those were the days :'
starryuu
OWO that's v cute
why peter pan?
did he like, exist before and you're like his descendant omg sTFU
j_onee
what's 'owo'
and my english name is peter :0
i'm pretty sure he doesn't really exist haha
altho i'd also like to believe that he is <3
starryuu
. . . excuse me
what.
peter?
YOU'RE A PETER?
j_onee
yeah
...what's wrong with being a peter
starryuu
... THATS SO WEIRD
U SHOULDVE TOLD ME
HOW MANY NAMES DO YOU HAVE
at this point im rly starting to think u r catfishing me sigh the world is so cruel
j_onee
IT'S NOT REALLY A FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTION OF MINE...
GOING back
everyone teased me for it i thought it was cool tbh
they called me 'peter han' lolololol
starryuu
i just SQUEALED
THAT'S THE CUTEST WOWOWOWOW
PETER HAN that is actually so smart?!?
j_onee
HAHAHAHA PLEASE
you always make me laugh
perhaps i DID choose the correct snapcode :)
starryuu
what do you mean perhaps.... |
dont compliment me
my ego might start doing shit
j_onee
oh ,, ok i dont want that XD LMAO going back
there was this girl who was dressed up like a witch n i thought it was weird bc she was the only one sat on the ground
so i asked her what's wrong and she said she lost her cat
apparently she had a grey cat w her and her brother was out looking for it
i felt bad and helped her find it
i even held her hand! :')
i cheered her up and she always laughed at all my jokes
she was the first person i ever got to talk to so comfortably
i really didn't have any real friends back then
but she was very different.. so
i developed a small crush on her at the time
and
ah fuck, you're oversharing |
han jisung... are u dumb..... |
she's a stranger, why are u opening up |
this will eventually die |
she won't last very long |
starryuu
peter han is SLICK
jokes aside that's pretty cute :)
u seemed pretty kind back then
j_onee
i'm still very kind wdym >:(
... am i saying too much?
i forget we're strangers to each other^^"
i dont kno y im suddenly like this haha
starryuu
NO PLEASE just keep going on!
i love listening to peoples' stories!
i like having a lil background story on my catfisher ;)
j_onee
... if you say so ,':|
starryuu
what happened to the cat tho..
... it's the only thing that matters in this story
j_onee
PLEASE dw we found her XD
and i remember her looking like she was abt to cry... but she didnt, and it was like she didnt want to cry in front of me
but i was really glad! i really did think she was cute
and i found out we went to the same school
and we became close friends ever since
and..
starryuu
that's a lot of ands
i can already taste the catch
j_onee
sadly there is
she moved somewhere else
she left me in highschool
j_onee
... |
fuck it, i need to get this out |
i was supposed to confess, u know?
i even had it all planned
we'd go to our local pop up restaurant, which would shock sum ppl bc everyone knew i hated going out to eat
and we'd pig out on as much food as she wanted
and i'd walk her to the park where we first met
and ... yea i rly wish that wouldve happened
but i kept holding it off ... i was thinking that maybe i can just
do it another day, when im ready to tell her, but i was never fully ready
and my anxiety eventually costed me everything
starryuu
oh no .. :(
j_onee
when i woke up one day, news already broke out that her plane already left early morning
i didn't even get to see her off...
starryuu
. . . ah
. . . i don't know what to say
AAA this is really sad ... i am so sorry :(
j_onee
u don't have to say anything
i'm surprised myself that i opened up like this so easily
starryuu
it's weird, no?
confiding in someone u barely know
it's weirdly..freeing??
stories like these r very telling
of someone's character!
a peek into your life that'll help me to
understand you more
idol or not
because the fact that we're strangers to each other, it's comforting to think that we have no background of each other
it's nice to get along like this, hunty :)
j_onee
... that actually sounds.. right? |
... whatever |
friendships like this don't last long |
starryuu
have you moved on?
j_onee
not really
it's been a few years, but my
feelings remain the same,, unfortunately?
i could say i
.. love ?? her
yeah i could definitely say that
maybe loved?
i don't know ???
starryuu
so your heart is taken |
so your hea|
this is such a sob story hunty
you're makin me tear up :'(
j_onee
im sorry :(
even im tearing up
gaaahh dammit
i havent talked abt this in so long
starryuu
who leaves someone as cool as u i don't understand |
who leaves someone as special |
hey hunty don't cry :(
as much as i'd motivate you to cry and let it all out
i'm pretty sure you do it long enough for it to be unhealthy
i can already imagine ur snotty face pouting at the screen n WE DONT WANT THAT ^__^
j_onee
shut UP
gaaah you have a point ~_~
starryuu
oh i know i do
now, smile !! :D
frowning will do ur pretty face NO good
i've seen the way u smile on the show
i think i'd like more of that ;)
j_onee
heck you're the cutest :(
starryuu
a cute boy called me cute iTS OVER FOR YALL|
oh i know right
j_onee
anyways
i really hope to find her again someday
she lost her cat, but it seems that IM the one that lost her now >:(
only now, i dont have a han jisung to help me find her ~__~
she's partially a reason why i liked performing ... she always liked listening to my raps
a teeny part of me wished that being idol would mean ...
she'd see me on tv one day
and see where i currently am, and she can find me!
and maybe we could catch up on things
and ...
starryuu
ok ok i get it
you sure do have a lot of ands HAHAHA
that's also another level of dedication!
i wonder what she does to
make u like her that much :')
what's made a friend like her so special to u?
j_onee
... special? |
she's just, the way that she is
and i liked that way a lot
maybe it's the fact that i started acting like myself when i'm around her
where i didn't have to act so lively and goofy all the time when she's with me
it was real, u know? my first real friend
people like her helped me think that i could let in more people to this small world that i have
it just...
i like her a lot okay? T__T
starryuu
.... no shit
THAT'S SO CUTE!! me thinks u deserve it <3
what's her name, btw ???
or even a nickname i just want to refer to her as something other than mystery girl XD
it's for when i have a death note |
jk |
j_onee
i called her chae
but her english name was wendy
when she found out about my new name as peter she decided to get one as well
we were peter and wendy
cheesy, i know XD
starryuu
oh
just like the real story? :')
this is disgustingly getting too sappy can't we talk about plants or something |
so what's your favorite type of leaf|
j_onee
yes, just like the story
we were meant to be
...
just like the story, right?
starryuu
for some reason i don't think it is|
for some rea|
peter pan is dumb anyways |
it probably is meant to be <3
im sure ull find her someday!
j_onee
i hope so :)
i'll find my way back to her!
and by then, hopefully i'll still be able to tell you that :)
if not anything closer, i hope we get to be friends like this for a long time ^__^
i like talking to you
starryuu
...
u cant do this to me |
boyyy i sure do hope you hold onto that promise !!!
but...
why?
j_onee
wdym why?
starryuu
why is it okay with me?
i mean, i'm just.. curious
i thought u didn't socialize much
bc u only had a few real friends
so.. why is it okay to trust this news
with some online stranger that
u met like,, several days ago? XD
isn't that worse ..
j_onee
...
because it's the fact that you're a stranger i guess? what u said awhile ago rly stuck to me
my gut tells me u seem very genuine
and since we personally know nothing about each other, it's easier to act more casual u know?
it's like... taking a break from being an entertainer
and i'm going to be honest with you, it's easier to let go of u that way if ever a time comes when we stop talking
so.. spare the pain, right?
but hey, i hope it doesn't turn that way :)
i want to climb out of this situation victorious
because i found my wendy!
and for some reason, you're the first person i want to tell
like a kid showing a drawing he's worked so hard for to his mom :')
HAHAHAHA
so.. when the time comes, if we're still friends or not,
i hope i'll be able to tell u everything that's happened
because it's real with you :)
it's easy and it's comfortable when it's you
take it from some random online stranger like me ^^
TWITTER.
@starryuu: so, does that make me tinkerbell?
7s ago
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perhaps she should be sad